posted on Sep, 21 2004 @ 06:41 AM
Ok recently, one of the groups of friends i hang out with has sort of disintegrated, so i migrated to some of my other groups of friends while the
other regroups . The first thing i did was go to a friends birthday party, and me and a few friends got really stoned/drunk. my first time being
stoned too, anyway. Two friends of mine who don't really know eachother, got to kissing and cuddling a little, but then my friend left with me
instead of staying with the girl.
Over the next week they decided not to take it any further because they were just drunk and didn't know what they were doing. Then they decided to
stay friends and talked a lot for a week or so more. Then one day my friend asked me if i was interested in this girl, and i said i wasn't, because i
really wasn't at the time. But it got me thinking... i had recently been metaphorically(sp?) kicked in the nuts by another girl i was interested in,
and i started to think about this girl. Then we went out in a group one night and i started to like her a lot more. After a few days i asked my friend
why he asked me that question. He said it was because he got the impression that she was interested in me, and from the night i went out with a group
of friends i got a hint of it too, but i wasnt so sure because as in my last post i don't have a clue about flirting or anything like that.
We wen't out as a group again and it was good fun but i got a little tipsy and made a fool of my self, but she said she didn't notice. Now we are
better friends too and she doesn't talk to my friend much or at all. Then last week we wen't out to a carnival as a big group of friends again and
we walked away from the group and went on most of the rides just me and her, and had a good time. Now just about all of my/her friends have geussed
that im interested. Its our last week of high school but that won't be the end of our friendships, so its not like its my last chance. I want to ask
her out or at least tell her how i feel, but i really hate the awkwardness that will spring from a no. And if she says yes or feels the same, it would
be great, but then in two months i am going to visit my mum in toronto for about two months, (i live in australia) and i think its unfair to make her
wait two months, but if we use these two months before i go to build a good relationship, maybe she will wait for me?
any thoughts? do you think she seems interested? do you think i should say something before i go? or wait until afterwards and risk that she finds