Originally posted by prevenge
number 1 ...
there's NOTHING to stop it.
it's not bugs. it's evolution.
it's the same type of histamine reaction your body initially gives to any type of bug-bite...
but (say it with me) WITHOUT the bug bite...
and finally realized and learned everything possible about kundalini.
this has kept me OUT of the gutter of psychotic group-thought paranoid-think that the Morgellons culture breeds..
the only thing I found for all of those years are miles and miles of people bent on victimization and plugged ears.. hell i was a serious leader for
awhile in the research of all things infctious and creepy crawley.. hell if it quacks .. it quacks right.. springtails... fleas.. bird mites..
chiggers... GMO.. everything under the sun..
till i understood kundalini...
I was resisting saying this, but I was trying to hint at it. I dabbled in meditation some time ago. One day while meditating I started shaking, I full
of energy. my mouth was like, "Jesus come inside my heart!" I say my mouth said this, because I did control it. Hugely weird since I was a hardcore
athiest. Then My body shifts around and I can feel my spine and all my vertabrae, "Clicking into place." then My arms outstretched like something you
would do to welcome glowing light from above (kinda jesus looking pose). Then my mouth said, "Hi God."
That is when Energy Shot UP my spine with immense force. And at the same time glowing liquid light was filling the inside of my head and running down
all the way to my feet. This light knew me, it was conscious. I had perfect Wisdom and solved a lot of issues I had with growing up. Then it ended.
My arms could now be let down, whereas before they had their own mind. I was HEAVY with energy and my arms were so so tired. I was confused about
this. I was only like this for 5 minutes, how the heck are my arms immobile. I couldn't even raise my lower arm at the elbow.
I looked at the clock and WHOA!!! It had been an hour and a half since this started. It was like I was in Eternity Forever in 1.5 hours for 5 minutes.
That might not make sense to some, but I mean it as it reads.
I have been tortured every night since. My skin was the worst. It is still the worst. I get itchy and go crazy for hours scratching my entire body. It
felt like little cork screws were all over me twisting into me with this pin like painful itchyness. I was becoming unable to sleep. I stopped
drinking alcohol (at the time) and started drinking a lot of water. that was weird. I started becoming psychic (kinda). I started losing my ability to
wake up in the morning. I started losing my ability to stay in synch with my body. I started having sleep paralysis. I started being tormented with
I don't talk about this much. But there ya go.
This has lasted from about 2004 until now. I still get the pin pricky cork screw itching. Anti histamines work to stop the itching somewhat, and are
the only thing that even slightly helps.
I Started trying to find out WHAT the heck was happening to me. I came across Kundalini meditation on the internet and found out that I was doing
some of those techniques, that I thought I had made up. Then I found Kundalini Sickness. That described everything that has happened to me. This is
ONE CRAZY RIDE!!
I completely agree with everything you said 100%. Jesus came to me once and the last thing he did while turning into golden light at his head, was
show me the top of my avatar and said "You will be enlightened!"
the way he said it sounded like I had no choice in the matter. Like that's where we are all going. Some outside force is flowing like a river, coming
into our lives changing us. I am a Scorpio hence the second half of my avatar by the way.
Here is a short poemy thing I wrote (since I started getting creative after the experience):
"The vibrations are calling, energy increasing, strange experience not ceasing, The energy is called god by me, I dont wish to offend if you disagree.
It flows through me, changing me, very subtley, yet most powerfuly, Permanently, join me, become free, enlightened we'll be!"
And more to the OP. I am glad you understand me, there are not so many who do. Thank you for that, and Thank You for being on the path.
on 4/3/2012 by Dustytoad because: (no reason given)
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