So last night was not like any other night. I stayed home, didn't go out at all just relaxed alone on a saturday night. From 10 pm - 1230 am I dozed
in and out of sleep, taking small naps since I was sooo bored. I hopped on the computer for a little bit, then around 1 I decided to go to bed for
good for the night, go to the bathroom wash my face brush my teeth. So as I'm trying to fall asleep I have these weird out of body dreams, I'm still
awake for these yet I'm not... The first dream, I'm laying in my bed trying to go to sleep and right before I go to bed I was thinking I should
probably get ahold of the step cousins and see what they're up to.. I'm still awake at this point, all of the sudden it's like I instantly fall
asleep in fall into a dream where I see my cousin behind like a bed sheet, he's on the other side and I can make out his outline of his face.. Bam I
I know I had maybe a couple of other dreams between the first and last one, which I'm about to tell... This one really scares me.. After the previous
dream(s) (idk how many I had exactly they were like small ones in a matter of like 30 -45 minutes where I was awake it seemed like) I was getting
quite annoyed/scared in a sense.. So I tried clearing my thoughts pretty much and kinda told myself to cut the crap.. Didn't work, I'm in a
nightmare. In this dream I remember seeing someone, something being burned alive with a torch. Someone was being tortured, during this moment I was
in a sleep like state but after this happened I woke up but I was still dreaming if that makes any sense... It felt like something not from this world
entered my body, I was having the sensation of being choked and my body was being pushed down in my bed. I saw many faces in my room, almost like
they were circling around me. Now for this last part I was awake for all of this. I don't even remember falling asleep though, I was so scared I
was thinking that i wasn't going to be able to go to bed that night..
Now it's the next day and I have no idea what to make of these dreams, or what happened to me. This type of event has never happened to me in my
life. One thing I'll give you readers though, a little more detail that's surrounding my life. The other day I found out I got a girl pregnant,
this same day her and I went to a park. We talked about our options, etc. She said she was getting an abortion, yet morally I'm against them and so
is she but we're doing it for the better of our lives since we don't need children at this point in our lives( I'm 18 she's 19) and i'm about to be
going into the military so I won't be able to see my kid at all, while having the guiltiness of her raising the child on her own for the next 3 years.
As we walk up back to my car I can see that my lights are on, and I know for a fact I didn't turn them on, it was 430 in the afternoon no need for
lights on. It was like almost something was watching us. I'm in a pickle as you can tell. IDK if this has something to do with it or not, but I
feel like s*** about it pretty much... I should be more responsible with my actions, especially one that can result in bringing another life into
this world. Obviously I'm not ready for it. I just don't know how I feel now, it can change in a week, a month from now. Same with her, she says
she wants an abortion now but that can change in time . I like her I just don't need a kid right now, I'm young and going into the Army that doesn't
mix well for raising a child..
So this is my story, if you don't believe me I really don't care because I know what happened to me. I'm just trying to find an understanding of what
occurred last night. I haven't told anyone the full story yet, I told my step mom about the dreams but not about the pregnancy.. Can anyone relate
to these dreams?
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