posted on Feb, 4 2012 @ 06:45 AM
We all have days when weird things happen. I am sure there is something in everyone’s life that seems unexplainable. This is the first time this has
happened to me though. I work in a business office and we receive faxes all day long. What I do there is pull the faxes from the fax machine and
deliver them to the appropriate recipient. About mid day I get this fax off the machine that didn’t make any sense to me. There was no information
on it that would tell me who the sender was, and I really didn’t know what to do with it. So, I put it in my “unknown “ basket until I figured
When I got home, I was watching the nightly news and they were covering a story about a mystery fax. Well this peaked my interest so I turned it
up to listen. Apparently this fax that I got at work had been faxed to ALL the fax machines within the local news district. What’s more, the news
guy was saying that there had been reports of this fax being sent to all fax machines around the world. They are thinking that it was a prank or
something. And there would be an update when new information becomes available.
Well, this may not be anything major to most of you, but there are a few things that make this story strange. The first would be that date on the
fax. It is dated February 3rd, 2002. That is exactly ten years before today’s date. The date is generated by the fax machine. How the hell did that
occur? That is not even possible.
The second is that there is no information on the fax that would tell you the original number that it was faxed from. All that shows up in the
“sent from” box is zeros. This is also information that is generated and included on the fax when it comes through. Again. not possible.
And the third thing is the content. No one in their right mind is going to fax this info to all the fax machines in the world. It would be too
costly and there is nothing of value to the fax.
Now, a lot of people are saying that it was sent from someone “beyond the grave” a lost soul or ghost or something like that. I am just not
buying it. I think it is church or organization trying to prove a point or something. You know how they are….
Whatever the case, I retyped the whole thing in here for you guys to take a look at and decide for yourselves. It’s on the news, so you know I
am not making it up. Let me know what you think. Do you think someone is trying to make amends from beyond the grave, or should this go into the hoax
To: All of you
Re: My apologies
I never meant to make you, any of you, feel bad. I am unsure of where I went wrong. Communication was never my strong suit. Each of you meant a
lot to me. And I am sorry I couldn’t say it better at the time. Like all of you, I was only human. Emotions got the better of me. I didn’t think
with my head, I used my heart.
When you hurt me, I hurt back. My pride and ego got in the way. Sometimes it was my feelings of being inferior, maybe my low self esteem.
Sometimes I was just scared.
A lot of you I didn’t know in life and that is a shame. I wish I would’ve had the pleasure. But if we did cross paths, I am sure there are
some things I did that made you feel bad. Please, let me explain…
I never meant any of the harsh words I used. They were knee jerk responses to what I thought you were saying to me. None of the words mattered
really. What I was trying to say is that your words hurt me. But I didn’t know how to say that at the time. I’m sorry if my words hurt you.
I was always happy to see you, even when you couldn’t give me the time of day. It was reassuring to just know you were there. And if I smiled
and you did smile back, it just made my day that much better. Thank you for all the smiles.
Always wanted to hear what you had to say. And to be honest, I was hoping you would want to hear what I had to say too. I’m sorry I never talked
to you, really talked to you. Wish I would have taken the time to know you better. Thank you to the people who took the time to talk to me.
I liked the way you dressed. It didn’t matter what you looked like, it was you and your personality coming through and I appreciated you being
you. Thank you for letting me be me as well.
I never meant you to feel uncomfortable when you were around me. Again, I am terrible at communication and may have made you feel uneasy. I am
sorry if you felt that way.
I wanted to trust you and let you in. I just didn’t know how to at that time. And I understand why you didn’t let me in either. Thank you
to all of you who trusted me enough to let me in.
I wish I was more attentive when you were having a bad day. Maybe I could have been more supportive, or helped you turn it around. I was so
involved in my own life; I didn’t have any time for yours. I wish I would have taken the time to make you feel better.
Most of all, I am sorry I didn’t have the courage to tell you these things in life.
If I could have told you these things then, I would have. But you would have distanced yourself further from me. It would have made you feel
uneasy that someone was sharing so much honesty, emotion. Right there in the middle of the daily grind. Probably would have been anxious to find an
exit from the situation. I understand now, as I understood before. We were not supposed to tell each other how we felt.
Imagine what it would’ve been like if we had trusted each other and had been friends. Maybe we would have cured all disease instead of making new
ones. Maybe we would have explored space instead of ruining the only space we have to live in. Maybe we would have developed our minds instead of
developing weapons of mass destruction. So many maybes….
Anyways, I just wanted to let you all know I really did care, and I really am sorry. If I could do it again, I would do it all differently. And I
would make sure that you all know I cared. Somehow, I would’ve made sure.