I would like to direct this question/message to all those who are in the spiritual transformation stage.
First of all I would just like to inform you that I have been practicing meditation over the past few weeks, and last night was the first time I felt
as if I had a response of some sort from a higher power / spiritual entity.
This is how it went:
I got into bed quite late for a work night, around midnight time and recently I have been listening to relaxing audio tapes whilst going to sleep.
Whilst these audio tapes play I like to consciously clear my mind of all thought. Once I feel I have done this, I start to meditate, now in order to
keep my chakras close to and within me, I sit in the standard triangular position.
Once I have achieved this relaxing state of mind and physicality, I like to attempt to communicate with higher powers, and consciously receive the
power that comes from the cosmos and everything around us. Usually I will make long, consistent low-key hums such as Ohm & Uhm.
I then started to say to myself that I would like to be given the opportunity so speak to a higher power, so I can assist with the transformation of
our planet in the coming time.
I first began to feel tingling in my toes, and then I tried to push the energy from my toes, higher up my body, it traveled all the way up my legs,
and then onto my chest area and finally into my brain. The only way I can describe this feeling is that I felt as if every muscle in the body was
being constantly exercised, creating a pulsing wave of energy throughout my body. I felt that I had become much heavier, but this was a very warm and
Then, I opened my eyes, I did not have a light turned on, only the back-light of my laptop slightly illuminating the room - I began to focus on the
back wall of my bedroom and seemingly out of nowhere I began to see purple stars, which then began to form a purple shape (I will sketch a small
drawing of the shape shortly, however this is closest thing I can relate it to:
The shape began to grow, rapidly I might add, and it felt as if it was getting closer and closer to myself.. to the point where the pattern
practically engulfed me, almost like an aura of some sort.
Whilst all this was happening I was now allowing myself to be frightened, but to embrace whatever form of energy this shape was taking. I sat very
still, eyes wide open, and then the purple began to fade away.. ever so slowly. After this experience I felt as if something very special had just
occurred that I should cherish the moment for what it was.
I would have to estimate that this experience lasted for around three to five minutes - until the purple faded anyway.
After all of this took place, for some reason.. I felt very vulnerable and apprehensive as to whether I want to try any of this again.. but also a
great sense of knowing, I could
I'm not going to lie, I was scared. More scared than I have felt in a very very long time.
So here is my question brothers and sisters, have any of you attempted to contact a divine or higher power before? If so can you relate to my horribly
written story (I find it quite difficult to create flow whilst I am writing and end up throwing everything in to one jumbled wall of text).
If not, can anybody shed some light on what may have happened last night?
I would really like to hear from others who have shared similar experiences and how it has affected them long and short term.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, I welcome all positive responses
Peace, Love and Harmony to all that walk this beautiful planet Earth.
edit on 13/12/2011 by SativaDub because: (no reason given)