posted on Jan, 5 2012 @ 01:59 PM
I am a walking drain of energy. Constantly, every day, love is bottled up in my soul and is taken from me. No matter how happy you are, if someone
takes you love from your maliciously then you can't feel a happiness at the time they take it. When is the world going to figure out that love means
happiness and that happiness is peace? When is the world going to learn that they are good things instead of arguing what good really is?
They are malicious. They crave to steal love from individuals. It pleases them to steal love from a person's soul. It makes them happy to put
someone down. Thank you, for making me crazy. Thank you for making me feel that the world doesn't want me. It's not darn true.
So when my love is taken from me and my soul is filled with grief, how can I not want to be loved? How can I not need someone's touch from within my
soul. If you are suggesting taking a pill that cancels out emotions, than you have been mistaken that mood stablizers are common, you are mistaken
that people do not understand emotions and they don't understand psychology.
That is why the world is the way it is today. When I step out that door in 5 minutes I am going to be thinking to show the people out there that I am
seperate, focused, and different. For one thing I am not scared to talk to them. I have to show you because too many people simply have it wrong.