I will not claim to be some type of a channel, nor have a “better than you mind set”.
What I will tell you is that for the past 30 days I have felt a shift in who I am, some may say it’s psychosomatic but I know it’s not.
Physically, mentally and spiritually I feel different.
It has not been a dramatic shift, but subtle shifts. I feel like my worries are melting away, I am much less concerned about the small things, things
that used to bother me constantly. It’s not that I do not notice those small things, in fact I am more aware of them, but they just don’t bother
me anymore. How I am responding to and handling things that used to bother me is completely different now, also understand this is not a
Happy-go-Lucky, rose colored glasses feeling either, but more of a tranquil state.
I am dreaming more than ever, my dreams are very lucid and I am lucid in them. The cusp between the dream world and the waking reality is very fine
now. Sometimes my dreams feel more real than life. I have also had an increase in Nightmares which I have not had for many years, although the
appearance should scare me, they do not.
During the day, small issues at work and in life that used to send me into an emotional tail-spin are much easier to deal with.
I have much more mental clarity. I am making sound decisions. Second guessing myself is virtually a thing of the past now. I also appear to be using
my intuition, rather than what my mind tells me to do, so basically my intuition is in the driver seat, as opposed to when I used pure logic and
reason. This does not mean that I am not using logic and reason, but that logic is coupled with intuition being the chauffeur.
My meditative states are not like they were, I am having a difficult time with meditation and maintaining my meditative state. It's almost like the
volume has been turned up and it feels very different in my state of meditation, very hard to explain and put into words, but I will try.
Off-balance, awkward, new vibrations, having new senses and lastly not scared.
Physically I am able to take full breaths, not that I couldn't before but my capacity has greatly expanded. I have always been in very good physical
shape and work out regularly, but in the past 30 days, it seems I am able to take full deep breaths now.
I think the most noticeable symptom is one that has really caught my attention and I will explain my reasoning.
Just this past week I have noticed while falling asleep my separation of body happening spontaneously, (OBE) or involuntary OBE’s, while I am not a
stranger to projecting voluntary, something different is going on currently. I have been experiencing that falling sensation, or drifting away from
my physical shell; many people experience this phenomenon while falling asleep, but never know what it is.
Example of an involuntary (OBE), you’re lying in bed, just starting to fall asleep, and then you feel the sensation of falling, only to wake up
quickly and your entire body jumps.
Many times I have projected, but lately I am feeling myself drift away while being conscious, yet not trying to project, almost like it is very easy
to do now. Almost like a veil is slowly being lifted and I am sensing new things.
Is anyone else feeling changes like this?
Here is my story on my first personal OBE many years ago, so I am no stranger to astral travel now.
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