Originally posted by Itisnowagain
reply to post by ottobot
Why do you have to judge me and give me the third degree? It feels as though you have to make me wrong but you do not know my life experience. I
reply to you and you read into it your mind stuff. Read your posts and see if they refer to you, how you were like me but now you are better. You
have no idea what my life consists of, not that the content is important.
How am I judging you? Because I see something else differently than you do? I apologize if it comes across that way, I respect your point of view, I
just can't fully understand it.
Like I said, you have said you are fulfilled because you have no needs.
I understand this.
Yet, I can also see it from a different perspective. One where it may be a fear of having needs.
I didn't say this is your exact stance, what I meant is that I can understand it from a different perspective as well as what you stated as your
I am asking you questions because I am trying to understand where you're coming from. You're under no obligation to respond to me. I like to learn. I
can't learn anything without asking questions.
I know it is your profession to analyze and tell people where they are going wrong.
You want to fix me.
I can assure you i do not need fixing.
Thank you for your concern.
When did I say you needed fixing?
I don't think you're broken.
I think you know what and who you are, and that is perfectly fine.
Did I not just say that I can't live that way because I am the one who was broken?
I'm confused on why you think I am analyzing you and saying you are broken? I don't think I am better than you or have a better perspective. I am
different than you are, I have had a different life than you've had. I have a different existence than you have.
I cannot exist by being subdued anymore, I start to feel like I am dying inside. I was dying, and I decided I don't want to die in that state of
self-repression and avoidance.
I can only say that from my perspective - because that is how it felt to me.
I said I cannot live that way. You can live that way if that is how you live.
I apologize for giving the wrong impression.
edit on 4/24/2012 by ottobot because: (no reason given)