reply to post by CAELENIUM
You seriously abstain at all times ? Do you channel ? Personally, any time I practice I Abstain from vain, violence, sex( both with others and myself
) the last 3 days I fast, the last 2 I do not sleep, the last 2 hrs leading up to my ritual I meditate in a dark quiet place before beginning my
circle. I personally do not worship " God " I have never believed in the cristian/catholic ideology, nor jesus. My entire life, neither praying to
god nor jesus has done me any good. It's actually brought me great misfortune I am one of the " other people. " A descendant or a race far more
ancient than man. Abstaining from all pleasures is key to most ritualistic magic. ( at least in my experience, and I've had more than great success.)
I how ever also believe in a balance, which I find absolutely necessary to maintain sanity and well life ha ha.
So you seriously Abstain constantly. How do you live ? Are you not in constant inner turmoil ? I would think your natural desires and emotions would
taint your practice. I'm more than curious. Angels, are not always perfect themselves, so I find it odd you focus so intently on Angels, when they
themselves are very intent on Leaving everything to be as it is. I've had in many situations Angels simply tell me, It is what it is and basically
say deal. " Ahh you'll get over it life's tough. " I personally live by the law of 3. Everything you put out negative or positive will come back
to you, and Angels, demons and gods alike all have a price. So as much as I do full heartedly believe the OP has found something that works as it's
supposed to just because you get something from the demons, does not mean it's free. Demons, may accept your target as payment but it's entirely up
to them and in my experience they really could care less to hurt you, but if you have children or a loved one now or in your future that may be their
price so be wary OP. You may not realize what you've done for 50 years but it will come back to you. Most likely when you will suffer the most. Even
Angels will respect your deal when it's done, and unfortunately magic doesn't come with contracts or fine print ha ha. Compassion and prayer will
not do a damn thing, so don't waste your time. In fact I'm pretty sure All your lovely religious texts have bold print telling you to do otherwise
anyways. Unless you like the Idea of paying for him, I'd take my advice. The spirits of the Universe exist in constant, now, yesterday, tomorrow and
forever. Think of your life as an aisle in the supermarket, stocked with all your experiences and loved ones probably best not to let them in your
aisle and sometimes association is a bright open for the picking sign. Your twisted bibles and holy writings don't tell you much other than don't,
so I'm telling you why. After all ignorance is bliss, and " God " reserves the write to let them have you just as much as they have the power to
There are much greater powers than god himself, and much greater suffering than life. I'd say most of you have oh, I'd say at least 40 years before
you have to worry or pay up for any of this, but it's never a bad thing to go over your debt. Ha ha ha, anyone who is interested in anything to do
with Demons, Angels or Magic from simple spells like prayer to deeply involved rituals involving many days I'd be more than happy to answer any
questions and provide real experience you won't find in any writings I'm sure both myself, and CAELENIUM can help you in any way we can. Oh and OP,
Ramle. You're far too young to be giving away so many souls you hold dear to be meddling with Demons, how ever I feel there isn't anything I can
really tell you now. I'm sure you'll come to understand things very soon. I only hope they go peacefully, and your suffering doesn't lead to more
loss. Please, understand what you will be taught. Hate, pain and suffering will only lead to more hate and pain and suffering. Everyone must learn the
necessity of balance, we are not creatures of singularity, we are born from 2 and in life we must understand everything is governed the same way.
Light and Dark play equal parts in all aspects of life.
CAELENIUM I'm going to friend you.
Ramle, you'll get yours, no man is above suffering.