idk if i posted this in the right place mods feel free to move it as needed :]
The other night (tuesday) i was feeling quite restless and sad for some reason..
the whole day it felt like someone was bugging me or annyoing me.
i didnt really want to talk to anyone or do anything with the female i was with
i just felt depressed for some odd reason..
well the girl came over and such we were just chillin..
i took her to the bank to deposit her check
then we went for some milkshakes and french fries (yummm)
but i still didnt feel right, even as i was driving her car around my city i felt withdrawn from the rest of the world
so i told her we should go to venice beach..
so we take the 35 minute drive to venice..
all the while i am just driving and watching the cars as they pass blah blah blh
but i still cant help the fact that i felt some kind of sorrow within myself..
well it gets to be about 2AM and were chillin at the beach listening to the waves and whatnot..
then i see a shooting star.. i made a wish and after that i felt so much better.. it was kind of weird
so i was just like okay thats cool.. we chilled for a little while then came back home..
during all of this my cousin who i was REALLY REALLY good friends with when i was a wee little lad
was in texas dying of stomach cancer, an infection and pneumonia..
i had no idea of this until yesterday morning (thursday) that he had passed away at 2:17 AM WEDNESDAY MORNING!
that had to have been the exact time or close to the time i had seen the shooting star..
idk if its a coincidence but the female brought these things to light lastnight after i had told her what happened.
pretty crazy right? yeah i know.. well if you have ever experienced anyhing of this sort id like to hear your story.. so shoot