posted on Sep, 11 2004 @ 06:43 PM
I'll try to be as brief as I can, please bear with me...
Some five months ago I got into this whole ET thing, beyond more than a mild interest or hobby, and I began having open discussions with members of my
family, which were not received well.. My grandmother especially thought I was crazy, but then my family is very religious and conservative. I
expected their reactions, but I was interested and just wanted to talk to someone about it. Soon they started in with the jokes, and somehow it got to
the neighbors and some of the instructors in a school I'm in. I'm having trouble with this now.
Today I registered on this board after many months of trying to and encountering errors in your software. I've lurked in this particular forum for a
very, very long time. I wanted to be more outspoken here for one reason: because recently I believe I've been being abducted. This is not a joke.
The first occurence: It was on a day that my father and I had a financial disagreement and he stormed out of the house. I closed everything up, and
remained inside the house. About a week later he had not come back, and he calls to inform me that he's staying at his brother's and is helping with
some landscaping. A few more days pass, and I wake in the morning and oddly find myself wanting to sleep in longer, because I think somebody will be
in the kitchen (and I don't want to be bothered talking with them). This is when I realized that no one was in the house, because everyone besides my
father was on vacation and had no way of getting in without my father or myself, and my father had no way of getting in short of my personally letting
him in, which I had not done. So it confused me for a minute.
Then I stood up and felt a very sharp sting in the lower area of my calf on my right leg. I immediately reached for it like I'd been bitten by
something. I didn't see anything. When I sat down and really tried to look, I was surprised; I found three small holes (yes, holes) in an equal
triangular formation at about 4x4 inches. In the center of this formation, I had a deep kind of abrasion, as if my flesh had been scraped away,
literally speaking. The wounds were fresh, probably done only a few hours before I woke. I have a cat; no cat could have done this. I was very alarmed
and actually could not walk on the leg. I mostly stayed in bed for the rest of the day, and I want to point out: This took place.
The second occurence was on following night in which I know something happened again.. Because this time I was able to confirm it, because I woke up
in the midst of it. My eyes opened, and I felt like there was a person standing over me (intuition I suppose). I quickly tried to turn around, and I
actually caught something in the corner of my eye - somebody was in my bedroom, in a locked down house in the middle of the night, standing over top
of me. I was not able to turn completely around, because I was no longer able to move. The best I can describe it is as frozen in place, like a
frightened child. I had no control over myself, and I don't know why.
I don't feel like this was a dream, because I've had dreams in which I "wake up" while still actually dreaming, and this was not that.. I felt
conscious, like waking up and having to shift myself because something is cramping. I was definitely awake.
I heard a buzzing. It was very low in pitch, and I could feel the bass of it inside my chest (very loud). I then lost my vision and fell back
unconscious. The next morning I found these same abrasions however not in formations; they were above my elbows on my upper arms, and I was not able
to move my arms. This was serious. My arms were numb throughout most of the day, similar to the feeling of having slept on them if you know this
I did not jump to the conclusion that ET was doing this. I believed that somebody broke into my home while I slept and fooled with me. But I know my
father could not have been there, and I furthermore don't think he would do such things. The next day, he does call me and tells me he'll be back
later that night. And he comes back, and he's just shocked by what I tell him, and he sees the wounds and is further shocked, and he goes on to deny
having any involvement. From the conversation and the circumstances, I believe him. I'm guessing he thinks I did it to myself.
Weeks later I saw a physician (of course by this time everything had healed) ... I was casually told that I must have slept the wrong way or fell out
of bed in my sleep. I really don't think so. It has never happened to me before, and this does not explain the holes/punctures found in a triangular
formation at the base of my leg.
The main issue is this: I have been having nightmares or whatever you want to call them, reoccuring nightmares, of the same event or same basic event
- every other night to every night. I am being more than serious. I feel like I need to keep saying this.
Always it is the same scenario: I am in my home, it is late in the night, and I can see intruders, large people, roaming on my property, but I don't
feel threatened. I stand by and watch, and each of them will approach me, one by one in formation, and lean down into me (I am humble at 5'6") and
touch their eyes onto my forehead (that is what I said).
I feel (really feel) a kind of serenity and everything goes black... I have this dream almost every night. This is more significant to me than I can
express... Lately I have been waking to feel extremely exhausted. I find myself easily sleeping more than 14 hours a night, and I am now beginning to
take to sleeping during the day instead. It's like I'm having these recollections and I can't concentrate on anything else. I quit working for a
time... Nothing else in my life seems very important to me when I try to put this into perspective..
I think they are greys. I don't want to say this, but it's what I'm consistenly seeing. Some of them are greenish in tint... Most of them are grey.
They are 7' in height at least. Sometimes I'm wondering now whether I'm only dreaming this or if it's actually taking place, because it feels so
real. I have found no more of these markings on my body, but tonight, I know I will have this dream.. If not tonight, tomorrow. I am frankly scared to
see a professional about this because I don't want to end up in some institution.
What's more: I know someone is tapping my phone. For a long time I heard clicks and voices in the background of my calls. I asked my provider about
this and was at one point told, I quote, "your line was probably tapped and there's nothing we can do, I'm sorry." I wish I could say that these
people were just telling me what I wanted to hear, but I think they were being truthful.
It doesn't matter though, because I switched over to another company and it's still present. I had all the lines in and around my house re-wired.
Still present. And I bought new phones, and it's still going on.
I have never had things like this happen to me before, and I'm getting very paranoid and worried. I don't think this is all in my head. I am a very
rational person, but this is just what I've come to: I feel as though I was or am now currently being abducted by definite beings who are sentient
that appear to be greys, while someone has maybe taken an interest or is a part of it, likely my government, and is now monitoring my life. I don't
know if I'm really crazy or what...