reply to post by dr treg
On the verge of going to sleep I will some times hear a voice or a sound that brings me back to awareness.
But then again I am able most the time to have visions at almost anytime I want, and just sort of walk into a dream.
I remember another time I was out in the astral and upon returning to my body I was not able to reenter it, I started to get a little frantic, then I
heard a woman's voice say my name "googolplex" and I was back in my body. If I had bothered to look I would of realized I had some how rolled over on
my side, during the night I knew this when I was back in my body.
Another time I was in bed and I noticed a hoof sticking out from under my bed, well I said oh crap and began to pull on the hoof it was my old friend
the Devil. As I pulled I was boggled with all my fears hitting me in my mind, as I then pulled even harder I realized then I had nothing to fear. It
was tough for a second there.
I am now troubled with fear again, fear of being alone, fear of not being around when other need me, not being able to save everyone else from their
own fears, not sure that it matters in the big picture. I believe in the end all are saved.
I seem lost, a bit now myself as I not able to see thru the veil, try as I might, I am given only tiny glimpses.
I have a brother the other day he had blood poisoning, he said the aliens had come, I saw him at the hospital, he thought he was in a space ship for
about 4 more days. I didn't know what to do so I astral projected to the hospital and talked to him for a long time, I was happy and surprised when
the next day he had his brain back. I don't know if I helped him if I did it wasn't enough because they still cut off his foot 2 weeks later.
This is a good one a week before my friend died, he wasn't sick. But he told me, he didn't think he had much longer, but he said "googolplex" I want
to tell you one thing I don't want anyone crying at my funeral, I said oh, Ok. He died a week later, I was at the funeral "crying" talking to his
father, I said as I was "crying" he told me something but I can't remember what it was. That just cracks me up.
I don't have voice tell me to do bad things, But it would bother me when machine's start talking to me. I was mowing the lawn on 9/10 a voice was
telling me all the all the bad things it was going to do, but I just let him talk. It was a guy that had something to do with I think cattle in Texas
Then when I was away for awhile (lockedup) these things, would talk to me all the time, but they would say don't tell anyone. But yea I was in real
prison when I got close to the bars of the main lock up, I could hear all kinds of moans and groans. I don't know if it's true, but is said you are on
differ t wave length in prison if you know what I mean.
So I was listening to the radio and there is a bunch of psychics on the radio, so I was laughing and I say, to myself, if yous are psychic's for real
say my name on the radio, well they start goiing "googolplex, googolplex, googolplex and so on. So this other guy walks in the room my bunkie, he says
what the heck are you listening too, I was freaked out because these dudes were chanting my name. Like they really read my mind.
But anyhow I don't know I'll let you know when I figure it out.
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