posted on Jan, 30 2012 @ 04:06 AM
I searched for what i could find under the search string "Involuntary Remote Viewing" but did,nt notice anything similar to this-my apologies if
there is aready such a thread somewhere..All my life,every single time i try to fall asleep,i get this: People and locations just suddenly gets shoved
in front of my face..normal people doing normal everyday things,even just a dog playing on a lawn,that type of thing..just for a few seconds..This
happens so abruptly that i get a jolt,and actualy lift my upper body off the bed,tho i should have been used to it,been getting it since earliest
memory,after all.Still,its the suddenness of it,that surprises me still,each time..This normaly happens 3-6 times in arow,till i eventualy manage to
fall asleep.What i see,is for instance,a guy practising his basketball shots,a woman in her kitchen,bending to put something in the oven,even just
animals sometimes,never anything out of the ordinary..With the exception of one time,i saw a lovely young woman in a park,it was a sunny day,and she
was smiling at me,like she could see me(or maybe she was smiling at some one else and i was just the "fly on the wall").Then an awful thought came
into my mind- "How terrible,that such warmth and beauty must be brought to ruin and destruction" Thats the one single event that stands out,and ive
never forgotten that specific instance of "Viewing" as a feeling of great sadness accompanied it,and it kept me awake for hours..In general these
instances seem to last for only seconds at a time,and so far,ive not seen,that i can recall,any markers to indicate where in the world im
seeing.Although it mostly(but not exclusively)seem to be locations/people in the West(as opposed to Asian/Oriental areas of the world)..And as far as
i can recall,always i see the people/places as in daytime,at the latest early evening,but still light outside(for them) tho usualy its then nighttime
where i am.Anyone else get this?