Originally posted by stumpymaud
so many strange synchronicities. The energy is nothing new for me but the past few weeks it has certainly been ramping up. Please stop believing that
something bad is imminent - the anxious feeling is due to the processing of old negativity and the increase in different energies that we're not used
The wheat and gluten is puzzling me. I have also had to cut it out (weakness, pain, lethargy and low mood) and all have improved over the past six
weeks of gluten/corn free. In the past five weeks I have given up smoking and ramped up my meditation practice while trying to purify my thoughts.
This imperative to "clear" has been building for a while but it has certainly taken a step up particularly in the last week with the dreams of
reconciliation and fighting the last big demons.
I believe our battles, while being a worldwide phenomenon, are also private and individual.
I look forward to many more of this type post this year.
I'm not anxious at all, I'm uncertain of what's to come, but not anxious of it. The symptoms you are all suffering are identical to mine the last
12 month or so.
The way I have come to understand it is a virus or illness that will infect every one of us to put us out of balance as it has been on a limited scale
so far - a contagion if you will. This is already the case - you probably had a sickness or flu sometime before feeling run down - check any photo's
of yourself going back, changes under the eyes. Look at everyone's eyes - once you start paying attention, it's obvious.
The only way to overcome it and be ready will be to listen to your body and to put back in balance. Back to basics - paleo/caveman diet, water,
proteins meat and veg. You like I do will have the urge to "get away from it all" and find/goto your safe place. I'm not sure that is for recovery,
survival, full enlightenment, judgement - I can't tell.
Like all contagions though, you will only get rid of it by isolating yourself from others with it - your body knows this which is why you will be
urging yourself to get away from them - this may be married people, couples workplaces any any other relationships will break apart - The number of
single travellers off on holiday I saw at the weekend was remarkable.
There are a lot of winter 2012 theories and interpretations, some doomsday and some on spiritual enlightment, possibly both. I'm working, at present,
on the basis that the urge to get away to solitude, the change back to natural balance of our bodies (food, activity and rest) will allow our bodies
to recover natural balance as it began. We find our safe/chosen places (not sure if these are in solitude or shared between others) ready for December
2012. In the process of recovery and solitude, others like ourselves will become spiritually enlightened/attuned/energised. Those in balance will
continue on, those who aren't will not - Not sure how/where etc.
So many films (even some I thought were awful) are now striking so much resonance with what I'm feeling. The Matrix ("Wake Up", "Are you
sleeping?" etc.), Contagion, The Day the Earth Stood Still etc. Even "The Great Escape" - I feel that we're all imprisoned by our bodies and I've
somehow responsible for freeing the trapped so they can make their own journey to spirtual enlightment. The last season of Dexter was like a journey
through my own concious and unconcious thought and my own conflict between the science of nature and the religion/spirituality of nature and myself
(although I don't go around killing people ;o).
I feel mad talking/writing about these at the minute - my familiy and friends would have me locked up, but they at present seem to be ignoring the
obvious. I know I can't force them to do what is right for themselves, I can only guide them, but another theme that rings so true to me was "I'm
not going to be what I'm expected to be". Again, this was my feeling for months - trapped in things I knew I was doing, but didn't know why. I then
see the same phrase used on an advert for some aftershave, as if to emphasise the point.
I had thoughts of doing other things - I feel like a free spirit but am trapped in the social boundarys and restrictions of what I have been brought
up in to do and believe. I want to "do", not "own", although the second sometimes aids the first. The feelings and the messages are there for
people, they just have to pay attention and tune into them.
They, like me, may take a little time getting used to it, but it's liberating and dare I say exciting once you are "plugged in".