Originally posted by diamondsmith
reply to post by hadriana
My dark side is so dark that I wouldn't dare do it if I thought I could get by with it, because it's so freaking dark I KNOW it's wrong.
Tell me more...
That's it......right there. I've noticed by way of many of your other posts that you are going through a phase to figure out who YOU are. You've
said on different occaisions that you're trying to figure yourself out. And that's good. Many people don't care about themselves enough to even get
to that point. So bravo to you for that. If you're a man, that's commendable. If you're a woman, that's sexy as hell. And commendable.
So what you do is glean information from other people. (Tell me more.....) You bounce ideas and feelings from other people onto your wall to see if
something sticks. And if it does, if it makes sense to you, you make it more of a part of you. And that's alright. Growing up I did the same thing.
Only I didn't do it with people, I did it with songs. That's why, to this day, I have a rock-n-roll attitude about many things.
On the surface, people might think you're a taker because of what you do. That THAT is YOUR dark side. You want information but you don't give any
in return. But what they don't realize is that in your case, at least this is the way it SEEMS, you simply don't have any information to give. But
someting tells me that in this case you do. If I'm right about all this so far, then you are a person who is considered to have control issues. If a
person can't control themselves by way of knowing themselves, they're going to have to control something or somebody else. No one likes to feel
helpless or powerless. So if YOU have a dark side, that's probably what it is. Control. You're probably in a professional position where you can
control other people.
Why did I just say all that? To show you MY dark side. I have an uncanny ability to see through other people and try to help them if they ask for it.
The thing is, sometimes I get impatient and try to pull them out of the dark before they're ready. I guess it's because I spent so much of my life
in the dark, shut off from other people because I was afraid of them, that I know how it feels and don't want them to feel the same way. Women
especially.
Anyway, let's ligten the mood a bit, shall we?
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