posted on Jan, 17 2012 @ 08:11 PM
i am soooooooo much the same i battled it for about 5 years, but later i was diagnosed with a bunch of diseases so now i sit in the house more lol and
have been worrying about myself too going back ito my hole, i feel like hiding out, yet i feel like going out and changing the world at the same time,
just wish there werent people out there. but in a way i want to speak to them.
now im conflicted, I learned to control my feelings by learning about the processes of the brain of extroverts vs introverts, i read a book called the
introvert advantage, and the loners manifesto, theres nothing to be ashamed of. i dont use herbs or drinks but i think i might be leaning towards
some very unhealthy eating habits.... i fast throughout the day because of my chrons and it makes me weak, so just make sure to stay healthy, keep
doing it off and on dont over do it. learn how your mind works, test yourself... expand the possibilities! the world is yours you just have to learn
how to take it!
good luck sweetie, if you ever need to talk to someone feel free to msg been like this as lon as youve been alive lol