I think I'm being attacked by angels in my sleep...

In the first "dream" I was in my house. I seen a completely black human, no eyes, no ears, just a shadow looking being with compete darkness, and I said, "Be gone!" and it left. There were two spirits, one on my left and one on my right, and the one on my right was telling me about meditation techniques and how to increase the vibration of my energy. The one on the left was just quiet. My energy is so weak that I couldn't even fly in my "dream" even though I knew it was a "dream". I'm calling it a dream for lack of a better word but I was in my house and fully aware that my body was in the bed. Suddenly I felt a invisible rope tie around my waist and it was trying to pull me down! I'm not sure where it would take me but I was thinking hell (the underworld) so I resisted it. Suddenly I visualized a fire burning the rope around my waist, and the spirit on my left said "you should have let it pulled you down".

Suddenly, I realized that it was an Angel! This being had tan skin and really, really, really, I mean extremely light blue eyes. It was sort of hypnotic. This being attacked me and followed me to my body. When I woke up, I still felt the heavy energy on my body, but I couldn't see it anymore, and I felt it grabbing my head! I said in my head "Be gone!" and nothing happened. Then I said "In the name of my higher self, be gone!" Nothing happened. I even said Jesus and nothing happened. Then finally I started shaking trying to resist the energy and I got right out of that bed!


The next dream that I had was actually from spirits I couldn't see, but I was aware of their presence. I was dreaming, it was a regular dream, but then I left the dream and went to my body on the bed where SPIRITS WERE OPERATING ON ME LIKE DOCTORS! They had all of these trails of energy connected to their body and mind, and they tried to act like they were good saying "we need to save this body, one part of his soul may be closed off right now", so then I felt like I couldn't trust them so I said "let me go!" and that is when they started pressuring me! Their true intentions were revealed! They started paralyzing me so that I couldn't get off of the bed and they were and again, I visualized myself in white light, nothing happened. I imagined the energy was full of love, and peace but nothing happened. I called on "Jesus" once again just to see if it would work and nothing happened. I called on the "gods" and then I saw a powerful monster-looking being appear. I was unaware what it was doing, but I did see it appear. Finally, I said, nothing works except me following my happiness and using power against these spirits, so I visualized a fire burning all of those strings of energy connected to those beings and me and finally I woke up.

What do you think of all of this? It is absolutely crazy I know but this is my experience. The strange thing is, when I am fully awake, I never really feel any energy of a being, sometimes I suspect it, but it is so faint. When I am in a half awake and half sleeping state I can feel it very strongly. Anyway, what do you think about these two experiences?

EDIT:

I think it's important to note that before I started seeing these beings, I would have encounters with aliens. One of the aliens was a spirit which was talking to me in my room about using infrared vision to see UFOs in the sky. Also a boy Pleiadian with blue hair and pale skin, and he wanted to play some type of fighting game in the form of telekinesis, and I told him I couldn't and he said "really? It's a shame that even in dreams humans don't have these abilities". I also seen a tall brown alien, no clothes, just brownness. These are the beings I encountered in my dreams before the spirit attacks. Also, as a little kid I always had dreams of the devil chasing me, and I'm not sure why because I did feel like I was bad or anything.

Anyway, what do you think?

i wouldnt call them angels either projections of your self or multidimensional lifeforms they appear as your ideal image or form that is the deception they are shape-shifters cause i have experienced something similar learn to fight in your dreams which is extremely hard cause when fighting it feels like everything is in slow motion i wonder how many others have similar experience's a dream that feels to real to be a dream even though you feel aware you are dreaming and of being attacked

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It must of been multidimensional lifeforms then because that was not ideal at all. That angel had light blue eyes but it was very creepy. I never experienced slowness when fighting a spirit in my dream, but I did experience slowness when I was younger and I was running away from "scary monsters" in my dreams.

Angels! Those pranksters...

"What ever you do don't blink. The come alive when you blink"

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I feel scared to trust any spirit, now, of any kind. I think I should only trust myself now and my happiness.

arpgme you catch on fast and you are so correct the true holy trinity not Father Son & Holy Ghost but ME Myself & I that is all I trust.

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I dont believe those are angels,but, instead spirits.

What you're describing reminds me of sleep paralysis.

Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking. Sleep paralysis may accompany other sleep disorders such as narcolepsy. Narcolepsy is an overpowering need to sleep caused by a problem with the brain's ability to regulate sleep.

This isn't to say that what you're experiencing isn't spiritual, it's simply an explanation from a more scientific point of view. More information about it can be found here and here.

Hallucinations: Images or sounds that appear during the episode. The sensation that someone is standing beside you or somewhere close by in the room. Strange sounds. Some people feel a heavy weight on their chest, as if they are being sat on.

Originally posted by arpgme
Anyway, what do you think?

I think you need to claim your own power and your infinite space and not politely ask beings to go away. It's the easy way, telling someone else to do something instead of casting them out yourself, which is a lot harder because there is little info on the process.

Those beings are in your space of which you should be the owner and master, unless you chose to leave your own space once in your life (which you might not even have known at the time), you might be in some thing else's space in that case you need to start wanting to go back to your own soul and claim innocence because you didn't know what was happening, you are starting to now and want to change.

But if you are sure you are in your own space then the best way to cast trespassers out is by realizing it is your own energy they use against you and use it to take shape. Then you need to learn how to control your own energy so they can't use it anymore to express themselves in your own space to which you react. Once you've reclaimed everything and no one can get in without your consent then you can start thinking of leaving your own soul and go sight seeing, then return back whenever you want to. But while there are others in your space you should make it a priority getting them out and prevent them from using your energy again.

As for the angelic figure, I would never judge a book by it's cover. Angels are not infallible, they can fall as shown by one particular angel.

if you ever get the dream of the devil chasing you again and remember this, simply stop running and face in that direction. i did this many years ago and it ceased. the fear evaporates.
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** haha, the title "i think im being attacked by angels" made me laugh, and i joked indirectly (important, but complicated) to the "assistor guide(s)" always with me, "look, your bastard friends have been attacking someone else as well". i was surprised and pleased to read that a few other Experienced people amidst millions of "spiritually aware" earth ignoramuses, had got to realise that the only "ones" you can trust (just about) are "Me Myself and I" , as we concentrate on the seemingly selfish (actually self-centered) safer route of pursuing "happiness", in as much as we can get it, amidst all the attacks by jealous /masturbating rabid /threateners of "eternal death" to anyone who does not worship "them" (popes, bishops, and spirits), or their "great righteous almighty homosexual psychopath" of a god. Earthlings in general havent got a clue what "god" is, and at one time i was amazed that 90% of spirits and "angels" who keep babbling about "christ" havent got a clue either.

** christians have a grossly over-simplified idea of only "Two" primary forces in the cosmos, "god versus the devil". they rightly feel they have to drag themselves away from "the devil" (obvious evils), but in the process of following traditional church gibberish, they rush to throw themselves into "gods (misogynistic) hands", and then get their brains sucked out (Literal loss of Common Senses, perspicacity and mental Stability), by that THIRD category of "half-good angels" that collectively Obscure themselves behind the little word "god". So by rushing TOO FAR (a Radically important "pendulumic" Concept) away from evil, they abandon themselves to the Vectorially opposite but same magnitude, of PRETENCE "non-evil", and away from normal life-Stabilising necessities as well (especially money and sex, which make "god" cringe and threaten wrath and death the most). So the Buddhistic advice to find the "Middle Way" between evil and pretence non-evil "god", is the only safe TAO, and Acute alertness will lead you to Awareness that you are an Observer of (above) "god"(x), as well as of evil (y) axes of Objective "space" below you on the Kamanic "Analytical Work-plane"(AWP), and only on that Ascended TIME (z) axis can you become an INDIVIDUAL in the universe. Re the word "indirectly" above, once we have become aware of the spirit world, it is extremely difficult to then Learn of the treacheries that (most, not all) of those spirit-bastards specialise in, to trick you and gain Domination via entry into your minds for THEIR self-glorifying purposes, far more than for your needs of survival. So we have to continually beware of anyone "smiling" as tho a "friend" on the "other side", since that immediately becomes a DISTRACTION to your concentration on whatever you were doing, and you should instantly pull back to your self "center", and carry on maximally Alert. thus i did not look AT my advisor to attempt any "conversation", only a "backwards" comment to HER, and joked "your bastard friends", because i know that the REAL component of her advise already knows all this, and is helping me elucidate this accurately. it DOES help to feel "they" are not ALL treacherous dirt-preferers like "el-daoud" (for example), but keep your "elation" to a MINIMUM, lest the devils get you.

** so as many of you have said "trust ONLY Me myself and I", as we pursue to only SAFE route towards "happiness" - in as much as we can get it, amidst all the hate and attacks from spirits and humans alike. The really good /helpful spirits, know how to Silently merge their (hardly perceptible) "me" into your seemingly bigger (tho actually the other way round) "Me" (capital M), to allow you to think you thought of everything and "did it yourself" / "in your own names", so that you properly develope as an intelligent individual, and not a dumb puppet to any confusing "gods".

** yesterday i had a very nice day out with a "prostitute" friend of mine, she is an extrordinary girl one third my age, who does not "see"/ care about age, and talks directly to ME as tho we are both a pair of kids swimming about in the # of "Life" trying to work out what is going on and how to survive. she must have gained her maturity in a previous life. she is Korean and quite beautiful, dynamic, vivacious, humourous, intelligent (got college education, speaks 4 languages) etc, and has got a couple of millionaire boyfriends, trying to marry her, but she has not got them adequately under control yet, they keep wanting (too easy to buy) other girls as well, whereas her dream is to have children and a respectable father for them. is that too much for her to expect to get ? most "normal" guys could not cope with her undisguisable liberality, everyone wants to screw her, but who will marry her ? i said "why not forget the word marriage, just take his money have the children, then ...

More next post.

.... get on with your own private life and loves, and leave him to chase other bitches". but she says no, she wants to invite her parents to her wedding, she needs a "true" love of her own, her heart wants a home. she clings to me and sheds a tear, she wants me, but i havent got enough money, plus other lady problems. i tell her "we must live day-by-day sweetheart", and as Janis Joplin sang "get it while you can", "even tho ive got other girlfriends, i really do love you Joelyn, and today you are everything", she lightened up, and replied "ok we are both poor, but at least we have something".

** Since she and i are replete with sexualities, we now prefer other things as well, like yesterdays high-speed catamaran from waterloo to greenwich to sit in a market winebar, talking about all the perverts and sick or repulsive people in the world, that the poor girl often has to deal with every day. on the boat we are acting like kids, she is all over me, and i squeeze her arse and tits. people gawp, initially thinking "thats disgusting, she is so young, and hes so old" ! but then i see their thoughts changing from jealousy to admiration as they wish their own forms of marriage and love were not so inhibited, then they start to smile. she has no knickers under her skirt, and as one guy stares, i lift the back of it to show him her arse "here want a look, £10 please", she complains i dont charge enough i learn so much psychology from analysing her responses to what most people call pornography. but she basically hates the job, and only does it because of the ridiculous expenses of surviving by her own brave efforts in London, and the money is 10 times more than she could ever get in normal work, she can hardly refuse it, and is not a "nymphomaniac" as many derisively think. her rich clients pay hundreds of pounds an hour, so she can limit them to 3 days a week, then have a lot of time to herself, and learn how to build a website with me. two weeks ago week she made a mistake and took a booking in a parlour where she had no choice of customer, and had to take (or else never go back) 20 men in one day, mostly scum who only paid 60£ to screw her, some casuing considerable disgust and even pain. after 3 days she'd had enough and called in another girl to replace her.

** One reason i love her so much, is because of her superior character, and existential humour, we are both Surfers on the battlefields of emotion, she is a female hero behind a jetski on a river of #, she knows the consequences of falling into IT (by loosing concentration / alertness / mind-protection), and had developed great skills in dealing with all her "attackers" /violators. It takes guts to sit in a lonely basement wondering what type of smelly scum will be the next down the stairs to rape her. one male held a knife to her, took her days earnings and her computer, yet Bravely she says "i have to carry on to pay the rent, otherwise nowhere to sleep", "who else will look after me ?" sickeningly sad when you stop criticising her, but her "reward" is very rapid Learning of human Psychology, she is an expert Existentialist already at the age of 23, well beyond university pretences of "knowledge", there are very few non-killers she could not deal with. most women would be in awe of her experiences and skills if they were honest. Society tries to malign as tho she is the lowest form of human, but if male, she would be admired as a james bond, so there is something deeply wrong with earthlings habitually classing females as "inferior", obviously thousands of years of religious evil under their homosexual tyrant of an Alien "god" caused most of that, and only if we switch to Pagan nature Respect can we find the true forces of Love, which make it clear that females are the quiet knowers of deeper truths, while the warring males fight /talk and think too much (like me !) We both live day-by-day and do not expect any permanent "security" in this mortal life. i keep her under control, but am actually learning from her all the time, she realises that and enjoys it, "tie me up Alan, rape me" she says, knowing she will not get hurt like in that other place, only greatly excited as she gasps and wriggles, and loves me even more in return.

So why have i said all that ? a type of diary-keeping as i muse over yesterday, but also to confirm to any interested readers, that any of you who have mostly realised the direction of the proper Route to Liberation, but are still (not surprisingly) a bit fearful of the "divine vengeance of the pervert lord", may increase your confidences.

More next post ...

** mr.Arpgme, i admire your honest descriptions, which allow you to come to clear conclusions and save yourself from all the "nothing else works" categories. as mr.TsukiLinar says "whatever you do, dont blink", since the moment you take your attention off repelling "them" (the 99% useless ones), then you will miss /loose the 1% kamanic "Next Useful Thought" (NUT) that you put into action as part of that String of Actions which become your "life" in Retrospect. mr.Guardian knows what im talking about, and his signature reminds me to explain that "the Mysteries" are a body of knowledge that is deliberately kept mostly secret /"occult" because only a tough determined mind will be able to cope with the horrors of Realisation involved, for example consider "Unit 731" what does that make "god", and what does that mean for >your< future, can you cope with that ? could you still tell god to "f-off and stop pestering me" (famous quote by Shakespear 1642) ? very dangerous (you might go mad, Kurt Goedel did) unless you are familiar with "Kamanic Packetal Consciousness" (KPC), and competent enough to NOT reject any true Life Force inspirations, in the process of rejecting all the impersonator voices, and weird / useless thoughts.

** so this has been an interesting mornings analysis. i bring in all the talk about "prostitutes" to illustrate my own efforts at getting away from the misogynist god maniacs (like Chizzer the blackest "quasi-white" of ALL of "them" (far worse than "the devil" - who lost all its powers long ago during the wars of the dinosaurs), and el-daoud, who even today still has his neck stuck up his own "fathers" arse in Subjective "Goedelian Loop Dissipation" (GLD), and thinks that only HE has access to /"owns" his Mother, and that sinking Atlantis was far better (!) than installing a sensible government on it, to prevent it going rotten in the first place (is he going to sink England next, rather than replace the idiot Cameron ?) Look at a video like "Unit 731" or the "Rape of Nanking" to realise what "god" the Watcher and "supervisor" is REALLY like. be warned, keep away from IT and "them", Find yourself. find what Nature put in you, not what hebrew descendants from the devils of Babylon want in you (subservience, and give all your money to them). MOA, kaman 31/3/12

a reply to: arpgme

This dream is old, almost ancient old but I am going to give you my perspective hoping it might help you or somebody else. You MUST use the name of Jesus Christ to combat these beings, rebuke these beings in the name of Jesus Christ and they will flee. To do that you need to have true faith in the true GOD and his son Jesus Christ, the one who died in the cross to absolve us of our sins;
No offense, but you are talking about higher self and many new age concepts, visualizing this and that, using this love emotion (as if it worked, it doesnt, these beings dont believe in this) and even calling "gods" that you know nothing about.

Believe me when I say that I was involved in the occult (santeria, spiritism, etc) for an important part of my life; and I started looking for God because I knew I was stuck in the mud and felt very guilty; I was very spiritually confused and I had to fight demonic entities night after night, sometimes they would appear to me as normal people but thanks to the gift of discernment (gift from God) I could sense the evil; The only way to get rid of them was to invoke the name of Jesus Christ, over and over, and these entities would show as they really were, and after some fighting I was able to make them go, all in the name of Jesus Christ.

John 14:6:
Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."

Maybe they were not ghosts/spirits/aliens/angels or any other supernatural or ET beings.

It's possible that what you experienced was yourself.

You may have been shown a number of different sides to yourself, experienced your true nature. You may have seen the legion within. This is a good thing. Now you can start your Jihad, you have seen your enemy and it's many different faces.

Maybe you can pick just one of the 'beings' that you encountered and try to work out what part of you that it symbolizes and begin to work on understanding that part of you, the more you know about 'it' (yourself) the less powerful it will be, the less afraid you will be and the more you will know about yourself, who you are and who you want to be.

Or, it could just have been a vivid nightmare...or angels/spirits/ghosts/aliens.

There is nothing scarier than your own mind, only you know what scares you the most.

Regards

um.. are you the antichrist?
or try to clear your vizon in the dream.