posted on Feb, 29 2012 @ 11:51 PM
Originally posted by vancouverite
Over the past three months I have trained everyday for at least half an hour to open my minds eye through prying open attempts, frequenciesand the
like, but I've recently hit a wall. I was making good progress, and was beginning to see a small purple sphere. Then I began to ask god to aid me to
see the real world after a few days and meditative sessions my eyes began to hurt so in my initial reaction I started to rub my eyes, but as I pressed
on them I began to see strange symbols and patterns that I can't explain. Shortly afterward and up to this point my forehead aches, I can no longer
see colors with my eyes closed, meditation no longer makes my body feel light and soft, an ive began to think differently in terms of this world, our
importance and the god that we are a fragment of, and my hearing picks up high pitch noise and makes my ears ache and throb.I've become aware of
myself and the actions and energies put out and grown a sort of detachment from my own physical body and my family. Does anyone understand what I
mean, or can provide a way for me to understand my current situation better?
I could have written this post myself. In fact, just the other day, I ALMOST started a thread based on something very strange that happened to me.
My eyes suddenly developed an "after image", as if I had been looking at the sun, but I wasn't outside. It became very hard to see. Frustrated
and thinking that I was just suffering some eye fatigue (in the middle of the day, mind you), I went and took a hot shower to relax, (it was the
weekend). In the shower, I closed my eyes, and HOLY CRAP! I was seeing shifting geometric images and weird geometric figures "flying by", as if it
had been some information "download" I was receiving. I must have watched these images with my eyes closed for over 30 minutes, fascinated by what
I was seeing. I can't remember what I saw, nor could I recreate it because it was going by so fast, but if I saw it again, I know I'd know it
But just like you, the past several months, I've not been able to see colors with my eyes closed. That was the norm for me last year, and now I'm
lucky to see any movement at all with my eyes closed. In addition, I'm getting a LOT more tones in my ears, including "sound blocks", (where it
feels like someone just jammed their finger in my ear and I can't hear anything for a few seconds). Last year, all the tones I heard were in my left
ear....this year, they have increased in intensity and frequency, and almost all of them are in the right ear. I have always equated tones to the
earth...I really believe that some of us can hear the geomagnetic sounds she produces.
Anyway, I say all that to say that something has definitely changed. I don't know what, or even if it's good, but it has changed none the less. As
far as the geometric figures in my eyes, I don't have a clue, but I'm shocked that I'm not the only one.