I guess working my way backwards, with the last one. When these flares and cme's hit, and sometimes there is an earthquake, for some reason the day
becomes very beautiful, surreal lovely feeling of being in an ideal world, this more pertains to the actual CME's.
The Flare seemed to connect me to far more answers and memories, it felt very high frequency. Then someone told me a CME was coming, but forgot about
it, was doing something at the time, looking for solutions for a few problems with the kids and trying to find ways to turn the bad health, this year,
missed school, catching up, and self esteem issues around actually. Anyway, troubles always seem to hit at once, suddenly get dislodged and flare up,
going from their behavior to computer messing up, and the reformatting messing up too, to getting sick, and hardly being able to move, let alone deal
with it. Its always at once, a cluster of things to look at.
So, was deep in thought about this at the time, and then. Was also reading in a Dolores Cannon book, off and on, and having windows open with various
regressions, just recognizing this.
So somewhere in the midst of this evening activity, the frequencies changed, and was aware of a friend, but it wasn't him. It was his Oversoul, or
Expanded Soul, or Higher Self, and he was a part of a Council, who surrounded me, with Love and Encouragement, and told me that this activity,
basically told me through imparting blocks of information, so I'm left with my own language to sort it out. But it was that the work, was in dealing
with the weaknesses, the troubled spots, and polishing up our own Sun Spots! Soul Spots!
That I was on task, doing it. Had done this already
now, as if it was past tense!
Well, in the encouragement and love, I sort of sagged out and felt so bad again for the poor health and struggles and stresses that come. And then a
high frequency light just uplifted me, as if I was suddenly hugged from on high, and told, you are a beautiful soul. And to keep on this journey of
seeing what is coming up, and working through it consciously, to turn all energies around.
That healing was really important for everyone. That the outer is connected to the inner state. Though its not to be taken in a way that implies, in
this unequal world with the theft that has occurred of land, resources by the few, over the many, and the few imposing their will over ours, that its
not cut and dried like that.
In fact its not really that the world reflects our inner state, so much as we came to help shine it all up, by shining ourselves up and as we heal
But, I kept being aware of this Council and my friend being in expanded state, as field of energy, everywhere, all at once, larger than earth, than
solar system, possibly universe.
The walls around me, all became just, a kind of shell of energy that was like a prop, like a pop up book or board game, or a stage prop, and we were
looking in, and interacting in with a sliver of consciousness moving pieces around.
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