"My soul must be iron, cause my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless, and my fear is naked." -Henry Rollins, The Bottom, Tool
"You can sit this one out Vanna, Im only here for the 'Y's. -me, right now
Why indeed. This could be tricky to encapsulate, as fleeting ideas like this are impossible to catch. I share with you the tail I managed to clutch
and hold on my trip back through the nexus.
First off, I know God is VERY real. If I lost you there, your loss. I just finished watchinhg a video in the thread titled something like
'subliminal messages show we are racist'. I cannot remember, because the title was horribly chosen for a thread with quite possibly the greatest
video explaining our past I have ever seen. It's by Jason D, and goes on to explain Thoth's account of human (and otherwise
It tells of the merkaba, chakras, Christ conciousness and ley lines. Ive quite the past interacting with these concepts, although a couple points
Im getting to the question, relax. Get something to drink and take a seat . While Im taking a second, I should add, Im NOT a link warrior; if someone
knows the RIGHT linx, by all means, please. The first would be aforementioned thread.
If you're familiar with what protestant actually means, you start to see more and more about the Vatican's penchant for hiding the truth, changing
commandments, and swapping the Sabbath to Sunday. Bastards.
But WHY?? I KNOW they have hidden texts, revealing what ancient scholars knew about chakras, etc. They 'allow' us to still read a taste about the
Nephilim. Just enough to deduce that theyre NOT telling us everything about it. GENESIS 6 link
They give us Pauls expierience with astral travel. 2 CORINTHIANS 12 link
Just enough to generate a thirst. Y, VANNA?!
Pat Sajack: Yes, there PLENTY of 'whys'.
They cant expect people to be THAT daft...or are we.....I would have never probably cared, if I hadn't myself left this wonderfully attractive body of
mine, on multiple occasions. Pauls account of 'tripping the rift' begins with a detailed concern with sounding braggy. For the record, it IS
humbling. Ten years ago, an angel woke me up from sleep. This happened during my 'possessed' phase-WHOLE NOTHA THREAD-and revealed to me that our
human existence is like an ant colony compared to everything else....out there. Also, that among God's countless creations, His favourite. And we
wonder why Lucifer radiated a green glow of envy comparable to every recorded aurora borealis, crammed into a coke bottle.
I never saw her, but her voice was a chord. So warm...auditory heroin. She said to relax, ran her..hand(?) across the top of my head, and leaned in to
whisper in my ear. She whispered, loudy, some Hebrew sentence in my ear. This instantly triggered a 'gong' like sound, and I immediately went flat on
my back. Fast, though. My
bewildered soul, tail in hand, lept out of my body, and rose like ethereal smoke up out of my house. She led
me, by my hand, up a mountain larger than earth. By the way, yes, I tried to see her. I couldnt. She wasnt
invisible...it was like I couldnt process her phantom image. Like those 3d magic eye boox, except I wasn't
equipped to convert the collage into form.
Now, paul mentions seeing things 'man could not utter'.
I dont FEEL like Im restricted from saying what I saw, but I cant really...explain. Ill
try. There was an altar on the mountains capstone. On a table in the center were two pictures, in frames, next to each other. Both had the same
face...like the traditional zeus/santa face, but one was cast in a golden sun-like light, and the other, a cold blue. Both had white eyes :p
I have no idea why...was I supposed to choose?? IDK. Moving on.
Its clear to me man is kept from knowing things. Some things are just too much, and when you run 1000 volts through a flashlight, it's not good for
much after that. We all want that 'wow' feeling from initially seeing a hidden truth, but we forget that if we understood it right, this knowledge
forever bends the light around everything ELSE we know. For example, when I figured out chakras, I looked back and realized how unrelated life
instances led to each being systematically damaged or broken. But...drumroll please..WHY?!?
Ive barely scratched the surface of my intentions for this thread. Its getting long, so for your sake, I will close, for now, with the catalyst for a
hopefully useful breeding ground of thought.
Oops first: I also know 100% that the Christ is/was real, and was what He said. (Yep, I just did that) .That doesnt mean I stop there, because its one
thing to accept it, and be quiet like a good boy. Its another to feel as ALIVE as I do right now, knowing Him, and applying His truth to what Im
finding out was hidden from the same book He stars in.
I just dont get it. |||||||Is God saving my feeble head from exploding by telling me to keep it simple, as all of this merkaba/chakra/psychic business
is fully explored in His Kingdom, and justified by achievement (accepting grace and submiting my will the the MOST EPIC HOLY IMMORTAL ONENESS OF
DIVINE LOVE) and attaining His
Son's elusive 'Christ-conciousness', or, did lucifer succeed in empowering the Catholic church insomuch as to hide gifts here on earth? Gifts that
amplify our ability to fully grasp what it means when a God makes a part of Himself equal to His creation, to sacrifice it, just to show us the
BEGINNING of how much He loves us.|||||||
The last time I checked, 90% of the enlightened minds I exchange light with think that the simplistic message of the gospel is feeble, or leaves much
to be desired. I dont think this. On the contrary, as a calming, gentle, summer breeze is to love, as the dischord of banshees raping a three headed
harpy is to mans inability to cope with simple harmony. In the words of my recruit division commander, K.I.S.S., or, keep it simple stupid.
Sidenotes: A couple of you wanted me to u2u when I finally posted a thread. Im sorry that I didnt...I cant
remember who/where you were. I remember your avvy pics though!
Also, my gram grams in and out of the hospital with cancer issues, so Im giving her this tablet to pass time; I cant respond for a few days..as of
2moro I guess..anyway, she taught me how to pray, as no one else bothered to. If you do the prayer thing, please offer one for her. Her name is Jo,
and she has lymphoma. She also read horror novels to me from around age8 and up, helping to shape my conustitution, fortifying my ability to defy the
fear stopping most from pushing the env3lope. My gma pwns newbs.
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