Originally posted by LadyV
Don't play games with the universe. She tends to play back 3 fold!
[edit on 9/21/2004 by LadyV]
I'm waaaaaay beyond that point V. What I mean to say is: I've done so much at this point that there is no way to get out of it. I've got so many
sigils & spells & little spell packets about that I've forgotten what they all were for--the forgetting of which, I've read, only makes them more
potent because my conscious attention to them has been eliminated.
There is a passage in the Bible about how Jesus will forgive even blaspheming Him, but He won't forgive you blaspheming the Holy Spirit. That is the
only thing the "forgiveness of sins" doesn't cover. Theologians have argued about what the heck that exactly means. I believe it means when you
interfere with the Divine Plan using magick. By asking the things I've asked for, for having these things come true again & again in the face of all
prevailing logic, I believe I've screwed up somehow. The only thing I can do now is accept it and live with it. I could tell you more things, give
you concrete examples of why I feel things have gotten screwy, but I don't think you'd like to hear it. Nothing illegal or "bad" in terms of the
consensus reality--in fact if I told it, most people would laugh their asses off, just laugh & laugh their asses off. And a handful would get very
very upset with me.
Remember that story about L Ron Hubbard & Jack Parsons (was it Parsons?) out in the desert, doing that invocation & how some of the more esoteric
conspiracy theorists and UFOlogists say that it opened up a portal of some kind & that's why we've had a sharp increase in UFO & "alien" activity
ever since? This, to me, if it was true, is an example of undermining the fabric of reality.
And as for the unbelievers: like I said, they are my friends. If all those people were really believers, there would be a lot of dead and burnt
witches all over the globe right now.
And I'm only kidding, of course. None of this stuff is true. Obviously.