posted on Apr, 11 2012 @ 11:24 PM
When I was going through some of the tougher times in my life so far and quite a bit younger I had something of an F it attitude so to say, kinda like
what you seem to have going on here. Granted I don't really allow my mind to wonder back into that place anymore cause I have taken a different view
of my life.
I accept a lot of things in life for what they are now if only so I have an honest assesment so I know how to get from here to where I want to be. I
still have parts in this life I lead that I don't truly care for but I do it because it is a temporary step I have chosen to use to get to the current
end resualts I envision for myself. I would say that for the people like me who don't have a lot in the worlds eyes but have a plan and a desire to
fulfill it this world isn't all that bad. I mean I started working early in life and saving money to buy some food for myself and the things I needed
and wanted. I have refused to get a credit card and have bought my own home in only my name. I have taken the time to garden and have started raising
chikens and rabbits as sources of food and have ordered some more trees and berry bushes to plant this year. I don't have cable and maybe play my xbox
or nintendo like 4 times a year combined. I honestly have one good pair of jeans that I may wash 3 days out of a week. I wear my shoes for years
putting holes straight through them. Drive a cars with more dents and dings in it than the moon has crators. But you know what, I am one happy person.
I don't see a need to worry about those who have no desire to help themselves and I don't see a need for them to be eliminated through massive wars
either. This whole idea that a war can be a good thing I have come to view as an easy way to get out of making the best of a situation. I see it as
saying, oh well I can't keep up with the Jones' and their are to many of them so screw it lets wipe them out and take there space so they can't crowd
me and make me uncomfortable. I can kind of go back and see where your coming from, I guess I am asking can you try and view things differently? When
you get up tomorrow will you just try and be thankful your breathing and take that as the first blessing of the day. And then will you try and have a
conversation with someone new? Walk up and just introduce yourself or find something to comment on and pull them in, let it go where it does, and see
if you can see yourself in that persons shoes. I think that this wish for WWIII will start to fade as you start to view others more from their point
of view. Pretty soon you will find that you have a lot to be happy about and that you have a lot of people who can understand you if you understand
yourself in them,
I guess I am just trying to say after a little more examination of your thoughts and situations you will most likly see you don't really want a WWIII.
I should probably reread this as I am pretty tired and not sure it will find true relavence and will most likly be the first post a mod removes of
mine. Anyway I need to pass out for work.
edit on 11-4-2012 by matt47274 because: (no reason given)