reply to post by angelchemuel
"Things you have achieved for others....your "work" ....in which way?"
Just by subconciously inspiring people to do the right/good thing. Helping them change their ways, understand, planting the seed of knowledge which
will eventually lead to the creation of their own ideas (i.e. Inception style). Righting wrongs - felt very similar to Sam Beckett in Quantam
Leap!..... Had a few times where I feel I'm being bad or manipulative but am justifying it to myself as I have to hurt and challenge people a little,
to do what's right for them. People probably use the term "tough love".
" "harder to get with it"...I have decided to just 'go with the flow' and put the lethargy down to it being the winter months. By doing this
(call it playing a trick on myself psychologically!) I am finding I am achieving things I need to get done, albeit in snails pace, but at least I am
getting stuff done rather than not at all!"
I've not been legargic at all since the last set of posts and I've felt like tarzan swinging from one story to the next up until the last week or
so. My mind feels a little bit more scattergun these last few days - I can't tell if I'm procrastinating doing what I need to do, or whether I
should be waiting because that's what I need to do.
"Try not o sleep with the light on as it does affect our sleep...we wont achieve the deep sleep we need. I went through a couple of weeks wher I have
slept an inordinate ammount. Unheard of for mr where 6 hours suits me fine and I can survive on 4 hours quite happily normally. But the spate of 10-12
hours sleep I had in the first 2-3 weeks of January did my fruit in...I am still not back to my 'norm' but I am getting there. "
The light has actually helped me sleep through longer - but I'm not sure if that's good or bad? - I'd been recognising the need for keeping in the
light - an episode of the x-files about bugs that could only get you in the dark seems now to have deeper meaning - i also read someone's post about
the same episode on one of the posts about the Vostok drilling (again, reminisant of many films I'm familar with).
"The main reason I am replying is you bit about skills. What do you mean by same skills, and what are you drawn to learning?"
Still sounds a little strange, but possibly flying. Can't get that final scene of the Matrix out of my head where Neo takes off into the sky. "Learn
to Fly" - Foo Fighters....one of my favorite all time songs. Seems to have much deeper meaning - even with the band's name, and Dave Grohl's former
band Nirvana (calendar date coming up next week).
The whole "vision" thing is another one. I feel as though I should be able to see more - even whether I should be trying to sense things rather than
see things (i.e. keep my eyes covered).
I've an overall view of what's coming up soon - but not sure of the details. My life this last year has been very Matrix/Neo-esque - guess I'm just
another Neo/One/Individual ;o)
Got an odd draw towards boats too? Not sure if that's related or if it's something I have done in the past - feel very much at home driving a boat
(large or small)?
Any thoughts, much appreciated. ;o)
Cheers,
Paul
... I need some water. Going through it quickly the last few days. 
