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reply to post by OUNjahhryn
When I was young my favorite shows were unsolved mysteries and other paranormal/ufo shows. This actually caused me to develop a fear of E.T's and the paranormal. But my fear turned into a strong unrelenting desire to have contact after one of my craziest experiences when I was 20. The reason my fear ended was because no harm came to me. now, every day, I hope that something happens. Something huge, life changing, something that shatters the ego of the people of our world. Every night when I go to bed I hope something happens to me. I so strongly want to have contact, or at least SEE an alien that the thought is super-glued to my subconscious. I have had close to 10 visual (for me) confirmation that there is someone else visiting our planet. Now I'm just frustrated that something major hasn't happened. I spend a lot of time outside staring up at the sky, I think I've messed up my neck from looking up so much. But because of this I now know many constellations, what stars are actually planets, and how to identify planes, helicopters, the ISS, and satellites. So I have learned much about the skies by looking for something that might not ever be there again.