Hello fellow ATSers,
I am Calnorak. I have a birth name, but I won't be posting that.
The name Calnorak was given to me telepathically when I was really young (I don't remember the age or year), It was pre internet (for me, sometime in
the 80's) Anyone else had that experience, been given a name telepathically? I have not had any communication with what ever told me that name since
then and am not sure why, but I know deep down this is my identity.
I can't prove this to anyone and I won't even try.
Further on with the introduction. I am a father and a husband and work for a major online retailer. (I won't say as I try to keep as much personally
identifiable info as I can for safety(paranoia?) reasons).
I like a good conspiracy, sometimes if it sounds good I don't even try to poke holes in it. (this doesn't mean I necessarily believe it 100%, it
just means its a good story and I like it, like the Ancient Alien Theory).
I can say I haven't seen an et/ebe and remember it, although I did see an object when I was younger.
Mid 80's, Yelm, WA. (Nisqually Pines) Saw a light move from right outside the window out for a bit. I can describe the light like one of those
spotlights except it went straight down. This giant object (I think it was metal, I saw lines like parts were fitted together) slowly moved away from
the trailer towards the back, then stopped (don't remember the distance but it was almost to the end of the half acre lot we had) Once it stopped my
mind thought of the helicopters and f-whatever jets that flew by, this was not one of those and it was silent. At this point I had sheer terror feel
through me and I pushed my bed away from the wall and pulled the mattress over and held the kittens we had. It was night time when the thing came
over, also as an adult I know I could throw a rock at it, it was that close (like just over the trees). I remember it felt like about an hour then all
of a sudden it was day time and my dad was getting ready for work.
What was really odd was that I didn't remember remembering this till recently. In fact I had seen many ufo/alien vids and they didn't phase me, then
one just triggered the memory and certain pics of grays give me the creeps/ I feel the terror sometimes.
Beyond that, I love the zombie survivalist thread that started back in like 06 and people keeping it undead
I am a person that is working towards becoming as self sufficient as possible. I am currently working on building up the SHTF/Zombie apocalypse
scenario and hope it isn't too soon (the SHTF, I seriously doubt the Zday will happen, but man is it a fun subject
Since finding this gem of a site (recently anyways, Ive stumbled here before) Ive been lurking. It is my newest habit