Originally posted by The GUT
reply to post by AussieAmandaC
Ahoy Matey. Interesting experience you had and that whole vibration experience seems to be attached to the "real thing" in reports and
The Astral travelers also mention body vibration before the disconnection of body and consciousness.
Had you, prior to your experience, been involved in anything that we might term "shamanistic" practices?
Glad you got your balance back.
Yeah we'll see about the balance bit later, I don't think it's over yet....
No I haven't, and honestly I had to look that up to know what it even means really, shamanistic.
But it's a perfect fit and confirmation from me this exists and is correct and is being used, I felt it, both sides.
I have never dabbled in either white or dark and this includes all religions and wica or the like. I had a healthy fear and was cautious about myself
and what I believe, because I've always had questions, always. I'm sure I'm not alone.
I was pretty stupid on new years eve declaring, with ego to my husband, I was going to discover the secrets of the universe.
(Take note: Unless you really really want to know don't throw it out there! Because you have to go through yourself first, so sort out your
I was confidently excited that I could, even so, since the weeks preceding this I was able to understand certain things better, I didn't have to
think about it or re-read it, I just knew it. Then my mind would fill in the gaps, like it was a given. It was pretty exciting to begin with. Felt
like the secret was on the tip of my tongue.
I was dizzy when it hit me the most, coupled with the vibrations and it comes in waves and with it the thoughts that follow. Much the same as when I
slip under the layer which allows me to see when I'm at rest. Mostly that's colours and some pictures, sometimes faces, amazing faces though and
until this experience never conversation.........diabolical mind, like a puzzle that traps you in yourself.
I perceived what I thought was the beginning, and I know how we ended up the way we are and where we're going to next, a possible outcome perhaps, I
still have questions there too.
My person was attacked first, but I did ask for it, then systematically my family and home, which never occurred to me I'm sorry to say.
I was told to rely on no one, and this was true when I did try to get help from friends and the local indigenous elders. I could see/tell who could
hear me and who could not, their own shadows prevented dialogue.
The magic exists but to use it opens yourself to all of the shadows, and if you have some yourself, you are very weak against it.
I guess I wanted help protecting myself and my family but in the end it seemed to just come to me.
It was only after my own shadows forced me to 'walk' and what I discovered on the walk, that I was able to protect myself being pulled from bellow
and above, I didn't know which one was worse to tell you the truth, not at the time.
Those shadows wanted me to kill myself, no word of a lie, with an "It's easy!" attitude.
Now if you know me, you know I would never suicide ever. It's not that I haven't thought about it but I have beautiful children and a wonderful
husband living in paradise, so I was not depressed or down or even thinking about killing myself.
It was like crawling back from the brink of the most foetid putrid pit of sludge and stink of decay, and truly I smelt like it too. It was a sisters
reassurance which saved me, (which expanded to become mothers, sisters and daughters and their eternal sacrifice) and it was a battle.
There was beauty in the bog because without it nothing goes back whereto where it comes from. There was a connection to the earth and the energy in
I was reassured that provided I respected man law and mother law (Oh yes! There's a Mother Law indeed) then nothing could touch myself or my family I
used this mantra around our house, also that I had all the time I wanted here, as it's always been my choice.
A very short account of the most amazing experience of my life, next to birth of course but even that enhanced after my re education.
Everything is different after that