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posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:00 AM
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Originally posted by Mary Rose

Thanks for sharing with us.

I'm surprised to see "The Fun Keeps Coming!" on their website. And the name "Scarefest" sounds like making light of the subject matter. Is this so that people can cope with the darkness?


Some people have not seen the true darkness... to them it's just fun and games.

But there are a lot of interesting paranormal people that come, it is very interesting. I met Travis Walton, Chip Coffie, and more... those two in particular I have talked with/interacted with.




posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:01 AM
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Thankfully i was never swooped up like this but i am a contactee from age five and have had a few other sightings near here that might have even set off a local base radar. my name is on a list. i think this is why they never directly grabbed me up but I have been incarcertaed 4 times. On the second arrest I had a bail of 25000, which is ridiculous for very small time felony possesion at 19 yrs old and it was all admitted in court that I was set up. 3rd time I had ever even done a certain thing we are not supposed to talk about on here and I had to sit out my court date 79 days while they observed me because of this ridiculous bond.
Then they tried to demonize me in multiple ways including a certain audio recording put into a song that really reaks of 9/11 and a war against capitalism and it appeared somewhere kind of mainstream early 2001. i started being heavily watched and then went to work for a company that a relative works for and makes a damn good salary, lives in beachside property worth lots of money within twenty mile of cape Canaveral. I'm not complaining about that relative because they helped me. I'm actually scared for them but you know how it goes. I tried to tell them about the audio thing and the song but they just don't understand and the proof is in expensive legal fees I don't have. i want to put together some videos of many many experiences but i'm often tired and have some bad days where i think horrible thoughts and cry and cry and cry and pray for release and well...I'm sure you know the program. so many crazy things happen and energies come upon me while nobody is around. i was told of remote puppetizing and other forms of electronic harrassment on a website (and this involves a media TV figure) about a month before a whole lot of really weird stuff started happening... including seeing this person after becoming certain that we had met before in my teens. i started hearing audibles of various sorts and really began to realize the silent ones which are much harder to describe and you always have to be careful talking about things like that because you have literally no idea where it's going but are being kept greatly confused after starting to connect the dots. There are many answers but there are many more questions... but i feel like something is fighting over me and most of the things i hear are calming... although some of it is very disturbing and reminds me of the devil. I have had some bad reactions in previous years... totally freaking out and stuff like that, driving extremely fast and repeating thinking I'm going to drive off a bridge on one occasion and stuff like that. I do not touch alcohol for this reason. never hurt anybody but have seen a lot of weird stuff. people in entertainment are eat up with this crap. One thing i have realized is that there are people in the entertainment industry that are very much in league with the part of the government that knows about this. There are people who have basically told me my own stories in bits and pieces in various ways before i even connected the dots. they know all about this. they've known all along. did they ever really help me, no. the company that i worked for twice (affiliated with the DOD) did just about every thing they could without breaking too many laws and tried to crush my confidence in many ways, exposed me to chemicals and tried to have me hypnotically regressed. last time i was working there somebody broke into my house and colored onto the building map of the areas i was supposed to clean, giving me twice as much work as this other girl. instead of pointing it out, i just started doing the work and did some reporting of my own about my boss for various other reasons...and dealt with it because you know how it is, already hard to find work and they will make it harder. they thought i might have known something that I couldn't recall from my contact and this is why the tried to regress me.. remember, this is DOD affiliated. they never bothered to ask or really help me... just gave me a hard time. strangest thing is this other girl tried to pick a fight with me one day... swinging at me. nobody did anything. i reported it to the dept of labor and HR, nobody did anything. i quit. i found out recently that even though this is in a completely different state a good three hour drive, she actually used to live in my home town and here's the kicker. one of my first cousins, this is her cousin. we never heard about her because apparently this girls is not someone that was considered their close family, they don't really associate with her for whatever reason, but my mother remembers her as a baby. they would do weird things like make pink Tshirts for the other girls to wear because i would wear the same five shirts every week and not give me one... all kinds of stuff like that, but the company itself was the worst, refusing to do OSHA tests, they way their doctors treated me in 05... or rather refuse to treat me or not even listen, refusing blood work for heavy metals... it just goes on and on.

Anybody hearing rumbles today?
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posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:08 AM
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I hear you.

I suggest you delete your entire post, you have a couple hours then it stays on the internet forever. I suggest this not because there is anything wrong in what you posted, but because I think you might regret the record of this being here later.

If you don't have a good therapist who really listens to you I suggest you find one. It is hard, and most therapists I've seen are totally horrid... but there are wonderful ones out there too.

I never discount anyones personal testimony, your reality is yours despite what anyone says, stay strong and don't give up. I know what it is to struggle every day to keep going.

*hugs*

piano



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:08 AM
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Originally posted by pianopraze
ETA: There is a lot more on all Duncan and this guy in this ATS thread I participated in:
Epic Blog by an Active MK Ultra Soldier


This is interesting:


Originally posted by pianopraze
Around age 30 the programming starts to break down in most MK assets. There is something about the brain at that age. They start to remember bits and pieces. A lot of them commit suicide. Those that go in for therapy are hospitalized where they are reprogrammed and sent back out.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:08 AM
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my contact basically put me on a list, and i think set off some radars around here. people near me have seen him well. i think this is why they only messed with me in the ways they did and not worse.

it has attracted some attention. i have a lot of memories of all sorts of weird crap.

guys tend to go crazy on me. even in the last few months a relative in law pitched a fit right in front of me and tried to scare me... and this guy is affiliated with the jail i was put in 2nd arrest and observed. redneck, mason, hangs out with racists... thinks he's gonna shoot some aliens one day.

this # pops up in the strangest places.

i've had a lot of guys do some really weird stuff to me and totally flip.
i think these things might be connected because it has always been so strange and unexpected and has really REALLY messed with my head. all sorts of really weird stuff



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:15 AM
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Originally posted by pianopraze
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I hear you.

I suggest you delete your entire post, you have a couple hours then it stays on the internet forever. I suggest this not because there is anything wrong in what you posted, but because I think you might regret the record of this being here later.

If you don't have a good therapist who really listens to you I suggest you find one. It is hard, and most therapists I've seen are totally horrid... but there are wonderful ones out there too.

I never discount anyones personal testimony, your reality is yours despite what anyone says, stay strong and don't give up. I know what it is to struggle every day to keep going.

*hugs*

piano


nah... i'm not scared, just tired. the truth is the truth. people need to realize there is weird stuff going on.

i'm not going to blow my brains out. i can hear the commands now. i just hope my heart beat doesn't hit 123 again like it did a couple months back. i've already talked about a lot of this on here and will keep talking about it. i've had run-ins with 3 celebrity people who are heavy into this crap. Of course no one would believe me but no way i'm keeping this to myself because that's how they win.
they were just trying to demonize me because i was a contactee. if they kill me, you'll know i was being serious... and i will wind up where ever i wind up. not that i want this to happen but if they do something, they're going to have to finish the job. they're not going to just sit around and use me.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:25 AM
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Originally posted by Mary Rose

Originally posted by pianopraze
ETA: There is a lot more on all Duncan and this guy in this ATS thread I participated in:
Epic Blog by an Active MK Ultra Soldier


This is interesting:


Originally posted by pianopraze
Around age 30 the programming starts to break down in most MK assets. There is something about the brain at that age. They start to remember bits and pieces. A lot of them commit suicide. Those that go in for therapy are hospitalized where they are reprogrammed and sent back out.


It is all devilishly brilliant and evil.

You get suicidal, start having these invasive memories... feel like your going crazy because the alter personalites kick in and make you suicidal and then you go into mental health... the doctors are bound by law/code whatever to not let you go when your suicidal so you get hospitalized... in many cases these hospitals are controlled by them so your turned back over to the very system which programed you to begin with.

Sound paranoid?

This goes to the very top.
Ewen Cameron served as President of the Canadian, American and World Psychiatric Associations, the American Psychopathological Association and the Society of Biological Psychiatry:

Donald Ewen Cameron (24 December 1901 – 8 September 1967),[1] commonly referred to as "D. Ewen Cameron" or "Ewen Cameron," was a 20th-century Scottish-born psychiatrist who was involved in the United States Central Intelligence Agency's (CIA's) research on mind control[2] and served as President of the Canadian, American and World Psychiatric Associations, the American Psychopathological Association and the Society of Biological Psychiatry during the 1950s. Notwithstanding a career of honors, and leadership in early 1950s psychiatric circles, he is considered by some observers to have been a near-madman, because of his mid-career and later-career administration of electroshock therapy, experimental drugs, and '___' to unsuspecting and generally healthy patients who in some cases entered permanent comas.


So the head of the World and American, and Canadian Psychiatric Associations was one of the lead scientists for MK ULTRA. You better bet they have links to most of the major hospitals. He helped write the books that psychologist use to diagnose people: DSM.


Project MKULTRA

Main article: Project MKULTRA
Donald Ewen Cameron is best known for his MK-ULTRA-related mind-control and behavior modification research for the CIA.[15] Cameron was President of the American Psychiatric Association in 1952–1953. Cameron lived and worked in Albany, New York, and was involved in experiments in Canada for Project MKULTRA, a United States based CIA-directed mind control program which eventually led to the publication of the KUBARK Counterintelligence Interrogation manual.
Naomi Klein states in her book The Shock Doctrine that Cameron's research and his contribution to the MKUltra project was actually not about mind control and brainwashing, but "to design a scientifically based system for extracting information from 'resistant sources.' In other words, torture.",[16] and citing a book from Alfred W. McCoy it further says that "Stripped of its bizarre excesses,[further explanation needed] Cameron's experiments, building upon Donald O. Hebb's earlier breakthrough, laid the scientific foundation for the CIA's two-stage psychological torture method."[17]
It was during this era that Cameron became known worldwide as the first chairman of the World Psychiatric Association as well as president of the American and Canadian psychiatric associations. Cameron had also been a member of the Nuremberg medical tribunal in 1946–47.[18]


This evil is beyond comprehension. I don't know how anyone on the outside can believe it. My mind slams shut... how could anyone else's not.

But this is real.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:29 AM
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Originally posted by pianopraze
I met Travis Walton, Chip Coffie, and more... those two in particular I have talked with/interacted with.


I'm not familiar with those names. What kind of paranormal experiences have they had?



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:32 AM
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I hear you.

I can only offer suggestions from my experience.

I am not a contactee and I don't understand that situation.

But given the "god helmet" which i show a video of in my OP, or one of my first post in this thread... it is possible for the black groups to fake UFO experiences. The EM radiation bombarding the mind at the right frequency can mimic all the classic symptoms of abductions.

I'm not saying this is what happened with you... just gently steering back to EM to stay on topic here


I am truly interested and fascinated by accounts such as yours. You might want to make a big post in the UFO forum. You will find a lot of sympathetic people on ATS who will support you and encourage you and know more how to help you explore your experiences. I can only peripherally empathize.

But you will also probably be attacked by the less caring/ more jaded on ATS. Sadly both extremes of good/bad exist here on ATS. But I hope/believe that if you can endeavor to mostly ignore the attacks, you will find a lot more help than detriment. Please do post a new thread then link me, and I'll contribute to your thread.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:37 AM
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Originally posted by pianopraze
This evil is beyond comprehension. I don't know how anyone on the outside can believe it. My mind slams shut... how could anyone else's not.But this is real.


In my opinion, all humans with a conscience have a moral obligation to resist the urge to slam our minds shut when faced with this evil.

We have a moral obligation to expose evil.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:46 AM
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Originally posted by Mary Rose

Originally posted by pianopraze
I met Travis Walton, Chip Coffie, and more... those two in particular I have talked with/interacted with.


I'm not familiar with those names. What kind of paranormal experiences have they had?


Travis Walton was the guy who was abducted and the movie/book "Fire in The Sky" was based off (link.)... his actuall acount is much differnt from the movie. They totally changed what happened in the movie and he talks about this in his seminar. Also he has constantly told the same story/passed lie detectors and more. He's been on coast to coast a few times: link.

So has Chip Coffey: link. Chip was the psychic on several paranormal shows on discovery, A&E and the Travel Channel: link.

Again, some very similar sync of resonances with these individual... different from Duncan though.

I have trouble with electronics, I'm short circuiting them all the time... don't know if i shuffle my feet too much or what, but I've learned to be very technical over the years as I both have an affinity for fixing/building them and conversely destroying them... I always buy the extended warranties. I was thinking about posting a thread on this last night... i might still.

Anyways, when both Travis and I were in the same seminar room it got really weird.. apparently he has the same problem, we had two laptops totally die, and the lights would not stay on they kept going off or flashing. I had to literally stand buy the lights and turn them on over and over and over... the whole room was in hysterics it was so funny... funny and disconcerting.

And again synchronistically when I went to get food (and I hardly took a few second break the whole weekend), he happened to come up right behind me and we talked for a while.

Chip I instantly took too, and apparently he to me, the second year he came to Scarefest (2011) i was carrying the mic around the room for him and he (i think half seriously) said we should take him with us and put him on staff (referring to me)... so I guess he felt the connection too. I really liked Chip.
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posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:48 AM
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I wish there was some kind of way that this local afb would reveal what i am certain it has picked up on radar...back 94. there was a mediator from the county i was arrested in that started talking about this weird story about this couple from the andromeda galaxy but he felt so stupid trying to tell me this story that it sounded like a complete joke... as if to see if i would just start talking about it or something. this man's son saw me pull a triangle shaped black piece of metal out of my tongue about a millimeter and a half wide a little over a year later. he has seen my contact. Multiple times actually. He saw a black figure run across the roof of my house. I pulled the thing out of my tongue a couple of years after i was recorded making statements that i had no idea where they were coming from that was put into this song for a soundtrack. that was one of my episodes, half way through it i started speaking in tongues and was taken to a hospital. i was out the next day.

I can go on and on with just weird instances like this.

recently there has been talk on this very site of some being awoken by painful western magic but how it was worth it... i've never heard of such but it reminds me of the strings they try to keep people on. No one tried to AWAKEN me. they tried to break me then traumatize me. i don't consider proverbially pooping on someone to be magic. I could have had it much worse than others have had it.... so, people need to be aware. too many people have suffered for this little game.

probally not connected but i just heard gunshots and i live a pretty good way out but it's still a neighborhood and a really weird time for gunshots. Lets hope that was some kid with a pellet gun... was startling but not too loud. funny timing though while telling and reading these stories.


You gunna shoot me mang?

I'll be back babies.... wif belllzzz on.

Hellzbellz

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posted on May, 8 2012 @ 07:59 AM
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Originally posted by Mary Rose

Originally posted by pianopraze
This evil is beyond comprehension. I don't know how anyone on the outside can believe it. My mind slams shut... how could anyone else's not.But this is real.


In my opinion, all humans with a conscience have a moral obligation to resist the urge to slam our minds shut when faced with this evil.

We have a moral obligation to expose evil.


This thread exposes a lot, and is extremely triggering to those who have been MK victims. I have talked with some over my time here at ATS. But there is a lot of good. Most people won't believe a fraction of what I've said in here but it is all true... and there is a lot worse I have not said.

I try to stick to that which I can prove. I wish I could disprove more... but sadly the harder I try to disprove the more I find that proves it.

But with all thinks MK there is lots of disinfo mixed in with the real info... it is very hard to separate.

I'll throw in a few quotes that some might understand how they fit:

"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."
(Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Chapter 6)


Alice laughed. "There's no use trying," she said: "one can't believe impossible things."
"I daresay you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half-an-hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."
(Through the Looking Glass, Chapter 5)



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 08:01 AM
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Originally posted by pianopraze
reply to post by NotAnAspie
 


I hear you.

I can only offer suggestions from my experience.

I am not a contactee and I don't understand that situation.

But given the "god helmet" which i show a video of in my OP, or one of my first post in this thread... it is possible for the black groups to fake UFO experiences. The EM radiation bombarding the mind at the right frequency can mimic all the classic symptoms of abductions.

I'm not saying this is what happened with you... just gently steering back to EM to stay on topic here


I am truly interested and fascinated by accounts such as yours. You might want to make a big post in the UFO forum. You will find a lot of sympathetic people on ATS who will support you and encourage you and know more how to help you explore your experiences. I can only peripherally empathize.

But you will also probably be attacked by the less caring/ more jaded on ATS. Sadly both extremes of good/bad exist here on ATS. But I hope/believe that if you can endeavor to mostly ignore the attacks, you will find a lot more help than detriment. Please do post a new thread then link me, and I'll contribute to your thread.


Oh, I get the crap trolled out of me here. It just keeps getting sillier and sometimes I get a little impatient with people, but that's just the mild PTSD rattling me.

The abduction wasn't really an abduction. I was wide awake, he woke me up from the next room (telepathy) walked through the house to mommy's room but saw him sitting on the counter... very much real. Nicely dressed in a suit and hat and he was polite, allowing me to pass with a mere gesture of his hand but making me think he just might grab me as he did, kinda teasingly. I started, then stopped... and I have been questioning reality ever since. Stood there a split second and then saw a really bright flash. I think he might of took my picture but for a minute I thought he had me because i could see nothing for the bright flash still in my eyes. then I was just standing there and i thought. 'i better go to bed" as he kind of looked away and down... and as far as i can recall, this is what i did.

I have dreams about him, see his eyes when i close mine, think about him a lot and I hear him talking but can't quite make out what he is saying... very faint, soft voice.. I just feel him. he can be very nice but I wouldn't rub him the wrong way because the way stuff tends to add up... he's a pretty damn clever dude.
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posted on May, 8 2012 @ 08:04 AM
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Please do make a thread, I'm sure it will go viral here on ATS. I would love to hear the discussion between you and others with similar experiences. It's a little off topic here, but I will come discuss when you make your thread on it.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 08:13 AM
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Originally posted by Mary Rose
I see the article appeared in The Spokesman-Review, Spokane, Wash., Sun., Nov. 15, 1987.


I see from reading this article that not only Aquino, but his wife Lilith, a priestess in his temple, were named in the case, but no charges had been filed against either of them. The article also says that Aquino claims to have an IQ of 155 and that he described the Temple of Set as a sort of Mensa occult group in search of knowledge, whatever and wherever that truth may be. The article quotes a former member of the Temple of Set as saying that their concept of the devil is a:


”Luciferic version of Satan, a god they see as the true god in which there is no good or evil.”



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 08:19 AM
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Originally posted by pianopraze
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Please do make a thread, I'm sure it will go viral here on ATS. I would love to hear the discussion between you and others with similar experiences. It's a little off topic here, but I will come discuss when you make your thread on it.


they get a pretty fair amount of attention and then they get closed because i start getting pissed off at the trolls. that's why i need to make videos. i also have a site that basically just has art on it right now but it has a forum and i was going to break a lot of things up into categories and put it in my forum... where i can discuss it... by myself... without the trolls.

i won't have any trolls because i will be the only member. i closed the register function.


i was just going to post stuff... like stuff from all over the net about what is going on in the world to day and say what i want where nobody can really do anything about it and i would just refer everything back to my forum.

It's really hard to bend over this keyboard and do it without a chair. It's really tough to just type this. i don't want to talk about my living situation right now but i don't live in a house and can't stand up in here and move around a lot... but it's cool. i've got food and stuff and am next to a house. I can go in there if i want but it's kinda crowded and i don't want to bother people... you know, with WAVES and crap. I tend to get a little broody... used to keeping to myself so it's best to not create waves for some of the only people that help me... but I feel pretty safe here. They don't wanna come messin around here.

but yeah, been tired, a little overwhelmed and this is really not ergonomic or whatever that word is.
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posted on May, 8 2012 @ 08:28 AM
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Originally posted by Mary Rose

Originally posted by Mary Rose
I see the article appeared in The Spokesman-Review, Spokane, Wash., Sun., Nov. 15, 1987.


I see from reading this article that not only Aquino, but his wife Lilith, a priestess in his temple, were named in the case, but no charges had been filed against either of them. The article also says that Aquino claims to have an IQ of 155 and that he described the Temple of Set as a sort of Mensa occult group in search of knowledge, whatever and wherever that truth may be. The article quotes a former member of the Temple of Set as saying that their concept of the devil is a:


”Luciferic version of Satan, a god they see as the true god in which there is no good or evil.”


That is a very dark and dangerous road to explore.

Aquino likes to sue. And is well connected. Many of the people in his group are high ranking military and/or political. Be careful to only state facts and state opinions as "my opinion".

I believe from what I've read of such groups that they do not believe in "good" or "evil" they believe in "will":

"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law".

link

This seems on first blush to be silly, or hard to understand... but the implications are deep, and ancient. There is a lot of knowledge -hidden knowledge (the very definition of occult -hidden). You see the same thing in every "self help" seminar and most "word of faith" and many charismatic churches.... it is an old and deep form of magic that really works. Quantum physics is exploring it now and many are pointing that out. But that is the topic of another thread...

The real point of their faiths is not anti-christian... it is humanistic, and blending of a lot of occult knowledge that has long been hidden but now is freely revealed on the internet. I could write a hundred threads on this and still not come close to breaching the depth of this subject. If your interested here are a lot of books you can freely download and come to an understanding of what they are doing without haveing to explore the darker sides: link.

This book in particular has a whole Doctorate degree in philosophy plus more - I checked it against some Doctorate courses, and it is only one book on that list: The Secret Teaching of All Ages.

And yes, they were both named as molesters in the suit on the Presidio in San Francisco... I posted links earlier in this thread with the actual court documents and a lot more info if you want to scroll back and look that up.

Aquino is one of the key figures in a lot of things discussed in this thread in my opinion.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 08:30 AM
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Originally posted by pianopraze
But with all thinks MK there is lots of disinfo mixed in with the real info... it is very hard to separate.


I think that what's important is that it's clear that MK ULTRA is real and it is to be expected that disinformation would be mixed in with truth about exotic technologies and events, but that is irrelevant. What is relevant is the evil of this black program, which has many sub-projects, and the need for humanity to educate ourselves as step one to putting a stop to it.



posted on May, 8 2012 @ 08:38 AM
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oops...wrong thread. how'd that happen?

It's called very very tired. mods, please delete.
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