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Originally posted by greyer
I know what you mean, but the pain of love is there for a reason. People like to manipulate the minds and emotions of others because of this aspect. You are saying that you fear the emotions of love which hurt. The answer is to solve what love really is - coming together. You can learn more about love than to actually have love, having love is what brings peace. With peace there is no fear is being ourselves.
Originally posted by ottobot
reply to post by greyer
You know, Greyer, I've thought about it a little more.
I am afraid of being lost, drowning, in that pain.
I am finally at a point where I can realize when I am falling down that slope and catch myself from falling... But the fear of being lost again is still there.
I understand now that when I start to feel the pain more than the love, I must remind myself that the love does exist, and the reasons the love exists, and that calms my pain/fears.
I can then exist in love without being bothered by that fear. Because, though the fear exists, it is benign when it is matched with love.
So, I guess this is where I got the idea that Love and Fear must be equally balanced for one to find Peace.
Originally posted by absolutely
u r totally wrong, u clearly r proving that all u care about is urself by using anything and everything
OK, we will agree to disagree.
hate has nothing to do with fear
hate is negative superiority, so despise and rejections as inferior else
love is positive superiority, so value and attraction to superior else
i told u, truth is superiority
from its least fact being constancy so more always
and most reason being absolute freedom so up always
Originally posted by ottobot
I am afraid of being lost, drowning, in that pain.
I am finally at a point where I can realize when I am falling down that slope and catch myself from falling... But the fear of being lost again is still there.
I understand now that when I start to feel the pain more than the love, I must remind myself that the love does exist, and the reasons the love exists, and that calms my pain/fears.
I can then exist in love without being bothered by that fear. Because, though the fear exists, it is benign when it is matched with love.
So, I guess this is where I got the idea that Love and Fear must be equally balanced for one to find Peace.
Originally posted by ottobot
Explain, then, why I care enough about the feelings of others to exist in pain so they do not have to? I am not using anything and everything. I am using what I have.
Originally posted by absolutely
reply to post by greyer
what u r meaning or describing is not fear nor love
Originally posted by absolutely
u r not aware or happy to take advantage of relative possible pretense, that u r inventing what others are thinking about their existence or feelings
dont thank me when i didnt mention giving u anything while im insulting u
what is that others feelings to exist in pain??? all brians look like turning their heads seeking if somebody else are meant or there?? who told u that/
first, very rare are the people that intellectualize like u constantly opinions about their thoughts
second, the least reality is the only fact absolutely there is no problem when least reality exist, that is why logically people like u do not exist since never real, so no pain
but when existing is real, the pain is never a feeling n not about its own existence, reality is exclusively objective relations of different constancies out of same things
Originally posted by greyer
The world is full of creation, we spoke before when I thought that powers outside of myself were putting me into a situation as you are in. The only thing that aloud me to climb out of the living quarters was to face fear. In order to be happy in your soul you will have to attain love and not understand love, but we having taken the time to understand will have an opportunity to attain it. Looking back in my situation there was always opportunities but fear was the only thing keeping me back from making decisions.
On the scale there should not be balance, but the side of love outweighing fear like it is a large amount of gold being compared to a grain of sand.
Originally posted by ottobot
In response to your idea that love should outweigh fear: I remember as child/teenager doing everything I could to so that people around me would love me as I loved them. (It was instilled in me that one must love others, one must turn the other cheek, one must live in service to others, etc.) In reality, most of them saw this as an opportunity to hurt, manipulate, coerce, degrade, and otherwise use me as a means to an end. I continued to love them, but hated myself. Because, why should I waste time loving myself when I was supposed to be "showing love" to others? In my mind, they were the ones who were worthwhile... and I was nothing. I was just there to give them what they wanted. And, they got it.
That is a source of some of my pain. Some of the memories I have cause me to feel physically ill.
Yet, I cannot get rid of those memories. I can only learn from them.
Originally posted by ottobot
reply to post by greyer
Well, honestly, at this point, I have no interest in finding people who will love me.
Originally posted by absolutely
reply to post by greyer
exactly, he is a liar in all means and terms
the easiest thing to do is love, it doesnt change anything while making u pass ur time fine
there is so much and many objective things and living realities, when u r just one freedom constancy it is so easy to reach to repetitive positive constancy objectively
what is that love that make him be in painss??? even a dog turn his back easily to a boss that he dislike and force his boss to what he wants in constant terms of his being
he simply wants to exhibit the image of love being the whole truth, so he could kill the truth
even satan love anything love it is nothing but easiest way to b objective while staying urself out
best way of passing time especially when u have to b constant objective being
he keeps inventing figures of absolute negative beings that do not exist, in order to get to himself the value of meaning love, bc he knows that in truth his love is disqualified to exist
love oneself he says, in meaning truth as a mother that exist only to wait for him
standing for rights or oneself rights has nothing to do with love, it is a fact in concept of constancy ends u cant end without urself but also if u cant as free conscious mean urself being right then all ur means are always of lies and for
rights is most difficult thing to realize since right is always reality so objective constant facts then by meaning rights u must keep working in moving constantly for before being out
while love is easiest joy to realize by staying subjectively out in meaning objective constancy as positive thing itself
what is too funny, is what they invent their fancies about being super intelligent that must get down to earth and love it
knowing that they are playing a role to beyond from god pleasures to live that through miserable males beings from earth nature and to
heyhey take that slap and that one too, u r miserable animal nothing of intelligence the least nor to
Originally posted by greyer
I promise you, then no matter how much you learn about love you will still come to feel unhappy as you have written in this post. It may not be a rejection but in the lack of interest to let people love you it has defied what love really is.