No matter how much 'you want to go home', no matter how much you hope you are different, you are a human being, just like the rest of the other
people on planet earth. This IS, home. The only thing that makes you 'feel' different, is because you have awaken.
Before we were born, our spirits were given a choice. We MADE the choice to be born - HERE. We witnessed that there is only ONE God. Whatever we have
chosen in life, has long been known in the Akashic Record. That's why some of us, experience Deja Vu. The feeling, that 'this has happened before'.
But as soon as we 'signed the agreement', our memories were erased. We would remember nothing.
However, some people were born with very vague and distant memories. Since they are children, they will seem to be 'different' from others.
Different, in a way that, at a very young age, they have recognized that there is A GOD. This is a sign, that there IS a God. And that there is only
ONE GOD. They speak with God. They will have monologues with God. They will pray to God, at a time, when they themselves don't even know what praying
They will be quiet people, always observing more than participating. Most of them show a high intelligence, even at a very young age (some of them are
very wise and mature for their age). They have a high sense of sensitivity. At a very young age, they will not be able to fathom how this world
works.They won't be able to understand - why this world runs as it is. They won't be able to get along. They will feel awkward around people. In
extreme cases, they will go far, where they don't have to be in contact with any human beings. The lucky (?) ones, will be able to pretend (or not)
or adapt to their surroundings.
Some of these people, will have a calling. Means, they will feel as if something is calling them out to go somewhere, do something - it's just that,
they don't know who or what is calling them out, and go where, and do what.
So how do you fix this feelings of wanting to go home? You don't. First, you need to accept the fact that this IS home. Then, you need to know who
you are, who is your God, and then only, figure out what your mission is. If you still don't know what your mission is, then maybe the 'event' is
not near yet, or has not happened. When the event is near, or when the event is happening, AND, if you are STILL ALIVE BY THEN, you WILL know what it
is you were meant to do - you will finally know WHY you are who and what you are.
If you can accept the fact that this IS home (well, before we ALL go 'home', anyway), that is a start.
However, if you feel that whatever I said above is crap, that is your choice. We always have a choice. We will ALWAYS be choosing. In fact, we have
ALREADY made a choice. We just didn't realize it yet.
Because you didn't come here to make the choice. You've already made it. You're here to try to understand why you made it. ~ The Oracle