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Originally posted by exlibertateveritas
reply to post by ICEKOHLD
I feel you're about an energetic shift event happening. While I do believe in aether, metaphysics, other dimensions, and such(through a Christian lens), these kind of threads usually seem like bunk. However, I did feel odd energy moving through the waves of existence last night that makes a lot more sense after reading your op. Was it a warning to get safe and hang on?
Originally posted by ICEKOHLD
just going to throw some common "symptoms" in this post so that those who read it can see if they feel it, too. loss of appetite (still eating...but much less)...difficulty sleeping or requiring less sleep...vivid dreams and/or nightmares (dreams seem to be very prevalent factor in this energy)
edit on 1/8/12 by ICEKOHLD because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by SpiritualTerrier
Not slept well again either - Had the numb feelings too over the last month.
In terms of the depression/unhappyness....
Mine seemed to point to a job change too, but I've been drawn to freelance or short term work - I don't feel I want any roots so I can move quickly if I have too. I want to control and have responsibility for my own actions and health. I want to get away to this place I can visualize, but not know exactly where yet (Iknow possible country) or when I need to go there. The money I have saved seems important for something, but I don't know what.
The food was also triggering the amount/level of depression. Carbs and wheat (particularly Gluten) were causing my body greif - by cutting them out I feel happier, the depression has gone. My body wasn't thanking me for them.
Also trying to put pieces together. Another dream last night. I was on a cruise liner with others. I had so much energy on the boat, I was running and running and running around it. Boats have always given me energy, like I want a boat, or should have a boat.
There were very few people on it that came into focus or that were relevant. Of those that were, namely a set of blonde twins. I didn't see there faces but knew they were twins of significance to me.
I know I've been really hung up on a missed opportunity/relationship for years in terms of someone. She was a twin (and blonde) - I felt extremely relaxed and myself with her, whilst I'd be a shy guy in front of other women. I can't yet decide what is relevant and what is not. Twins keep playing a part in my life and thoughts - I don't know if I'm reading to much into them. the number of times I keep seeing the end of the world Noah's arch Lynx advert