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Originally posted by mcamp2011
reply to post by angryamerican
Keep fighting Man, I had seizures also, lost my job and wife, took me a whole year to get another job after getting on two meds that stopped the seizures. I still have my two children, 12 and 16 and they still look up to their old man for everything and that's great, they are my life. I still prep for them and myself and will be there for them if and when the SHTF, and that's if it ever does, if it doesn't we have a bunch of great camping gear and a lot of fun at the range.
like I said, turn a negative into a positive man, look for something to live for like yourself and your son and keep going because the world will keep turning no matter what you do, and your son needs you.
"Get up and work it off". It has always worked for me. You cannot re-build self esteem if you never do anything that makes you feel worthwhile. Get up and find it. If you lay in bed crying like a little girl the depression will only deepen.
Originally posted by angryamerican
reply to post by TXTriker
Its a chore just to get out of bed a chor I have no want to do. I have my lap top in bed with me right now with the tears riking does that tell ou how ime doing. Survival no longer matters to me and prepping is a distence memory but I thank you all again for caiing