reply to post by wildtimes
I don't mind at all, your interest makes me smile.
When I was 17, I got my first car. I was never a reckless driver, I still am not.
I was hit side on by an 18 wheeler who ran a red light as I was crossing. He hit my passenger side door. Mind you, I only had a small Honda civic so I
had no protection basically.
It was strange, as I seen the 18 wheeler coming towards me, it was as if it morphed into this bright, white tunnel of light and I seen nor did I feel
anything "Earthly" after that.
As I moved up this, pillar of light(Cliche', I know, but for lack of better wording this is what I am left with) I realised I had no tangible body.
However, I was still totally conscious as I am now and I could see things as if I had eyes, but I didn't.
At the end of this "tunnel" I heard my sister call out "Sissy" like she'd call me when I was here on this planet.
Hearing her voice immediately warmed my heart, and when I reached her, I felt as if I were plugged into the Source, finally. Being plugged into the
source was not like any love I'd felt on this Earth, even deeper than that of mine for my sister, and trust me I love her a whole hell of a lot.
At the Source, for again lack of a better word, my sister and I connected for the first time in 5 years and she told me that she missed me and she
knew I hadn't heard from her in what was a very long time for me. She said my body was hurt, but she'd take care of it in ways that the ones on Earth
couldn't imagine and I wouldn't have to worry about anything.
I told her I wanted to stay with her, and I begged and pleaded with her. I told her I didn't care what they did with my body, I was just so elated to
be with her again.
She told me I couldn't stay with her because it wasn't meant to be yet. I asked her why and she said she couldn't tell me that, all she said was that
I have things to do in the "solid" world. I told her again, I didn't care about these things and that I wanted to stay.
Eventually, she convinced me to return and I reluctantly agreed...
It was as if the instant I'd agreed, I'd been transported back to my body and I immediately opened my eyes to find myself in the hospital bed.
Surrounded by people trying to revive me, and my mother crying her eyes out on the far side of the room.
I was not weak at all when I awoke, as I grabbed the nurse's arm who was trying to revive me and I prevented her from shocking me again. As soon as I
did this, the entire room went quiet and everyone looked as if they'd seen a ghost. After I grabbed her, I remember taking in a DEEP breath, like it
was the first time I'd ever taken a breath my whole life and I laid back onto the roller that'd brought me in and rested.
I was pronounced dead for a whole 11 minutes....
I suffered no brain damage, and you know they say that after 5 minutes of being unconscious you suffer brain damage as a result of lack of oxygen to
I also suffered no fatal injuries... I had minor bruises and a broken nose from the airbags.
That was it.
My car was totaled, and I wasn't even ejected from it from the crash of the 18 wheeler hitting it with such force. I was basically smashed along with
the car but suffered not a single serious injury. I felt like Iron(wo)man that day. Such a powerful feeling...
And I'd realised that white light was my sister blocking me from receiving the pain. My sister healed my body. My sister saved me that day, I would
not be here if it weren't for her.
She is what I'd call an Angel, she is my Angel, and my savior. So I know for a fact, that there is more than just darkness after Death.
What comes after Death is true life itself, it's more beautiful than you could ever imagine.
And as for my sister... she may be my baby sister but she is my guardian angel and she is more powerful than I can fathom with my feeble human
This, is the reason I KNOW there is so much more than this tangible Earth, and what's beyond it is trillions of times more beautiful than the most
beautiful thing you believe you've ever seen.
I do not chase death, but I implore it. I do not fear it any longer, as there is nothing to fear. Death is the next step in life, it is what some
would call a "level up". This flesh suit we have is just a tiny, tiny bit of our lives and we are all connected and much larger than any of us can
fathom right now.
I also apologise for this if it is confusing or doesn't make much sense, as the details of the NDE have faded over time... these things are what
remain in my memory of it, although they don't look much typing them out, experiencing them was the true story.
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GreenEyedVixen because: (no reason given)