greetings

been lurking for a few years, never really interested in posting just read a few threads.
always interested in occult things, but it was more of a hobby.

BUT THINGS CHANGE.

so yeah, dropped out of high school, been in my room for the past 6 months, crippling depression, blooming dementia etc, so i thought i'd stop by and introduce myself.

i consider myself a medium of sorts, though really, im just a tid bit nuts.
i will occasionally make threads showing off my "powers" but, don't be frightened, 9/10 times its just a coincidence.

i cant express myself very well, so dont take it personal when i dont reply to your replies.

Welcome to ATS.....

Des

Welcome to ATS

reply to post by TheGrandWarlock


Hi there, darlin'.

I enjoyed the honesty in your Introduction. It is something that is quite uncommon nowadays. People often try to put on a front that they are okay and not crippled by depression when most of us sadly are. I have a bad case myself, but I am too vain to let myself go, and then too worried about others well-being to let it get the best of me anymore, I used to though when I was younger. Not much younger though, only two years ago.

I believe each day is filled with dark moments, and very bright ones. You just have to choose which ones to emphasize, and some days I let the dark take over, other days I let the bright shine in. Life is just a rollercoaster, y'know?

Hope to see you around more often, take care.

With love,

Elysra

Hey, welcome to the 'lunatic Fringe'. I also have been lurking for years and started posting yesterday. Remember me, maybe we can come up together in all this. As far as your situation you have to do something to change it. I know a lot of people are on auto-pilot right now, unsure which way to jump in all this craziness.

And I wouldn't say you're wasting your time, we are blessed to be the first people in the history of the globe with all the world's knowledge at our fingertips. It makes sense that a lot of us would disregard mundane life for the great information review currently raging.

Hi, I'm pretty new too. Welcome and good luck. You will find a lot of sympathetic people here.

Get some sunlight every day, I'm not kidding. Even if you spend most time inside regular sunlight is one of the most important things to fight the depression. Keep fighting it, don't give in!

Always happy to add another to the mix . We have a grand if warped sense of humor here. Enjoy posting and being a member.

thanks everyone, i hope to interact with you all more in the future, we'll enjoy each other's company

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