Funny story. I don't want to comment on the validity of it because for all I know it was just an episode of sleep paralysis or something. Happened
some time ago - definitely over a year, not sure the exact date anymore.
Anyways, back when I was desperately trying to learn lucid dreaming, I was spending a lot of time perfecting my WILD technique and, as a result, was
spending a lot of time in sleep paralysis.
Once, after waking up briefly in the middle of the night, I went back to bed and found myself in sleep paralysis after a time. I was stuck in SP for a
while without being able to enter any lucid dreams consciously.
Anyways, the creepy part.
I started carrying on an internal monologue with myself about how I should probably give up my WILD attempt and just go to bed normally. After a
couple minutes of debating with myself and hoping against hope that I'd slip into the dream state, I was interrupted by what I can only describe as a
Out of nowhere I heard a rather authoritative (though she sounded pretty sultry as well, not gonna lie) female voice commanding, "Shut up and let me
feed." This voice wasn't an actual audible voice though. It's hard to describe but I could hear it in my head. I was a little bit unnerved, given the
foreign and intrusive nature of the voice.
Also, while this entity 'spoke' to me, her voice began to warp in a strange way. If I recall correctly (this was over a year ago, and the details have
gotten a little fuzzy over time so I beg your indulgence) the voice deepened and she began to slow down her articulation considerably on the last
couple words of the sentence. It was all very strange.
Next, I felt what I can only describe as a sort of euphoric feeling, if you will. I passed out sometime during all that hullabaloo. Didn't wake up
till the next morning.
Looking back, I was kinda surprised at how calm I remained during the whole thing. Rather than freaking out I ended up laying there thinking to
myself, "Oh, how strange! Is this what it's like to have your lifeforce drained?"
It was probably just some very coherent hypnagogia. But still. Creeps me out thinking about it.
For all I know it could've been my mind playing tricks. Or any manner of energetic parasite. Maybe not necessarily a demon. Wouldn't want to rule
anything out though. I'm one of those people who's had a woefully small number of paranormal experiences, so this one has stuck with me.
EDIT: For the record, I don't recall any explicit sexual activity. The little bit I can remember of the actual 'act' was just a general 'good' feeling
washing over my entire body. I think it may've actually been centered around my head or throat, but I can't quite remember enough to be
edit on 20/6/11 by Sink the Bismarck! because: clarifying the encounter