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I had a close friend who died of altitude sickness (Himalayas) while studying abroad in China. I had one of the most vivid dreams of he and I standing
in total darkness saying our goodbyes to each other. When I woke I laid in bed for a few minutes waiting for something when my phone rang showing the
number of our mutual friend. I already knew what she was going to say, Morgan was dead. I just spat it out before she could say anything and I think
I freaked her out when I said she was the first to confirm it as I had just woken up.
I have begun to trust my intuition increasingly since I began attending college. Often on the car trip to a party I would get a feeling that I
shouldn't go out that night after which some serious drama would go down later that night. I have avoided a shooting, a stabbing, and multiple car
accidents which several of my friends have noticed and on occasion have themselves followed my intuition resulting in similar results. As a
disclaimer this is not 100% accurate in avoiding trouble as on several occasions we have missed out on the truly epic, who knows maybe it was for the
I almost turned pro in mma as I was quite talented. Everything would click when I would spar with a top class opponent, it was as if I knew every move
they were going to make. I literally see their movements an instant before. This freaked me out needless to say once I recognized it.
This only led me to study similar phenomena and the occult. I dove in deep into alchemy, gnosticism, hermeticism, and thelemic magick. The results of
my practices where far more than I could have expected both good and bad. After a 'roll with the girlfriend at the time I called an entity (mentally)
via Crowlian technique to see if any of this was real and went to sleep (this is where much of the activity takes place). I woke and the whole of my
vision was encompassed by a blue face with yellow eyes which emanated power. We just stared at each other in silence for a few minutes when I heard my
girl whispering in my ear. The next thing I knew I was sitting upright in the bed and she was clinging to me starring right where the entity had been.
When I asked her what happened she said she woke up right after I sat up in bed, my eyes were open and I was drenched in sweat, and tried to shake me
out of it but my body wouldn't budge and it scared her as she called for me for at least a minute before I turned to ask her what was wrong.
It goes on and on. I just wanted to tell you after all my studies that if you do believe in God don't be deceived into thinking these abilities will
save you, only your faith will.
I was born with blond hair and blue eyes, which turned green with brown hair by 17, (link to a picture of me a few days ago:
) to a lower class home, however my parents had many connections to the influential around town
which I did not learn about until high school. My lineage is out of Ireland and Scotland and genealogical tests on my mother's side show descent from
the ashkenazi jews which is hilarious as she always compared herself to being a jewish mother. My mother also had an out of body experience while 3
months pregnant with me.
I hate talking about my background (not about myself though, who doesn't love to talk about themselves
) as I feel like I am bragging. I have
always excelled athletically and academically. I was gymnast from ages 8 to 16 training under a former olympic assistant coach and represented my
state and region several times on a national level. When I was 18 I discovered mma and as I found out later trained under a former olympic alternate
for judo and became sparring partners with a current top 10 p4p before their fights were ever aired on television. My mother has been long time
friends with a very wealthy woman who's father invented some car part during the great depression who has paid for me to go to top schools in my area,
she has paid for me to go to Egypt and Thailand as well. I have also traveled across Spain, Italy, Rome, and France and have been fortunate enough to
visit many sites along the famed ley lines and I can say without a doubt that something is at work there. I visited several of these places before
becoming aware and always felt something was off, not normal.
Damn my IQ scored at 154, but in my defense I was hung over
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