It looks like you're using an Ad Blocker.

Please white-list or disable AboveTopSecret.com in your ad-blocking tool.

Thank you.

 

Some features of ATS will be disabled while you continue to use an ad-blocker.

 

Tell me....What is your Dark Side?

page: 9
13
<< 6  7  8    10  11  12 >>

log in

join
share:

posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 02:07 PM
link   
reply to post by Phenomium
 


i agree, some of the ideas i find soooooooooooo fascinating and dark and i can absolutely understand why some things are done in these movies, If i was to be a person in there i know i would be quite at home lol and thats unnerving in some way but also its just curiosity and the fact that we are all taught that these movies are great and were not allowed to do this in real life so obviously the next step is movies.




posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 02:31 PM
link   
i tried to make a nice long reply and i lost it due to my internet shutting down on me.

as you know already i have a dark side when it comes to serial killers and horror, now that i replied to a couple of your other replies...

This is a great topic I BECAME VERY EXCITED AND MADE A HUGE POST im so sad.

ive always had a huge interest in the dead and undead.
I became very active in photography which lead me to photo shopping and doing photo shoots making people look dead. long story short i was hired/volunteered for a couple of groups in town as official photographer and having all kinds of PR and fun doing what i loved.

It turned into a little more than a hobby. i made the biggest mistake someone could make and gave away too many secrets. How to do horror makeup applications and all that stuff, i had taught myself by using my sister as a guinea pig and one of these groups just took off without me after i told all of them how and what to do to be a successful zombie. our local zombie walk #ed me over.

i did a ton of pr for the other group who used my pictures as advertisements and that group, a group of pirates from the renaissance also FU(ked me over eventually.

in the meantime there were some good parts, i did some photo shoots that were very successful but i made another mistake of trying to turn this into a profession. Did some shoots that were normal and it really ruined the experience for me.

i went back to doing shoots for bands instead of normal people but it wasn't gory enough for me, and they don't pay well, or at all in some cases. lame

so i tried to sell some of my dark art pieces and had no idea how to get into that and failed as well

currently im just a twisted individual that has given up on the camera, whose house looks like a pirate/dungeon i use my Halloween decorations and such all year long. its an obsession and way of life.

i cant let too many normal people visit. one time i let a drunk neighbor in and she thought i was a witch LMAO

so i tried my hand at decorating, didnt work out too well, my style is awesome but its sooooooooo impossible to get my style without going to all the after Halloween sales, antique stores, and random collecting. i also have a lot of donated antiquities that people are just like omg she would love this...

in the future i am so obsessed im going to make the outside of my house look old and run down like a creepy cabin, i live next to a lake so my pirate flag flys high. anyone that comes in here know they are in the dark side immediately but mixing it with the pirate/horror/ renaissance, and antiques they look at it more now as a museum than a witch house...

unfortunately it takes money to do all this, so ive slowed way down, am depressed because of it, have a ton of bills that are piling up because im bankrupt but cant afford bankruptcy so in a way its good that nothing i have is normal because its not like they are going to get anything for a clay skull if they take my # or a cat eaten picture of skulls with a cooked frame ect.

lol

a collection of death, past, failed businesses, pets, and oddness.

im a true freak who is disabled and on over 7000 of medication a year whos lost the motivation for their darkness and really really misses it. it scares me that i may in the future be willing to give it all up to have my darkness back, and my motivation for dark things. i miss it sooooo much.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 02:36 PM
link   
reply to post by Phenomium
 


u keep proving ur standard inferiority, writing long sentences that dont say anything, keep repeating objectively the random proof about u
u go seek other forums that offer to ur expressions more opportunities to pretend being a writer from typing posts about ur everyday verb mouth, philosophy and metaphysics is the reason of that wording reality living space it is not a lie as u want

anyway what u think about me doesnt matter here at all, while u keep making it ur whole point proving how all ur ways is out of place

and the fact that i speak absolutely and that u dont speak at all but use others or words as speaking pretense, make u look clearly a negative thing will and u may enjoy serial movies and horror shows as u want, but the fact that a negative thing is the most objective inferior rejected everywhere, u cant feel embarassed bc it is u

as me too i dont care how my sentences look as long as it is clearly mine expression, but the difference is absolute objective perspective result in looking at both



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 02:45 PM
link   

Originally posted by diamondsmith
And I thought that high thinking can go more then this,a simple question is for everybody,wow,so I am FBI,CIA and a ten old girl that play with the keyboard.

Double posting of the same response.
It all makes sense now, diamondsmith is a simple 1-liner bot.

I can't wait for the 1-line response from this post.
Hey maybe he will shock us all with an amazing 2-line response. LOL



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 02:57 PM
link   
You are crazy if you think I'm going to share my dark side with you. I'm aware of it, I know why it's there and that is how it will remain. Not all things are meant to be brought out into the light, let alone brought out into the light for a bunch of internet strangers across the world to see and scoff at! I can't imagine not many people want to open themselves up for that sort of ridicule and embarrassment.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 03:18 PM
link   
reply to post by N3v3rmor3
 
I love your post and your sincerity it really move me,you are an angel by comparison with many others that have done a lot of wrong on this planet,and they are many,think and have an active mind,the important thing you must never forget is that you are not alone.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 03:25 PM
link   
reply to post by MaMaa
 



a bunch of internet strangers
I don't think it's like that .there many good people as many bad people,but also T&C,so you are safe from many points of view,there is no brushwood forest,sometimes emotions are gather,and people feel empahty and compassion for one person as much as there ca be, and it is a lot.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 03:27 PM
link   
I love seduction and i seem to run from god all the time now..for reasons i will not state...lol



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 03:31 PM
link   
reply to post by eeks4
 



seem to run from god all the time now
Then you have a white side,that it's not a bad thing.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 03:34 PM
link   
reply to post by diamondsmith
 


Yes i love the lord Jesus so so much...but some things i can not talk about...i love people,i love to give,i love to be loved, i love to forgive, i love to feed the poor, i love to have the bible in my life and to worship, so much white in my life just can no longer fulfill it now...

Please dont ask why cause you wouldn't believe...



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 03:50 PM
link   
reply to post by eeks4
 



Please dont ask why cause you wouldn't believe...
Don't worry,I am not asking you,so please don't tell.it's ok.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 03:53 PM
link   
I never really had a Dark Side until last April.

My other half has had an eating disorder since I met her. Although this was a common occurrence in her life well before me, I believed it could be treated. So I spent a hell of a lot of money sending her to London to get treated in a well known hospital that has experience and the know how for her to conquer this demon.

Little did I know... That when she was participating in psychotherapy something came out. A reason she had developed this affliction. Her father abused her... The same SOB who I befriended and trusted since we got together. I couldn't understand why she wouldn't tell me but I did persuade her it had to be dealt with... All cards must be shown towards telling her family. Through this the therapist and I believed it would show the reasons why she acted the way she did before me and throughout our rocky relationship... Before she went to the police.

I always see the good in people... And I seen potential in her. So when the moment arrived, which I was at work... They turned on her... In OUR home with our 4 year old son within ear-shot. Naturally I became angry whenever I came home... Told her family straight... "There is a line down the middle. And it feels like we are on one side and you guys are on the other. If you want to play it like that... That is no problem to me but do not expect to come crawling back when the SOB is behind bars."

Like all things they chose to side with a multiple rapist and paedophile. Shortly after he took off for Cambodia and for 6 months we became the subject of ridicule and torture from every last one of them. They prevented my other half from seeing her grandmother until a day or two before her death. They attacked her. They sent social services to the door with wild allegations of what I do to my son. The police did what they could and restraining orders were as useful as blank paper.

For the next fortnight I questioned my own sanity. Hearing voices telling me to do stuff. I ignored it all to try and focus on work and to make home life as easy as possible for us. It became too much... Between threats, texts, abusive phone calls, name calling on the street... I couldn't take much more. I felt sheer violent anger spilling out everywhere. I was sent home early from work on numerous occassions during this period due to spiteful remarks I was sending out to everyone who pissed me off. This was not me... Then it happened.

I woke up around 3:46am one night, got dressed and took the car keys. I drove to her fathers home and the desire to do damage was intense... I smashed up her fathers BMW outside their home and burnt out her fathers office. I went back home and went to bed. Two days later I almost tried to mow down her mother when she flipped me off crossing the street in the local village, in the local supermarket I tried to attack her brother. To say I was uncontrollable was an understatement. The police cautioned me... Hauled me off to jail... Then let me go due to lack of evidence. But I made damn sure to her family who did it! As far as I know... They all scuppered after he killed himself.

Everyone has a Dark Side. It just takes something to bring it forward.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 04:15 PM
link   
A part of my darkside is that I register with multiple user names on forums so I can cause arguments by presenting differing view points.

If I get bored, I will actually argue with myself.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 04:24 PM
link   
reply to post by Xcellante
 


i think i like ur style of writing do u have another story like that? lol it is just that usually i cant focus much on life details u know he did that and turn this blablabla so i enjoy when it happen that i can follow in reading it all

r u a writer?



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 04:28 PM
link   
My afterlife plan is to inject rumination infinity loops into the eternal "minds" of passed people who made a practice of hurting people during their corporeal development stages (lives). One quick twist, and they're in hell forever.

So many predators of so many variations, and most of them will continue their predatory ways into the afterlife. And then there are the freaks that have manufactured their own malignant versions of heaven on that side - complete with their lakes of fire and whatever else will get them and their kind off. Yeah, ripping the forevers to shred on those bastards is a pretty dark notion, but someone has to do it. Someone has to be the king of hell.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 04:38 PM
link   
reply to post by idmonster
 



I register with multiple user names on forums
That is not a dark side but rather very usual,but this way it's very hard to manage all accounts you have.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 04:46 PM
link   

Originally posted by diamondsmith
reply to post by chr0naut
 



was building components of nuclear cruise missiles,
That is not a dark side that is a job,and maybe you perceive as dark side because you are good person.



My darkside is the fear of change and personal greed/need which kept me doing something that is totally morally reprehensible. Now I am older I see it as my moral duty to stand against such acts.

"All that is necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing": Edmund Burke.
edit on 8/1/2012 by chr0naut because: (no reason given)



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 04:48 PM
link   

Originally posted by diamondsmith
reply to post by Ozvaldo
 



This thread = OP being very bored, and deciding to play word games with everyone. Which = LAME
Then why are you contributing?



It's not a contribution, its a fact. And I deserve the right to state that fact after I wasted my time reading your asinine replies to everyone.

Have a great day.



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 04:53 PM
link   
dark side hmmm?

well my name is luke, so im half-sith to begin with, I deserve a spaceship.

I feel like the world should have spartan philisophy.

kill the weak babies at birth, and kill the old fart when they are too weak, throw them in a ravine or something just like in 300.

i also had many experience with demons, and the funny thing is they were scared of me, that hellish-furless-demon-cat i saw on me that woke me up, got so afraid he vanished in smoke in front of me, that was something, but why was he scared? is the eternal question

I also hate bullies, we should all kill em, dont derserve to live if they want to make people suffer

I also like the view on a battlefield after the war is over, tons of corpse, guts, blood, burning stuff all over the place.

I also hate the richest people on this planet who keep and hide all the new technology from us. I have seen many UFO that i have no idea if they are from outer space or from our planet, but if they are from this planet, i want one, thse faggets who control em should share or die.

I also hate people who are slow on highways, and keep the left, GTFO... and they are upset when you pass em from the right side, zomg #ing tard gtfo of my highway



posted on Jan, 8 2012 @ 05:13 PM
link   
Ummm I watch porn and browse /b/ thats about as "dark" as my life gets



new topics

top topics



 
13
<< 6  7  8    10  11  12 >>

log in

join