posted on Aug, 6 2012 @ 05:31 PM
When I was a young girl I used to have the worst headaches, wake up with them from sleep and babble, they were worse than migraines. These headaches
will make sense toward the end of my story.
I was probably 10-11 years old and was staying over with cousins at my Grandma's house, my aunt was there too. I woke with this headache from hell
with both my Grandma and Aunt standing over me not knowing what to do, when my aunt looks at my grandma and says "Moma, it sounds like she's
speaking another language" I was, but after this incident, my headaches were gone, to happen no more. The first piece of the puzzle was in place,
has been like playing charades, figure this clue out and you may proceed.
Next clue was my teen years and the music and dance style I was attracted to. I was singing some song from the 20's - 30's and dancing the
jitterbug in yet again my grandma's front yard. She looked at me and said "Child, how do you know how to do that, that was from my younger years?"
I said, "I don't know grandma, I just like it."
Going forward, while I was in High School I had a strong pull to wanting to learn the German Language, go to Germany to visit, like I wanted to see
something again. Couldn't shake it. I have started to learn German, but it's really hard on your jaws, it hurts. LOL....
When I was 19-20 I had a vision of a blonde young woman, very beautiful, standing at a cliff face looking back at a beautiful white house, rather
large, expensive.. and she wanted to jump, tears were on her face, looking back, looking down. That's where it ended at that time.
This has taken me 38 years to uncover/unravel but I have come to figure it out. With a little help from an outside person, who knows this stuff.
I was a young German girl in the late 1930's born into poverty in Germany named Hulda. I caught the eye of an older Colonel in the Nazi Regime whom
wanted to marry me, we did, his name was Hammet. When Germany was invaded by the American soldiers and the Nuremburg trials were to begin, I, as
Hulda, did everything I could to try and get my husband out of the country and into Switzerland, by doing something that absolutely enraged him, I
slept with American soldiers to deter their suspicions and keep them away from my husband.
This, Hammet could not tolerate, he was cruel to the staff of our home and encouraged me to be also, always letting me know that they were less than
human, americans too were less than human, this is when I ran from the house and wanted to die.
Things cleared up between us, he knew that he would be taken and arrested as the occupation of American and British troops had invaded fully, it was
only a matter of time, but, he was not a coward, to run to Switzerland. He poured me a cup of tea and waited, I fell over onto the table and he
scooped me up and placed me in the bed and he lay down behind me holding me and took the Cianide tablet also. We died together, he murdered me, and
The headaches question was answered, it is a horrible pain. When I met my husband in this life, he was studying German/german language program.
Knows four languages all together. I have a soul mate situation with my husband, who is in this life also older than me by 8 years, he owes me in
this lifetime and is trying to make ammends for this atrocity in the last life, karmic debt. As he felt he was the only "human" then, he was born
in another country who believes every human/animal etc., has the God Spark in them, and are worthy of respect. I happen to agree. Karma is very real.
And those debts will be payed through re-incarnation.
We both are drawn to German films sometimes. Old ways are hard to forget. And I, to German music and just discovering it. But, when the debt has
been payed, people sometimes move on and apart. I really no longer feel the need to visit Germany or anything else about it. The mystery had been
Thanks for reading. I'm glad someone made this thread OP. S&F