Last night I had what I would say was one of the most amazing experiences in a long long time. Let me explain because it has been mentioned on AST,
in the past, but I have never been able to relate.
Many of the veteran ATS members know that I practice astral travel, so I am no stranger to the astral realm, but last night was something much
I rarely experience sleep paralysis and what I would describe as a feeling of fear, but last night while sleeping it happened like never before. What
really sucked was heard something come into my house, then in my room and I was paralyzed completely.
It was around 3:30 am and I was fast asleep, but something startled me I heard noises and I knew it was not my cat because I could feel her warmth
while she slept at the back of my neck. I tried to get up and I was thinking to myself “Get off your ass, move! WTF is wrong with you” and “I
need to get to my Remington 870 pump, 12 gauge”, but I couldn’t move, not a muscle.
My body was completely paralyzed and it was the first time I have ever experienced sleep paralysis of this magnitude. I kept hearing noises, and
getting a sense something was now in my room and watching me, at this moment I felt fear being projected, in my direction. Whatever this person or
thing was I was not going to just sit still, so I immediately projected myself out, since I couldn’t move my body.
Upon projecting, I separated myself and positioned my astral body about 2 feet above my head. What I saw puzzled me at first. I saw an entity that
was near the foot of my bed, but it didn’t notice me at first.
The appearance of this entity was a dark fuzzy shadow human shaped, and it was very dense and dark, but still I could still see through the outer part
of it silhouette . I stared for a few moments and saw this figure was looking at my body in bed, it appeared to being projected lower emotions on me
and yes I could still feel them.
Here is a photo from another ATS thread that looks very similar to what I saw.
Even though I could feel an overwhelming amount of fear, anger, and hate, I began to focus on love and moments in my life that love was abundant. At
this point, I then leaped across and embraced the shadow person, or basically jumped inside it. It didn’t like this at all.
The shadow person had absolutely no idea how to handle this love energy I was projecting, but as I entered the being, or embraced it I still felt
negative emotions intensely in my physical body.
As I connected with this being, I told it “I loved it” and “that everything was going to be ok”. I also told it “that whatever it had to
say to me say it now”. Here is where it gets more interesting, as I projected love emotions I could feel this being changing or transmuting, but it
did not want to see, feel, or even experience love, so it left.
I don’t know what happened to it after, but I can tell you it got a large dose of loving. As I snapped back into my physical shell I found myself
still in a paralysis, and my cat was licking the back of my neck. It’s funny but cats do have an extra sense. I was slowly regaining my faculties,
and then I got up and thought to myself wtf!, was that.
It’s 10:30 am and I am still feeling like I was in a bar room brawl. I don’t know what else to add, but I am glad I was able to share it with you
all. Maybe some of you can relate. Pardon any typos, since I am still feeling a bit off.
edit on 24-4-2012 by Realtruth because: (no reason given)