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i am lost for words. i don't think i want to live on this planet anymore.

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posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 04:33 PM
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Yay, a fellow artist!
I had a feeling you were creative. I've observed a link between people who feel this way about the world, and having an artistic side. It's a pleasure to find inspiration for that painting from your words!!! I can definitely send you the file. I'm happy you like it. I'll have to do it later, though, because the computer that it's on is being occupied right now, lol.

Wow, 21, and you're eyes are wide open. That's awesome! I'm 26 and have had these feelings since I was a child. That something's not right with how everything is done on this planet.

Don't feel guilty. Just do what you can from the position you're in right now. I've had so many soul sucking jobs over the years, just so I could make enough to get by, but it is what it is. I've never had the motivation to spend my energy figuring out how to make a lot of money. I've lived in my car, and been homeless a few times also. It was actually the most free I've ever felt in my life. Art, music, and the internet have been my lifesavers in this crazy world.

Thank you for posting those videos!!! Both are awesome, though the first one was a little loud, lol. I still like it, and will keep them in my youtube faves for later viewing. I looked up the lyrics, and they are really relevant!
Feel free to post more!!!




posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 05:41 PM
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WHAT IF?

What if there is a purpose, even to our suffering and we just can't see it or know it yet? Maybe it is necessary. Maybe we need to hang in there through it all thick and thin no matter what until our end.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 06:14 PM
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That which doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

RV, hang in there. Times are a changing, and we need people like you who see the injustice to help the rest of us make it through.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 06:33 PM
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Strange I caught this post. I haven't been on ATS in a few days and also have not made any introduction or posts since I started watching the site over 2 years ago. Most it sounds like 13 year olds bitching and whining about things. For the past few weeks I REALLY feel the need to get off this planet. I'm not going to write pages about it in depth but for the most part I'm finding it extremely difficult in associating with anyone else but my close friends. If I'm lucky enough to find a way onto a better Class M planet, I'll let you know...



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 06:35 PM
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Originally posted by RickyVelveeta
9/11 was an inside job. if you consider yourself a functioning human being you will agree. i mean really, believing otherwise is not even a valid educated opinion these days; so if you're in that camp don't bother reading on.


I stopped reading here as you said and also because I just can't agree with your silly opinion.

Functioning human beings with valid, educated opinions will realise that it was NOT an inside job and that the fantasy of it being such is (as I pointed out many times but keep having posts removed by the clearly illogical staff here on ATS) merely a strange coping mechanism because you can't handle the events of that day.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 06:40 PM
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Originally posted by GypsyHeart
Yay, a fellow artist!
I had a feeling you were creative. I've observed a link between people who feel this way about the world, and having an artistic side.


Same here, I've always been an extremely artistic person who writes novels and short stories, draws, writes and performs music and plays on several instruments and have always felt like I don't belong on this planet and would rather be elsewhere where there may be intelligent people to converse with.

What I don't agree with (and one of many reasons I feel there are no intelligent people on this planet any more) are the silly "9/11 was an inside job" claims.

Does that change me as a multi-talented artist, writer and musician? Not at all.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 07:11 PM
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I hear and read about so many people upset about all this bull$hit going on lately. What I never actually hear or read from these same people is, What can I do about it? Im happy to see someone that does want to change things for the good and willing to step up. Id suggest starting a petition against US foreign policies maybe? Im not sure what to call it but itd be to limit military options on foreign soil. It seems useless when youre up against such powerful @**holes but it definately seems like the logical first step. Id sign it, and Im positive that just about anyone else with a soul/morals would too. The US isnt a global mediator or the global nuclear guard dog. Since Im pretty sure Iran already has nukes and that means any middle eastern terrorist organizations that get pissed off will have them soon too. That said, should we as a nation really be focused on war and not compromise? I sure as hell dont want to be 40 yrs old someday while my kids are at school having bomb drills or having recess with gas masks on. My opinion on everthing these days is that no one, not the president or any politician, knows what the hell theyre doing. The few that do are just orchestrating their plan from behind closed doors while everyone else sits at home and watches the fake news or is given titles like congressman or president so these people with their titles, and everyone who voted for them, think that someone is in control that they voted for. The change thats coming is coming reguardless. Its up to us to make it for the good or sit back and get raped. I always try to keep in mind that democrats and republicans are just two sides to the same coin in a greedy mans pocket. Since everything has been about money for some time now, maybe looking at the elite as a corrupt casino would be smarter. The house always wins, so just dont play their games and they WILL get the message.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 08:45 PM
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Originally posted by Char-Lee
reply to post by RickyVelveeta
 

WHAT IF?

What if there is a purpose, even to our suffering and we just can't see it or know it yet? Maybe it is necessary. Maybe we need to hang in there through it all thick and thin no matter what until our end.





I am more of the belief that we did at one time have a purpose, and were abandoned as a race and left without any kind of instruction or guidelines and just continued to breed. Humans have no more purpose on earth than rats, the only thing we have is the capacity for advanced intelligence which is crippled by a hideously flawed and ultimately selfish psyche. We are like powerful computers being controlled by somebody who doesn't understand the default language setting. There is an ultimate purpose and a higher level, but we just aren't ready to be a part of it yet. I feel like I am, but hey I can't really do anything about it so I just going to keep attempting to enjoy my time on this earth by doing what I love: being rad, expanding my mind, creating music and antagonizing Christians by being better at life than them.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 09:09 PM
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Originally posted by Seektruthalways1
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What you are experiencing in my opinion is the real world for what it is. You are now feeling how wicked a screwed up so many things are. You hav realized there has to be an end to this, and you are on your way thinking about death, and the afterlife, if you believe in it.

For myself, I welcome the life after death, because it was way better than here. Im speaking of everlasting life, not everlasting punishment and torment and emptiness. I seriously think you should reconsider your search for your purpose in life. I dont need to explain my beliefs to you, because you will discover on your own. But Yahuwah is the true Heavenly Father, and Yahuwshuwah is the only Name of the Begotten Son of Alahym. All the religions out here are fighting for turf, and this ministry the followers of the Way dont fight for turf. We are not a cult, or some man made currupted religion. We dont recruit and if anyone does disagree with what we say, get out. Christians are a cult as like any religion out here, as I broke away from Christianity and have family ties that are threatening my life and my brothers for leaving.

So think about what you are looking forward to. You want to believe we dissapear into nothing after death? You want to believe that there is a everlasting life or everlasting punishment? I think its time for you to seriously find out what your belief is, because the world is in confusion, and these last days are not getting better.


Everything is a cult, including whatever it is you joined. Ain't nobody innocent. I don't follow religion, i follow Jesus and not the one represented by the catholic church with the long fabulous hair and the white skin and blue eyes. Thats Saturn, not Jesus.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 09:34 PM
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so you mean the metaphorical jesus that just serves as good a model to live by? i wasn't aware jesus existed anywhere outside of the storybook. i'm confused by this.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 09:42 PM
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Originally posted by ThisFalseReality
We are about to win the fight. Hang in there, their time is short. We will soon live in a revitalized world, free of tyrannical rule. There is a new hidden force at hand, and they rival those we see in power today. They are for the light, and wont let things get too far out of hand, as they are currently planning to strike and cast them out of power. They will act as soon as necessary, but are waiting for the best timing. There is more hope now than ever, trust me.

I really hope you're right.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 11:16 PM
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Guess what? We don;t want you on our planet, either. And, please take some of these freaks with you I couldn't be more tired of you whiny bitches.



posted on Dec, 26 2011 @ 11:29 PM
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Originally posted by RickyVelveeta
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so you mean the metaphorical jesus that just serves as good a model to live by? i wasn't aware jesus existed anywhere outside of the storybook. i'm confused by this.


Call him what you will, whatever floats your boat. There's truth in every story, its up to you to figure it out.



posted on Dec, 27 2011 @ 01:05 AM
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Everything I always wanted to hear from an United Stater, finally! It's like I met you in a dream, talked about all my points of view on what the world is turning into and you just replied back to me right here. Yes, I see the world governments arranging every thing for a major next world war, and it's probably going to start with Iran. Believe me, the U.S economy runs on war and seeing how bad it is lately, it won't take long, I believe no more than two years to start a new war. But if this war really happens, you can expect that some serious sh*(*@ will happen. If this starts to unfold, I'll start saving food and then make an underground shelter. People say the world is a beautiful place, it is...but when this war happens it will be a bunch a radioactive zombies. Just like in the movies. Hope it never happens though. But I liked your post very much and I agree with you. The news is really mind destructive and ever since I've stopped watching them, I feel much better and am able to think clearer. It's really hard to get some people off it, their brains are so trained and used to the brainwashing that they can't leave this system of alienation all of the sudden. It takes time. We have to talk to people and try to show them how 9/11 was fake and an inside job and how the governments seem to be acting with secret societies to control us all. From deep underground military bases to animal/human experiments, we live in a f**@#( up world. It's beautiful, but seriously messed up, and if we, the minority don't get together and do something, soon we all will probably become ashes so time's up! Actually, the world has 7 billion people, but that's no problem. With a new epidemic, famine and war will be able to erase most of the world's population in a blink of an eye. Time to act! Thanks for posting good and organized ideas.



posted on Dec, 27 2011 @ 01:11 AM
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yh you have got me thinking, is there any chance that they could say that 9/11 was a inside job and that it was planned by a us citizen. that would be ironic everybody would be labeled terrorist



posted on Dec, 27 2011 @ 09:52 PM
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I agree with the op's sentiment. sometimes i feel like this world is hopeless and not able to be saved. thank god for the helpful good people in this world that make this world feel more livable!!!



posted on Dec, 28 2011 @ 03:43 AM
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When you agree that 9/11 is an inside job, then you might also realize that a few of the "Conspiracy theories" have a lot of data to back them up and are actually facts being covered up or silenced in the media... you may start freaking out about how humanity has turned out.

A few are spreading many lies, deaths, and more atrocities.... and I cannot understand why (for 'Power' really?!)

If you don't want to live here you are falling under their control. Instead you must love, cherish, and make your life fuller etc. :-)



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