posted on Mar, 2 2012 @ 02:50 AM
Today I had a really weird experience.. I didn’t realize it at the given moment but after reflecting on the situation and the given convenience of
it occurring and unfolding how I needed it to leads me to believe something is about to happen to me.. good or bad? I don’t know, but there’s only
one way to find out. I guess it’s what my 24 years of subconscious has concocted for me as reality down to this point… right? Too deep? Lol moving
I woke up around 1230, drank tea, ate, took a 60mg Vyvanse instead of my normal half dose that I take normally and left home around 3ish for school..
After sitting through the masters lecture and not being use to the 60mg, I was pretty jittery when I got out and in need of a cigarette to calm my
nerves. Since I didn’t have any with me while waiting for ***** outside of the library I was simultaneously hoping to bum one off of another fellow
traveler.. I asked a few people but had no luck; the first one was on his “last” one and the second had bummed one off his own friend.. but I
still had hope (lol) and as I was waiting outside the library a somewhat light skinned black guy, wearing fashionable clothes that people normally
don’t wear at the library..
the moment now that I think of it was kind of contrasting onto itself; his presence in that situation was entirely aberrant. And now that I think of
it.. he also kind of “came out of no where,” just walked out of the door..
I am at the library pretty often and thinking about it now.. he just seemed like an anomaly, its weird to describe the innate feeling..
Either ways, he non awkwardly came and took his bag-pack off a little further down from me seeming as if he was about to smoke a cigarette.. at this
point I was talking to ***** on the phone but noticed the guy opening the medium sized top pocket of his Jansport bag pack and conveniently holding a
pack of cigarettes out on natural display like fashion..
Its hard to explain but he held it a little bit longer compared to how you would if you actually did smoke and were craving one.. However, he did make
it seem pretty natural except for the fact that that I noticed what he was doing.. maybe I was suppose to? Lol.. too deep again?
Still craving a cigarette I approached him for one; he already seemed complacent, as if he knew I was coming to ask.. and the weird thing was as soon
as he gave it to me he pulled out his lighter and lit it for me too..
I don’t know why but it was just weird; especially thinking about it..
Just cause I’m polite I asked for his name, thanked him and introduced myself as well, but right before he put the pack back in the bag he politely
offered me a second cigarette saying “one for later..” in a friendly manner with a smile on his face..
Normal cigarette smokers don’t really just give their cancer sticks away as I had previously encountered..
But yeah.. as I took the one he pulled for me from his hand and thanked him he replied with “Nice to meet you too ***** I’m sure I’ll be seeing
you soon.” And then simply just “disappeared” in the same manner as he had “appeared.”
Haha now looking back at it I don’t even think he smoked a cigarette the whole time that went down and as I watched him leave.. Another weird thing
now that I think about it is that I’ve rarely seen black people smoking cigarettes outside of the library at my school..
Hmm so I don’t know.. it might be nothing; but it just felt so weird and surreal. But in a good way. It’s weird to explain. I am an aspiring
musician and very spiritually philosophical; I was born a Hindu. I guess you may have had to experience it.. has anyone else had something happen like
that and then something happen in their life?
Just wildly curious cause it seemed as if that encounter was meant with purpose.. or at least thats the feeling and energy I took away from it.