I don't remember too much about my childhood from the age of four to five. I remember I got pneumonia in one of my lungs and was in the hosptal for
two weeks. My dad always tells me, "that I liked to died;" and then he goes on about how my lung got scarred and I was never suppose to smoke a
cigerette and on and on and blah blah blah. (He is anti smoking, so the story about this episode in my life comes up frequently now that I am older
and if you've read any of my other threads, you would know I am not Anti-smoking. Quite the Opposite really.)
One memory I have around that time, Is something I have never forgotten, never understood, and have never ever spoken of or told anyone about until
now. I have thought about it some throughout the past 27 years, but I have never dwelled upon it, or researched it. In today' society, I think most
people would say it's insane, or that I imagined it, so I just decided I would never speak of it to anyone. But hear I am on ATS and I feel I can
finally tell my story and see if anyone out there has ever had an experience like this, or has any clues to what it might be?
It happened on a night around the age of five. I couldn't sleep, so I crawled in bed between my mom and dad and just lay there stareing out the window
very late into the night. A shadow appeared in the window shaped like a person. It did not scare me, but I said nothing and couldn't keep my eyes off
it. I don't know how many hours past, but it was a few. Then the shadow litterally flew thru the window and into my belly, which made my belly grumble
loud. A few minutes later my mom was up with me vomiting, and that morning the doctor said it was just the normal stomach virus.
I know this sounds crazy, but I KNOW WHAT I SAW, and What happened. I also know I decided not to ever speak about this to anyone, EVER. I am not
saying it was some alien abducting my body, or some evil spirit, or anything like that, cause I feel I am me. I am a bit different, and lord knows I
got flaws, but who doesn't! I can be moody, and have the occasional temper tantrum but all those things are human qualities we all experience. I
don't have any special abilities that I'm aware of, and god knows I have made and still make my fair share of mistakes. My boyfriend thinks I am very
unique, but every human is in thier own way!!
So Who, What, Why, and How are the questions and opinions I am searching for about this unusually thing that happened to me, The thing I can't get
outta my memories when I think back to my childhood, and like I said, have never spoken about until now?
edit on 20-1-2012 by Ops4Ops