reply to post by Unity_99
First, I would like to thank you for showing me the light, because the light was to dark at one point in my life, until our recent conversation. I
prayed for the first time in my life…for my self, I always prayed for others but never once for my self… never, until may2nd 2012.
I remember when I was young ,I had so many good and unusual gifts that I felt I was one of gods top angels on earth and that was between the ages of 4
and 11,and than…something bad happened in the home in which my good side turned into such evil.
Every body that made me mad after the age of 14 was dealt with in very and unusual ways, ways that did not fit the analogy of the word
I remember when I was 15 years old; I had been on a bus filled with people and had gone to find a seat. When I was going to find a seat on the bus
this woman jumped up, crossed her fingers and walked backwards screaming at me trying to get off the bus calling me the devil.
At the age of 23, the same thing happened to me but with a different woman, this time in a restaurant, and it was very embarrassing because this time
the woman just took it to completely another level, she had a butter knife threatening to kill her self for me.
‘I will kill my self for you, don’t do it, please don’t do it, we need you’
Two women I had never seen before a day in my life suddenly jump up, cross their fingers, and start saying things that just don’t fit.
At 24 I had became a model, I went to New York to do a show, and on our trip, we all went to get our palms read. After the reading, the psychic woman
told me that I had something called the ‘EVIL EYE’, and it was most likely that I was going to be one of the devils favorite.. I laughed thinking
it was just part of the entertainment package ,until I actually looked it up 2 years later after more strange things happened to people that made me
The evil eye is a look that is believed by many cultures to be able to cause injury or bad luck for the person at whom it is directed for reasons of
envy or dislike. The term also refers to the power attributed to certain persons of inflicting injury or bad luck by such an envious or ill-wishing
In some forms, it is the belief that some people can bestow a curse on victims by the malevolent gaze of their magical eye. The most common form,
however, attributes the cause to envy, with the envious person casting the evil eye doing so unintentionally.
evil eye doing so unintentionally.
After I learned about the evil eye, and that 40 out of 40 people in the span of 15 years that I had unintentionally hurt and honestly didn’t know
what it was…I than started using it on purpose, and after 30 years of using it, I have mastered it so mush in which I can do it at will and do it
with out even looking at people…and when I opened that door, other terrible doors flew open as I coveted it and loved the aspect of being able to do
It got so bad that if I’m mad at my kids I don’t even look at them because I feel I might do harm to them as I have done to others.
I have given up on the dark side because I cant see, I cant see who I am any more I cant feel the good of life as the darkness for so many years had
turned my heart black as hell, and that’s not me.
God and the devil have pulled me back and forth for such a very long time, but now its time to chose a side.
I liked the good side of my gifts, I love the God that I knew and understood at one point in my life, plus, I know how to bring the last hope to light
on this earth.