yes, I understand a skeptic mind. Even though all the things i have seen, I am still skeptic of a lot of the stories i read. I have to ask myself if that is fair, but a lot of them just sound weird to me.

I have tried going through "legal aid" which is a government provided thing... for different reasons over the years. this was one and another was for a medical issue for a friend of mine and it's always the same run around. You wind up talking to a referral service. I think some areas have more public aid available that other places do in the states. For example, i actually talked to a legal aid attorney many years ago about another matter and he said he could help me and actually showed up in court for me. He said that he could get my medical records for me because I was having trouble doing that. He never got them. he never did anything but show up in court so he could sign the paper that said he did so. That was in another state.

it seems in this state, you can't even talk to one.
It seems you have to be incarcerated or something to get a public layer.

there are private attorneys who charge nothing until you get paid but if this could turn into a criminal thing, then there wouldn't be anything like that.... and first, you have to get them to take the case. In my case, they would be going up against many other well paid attorneys and would likely not want to even TOUCH the case, because of the only example of evidence that is there is geared mainly at a few people who don't seem to get messed with too much, if you know what i am saying. they have MONEY. they also might even have a lot of government backing because they seem to have those types of connections. the only hard evidence that can be provided by me is my voice, which should match a copyrighted piece of material through audio analysis. I talked to private audio forensic attorneys out of texas because I couldn't find one in my own area. They quoted me with 2500 for comparing one audio example to another and the next analysis would be a thousand. one step would be ruling out that it is the person who it is claimed to be and then analyzing it against my own voice. At that point in time, that would only create a civil law suit over a copyright claim... which is HIGHLY disputable by their attorneys because they can try to say that i willingly did this and just didn't want my name on it. The real deal is that they acquired this by digging into recordings that were filed away within the legal system... and that is where it would become a criminal act. Yet the only way to prove that is to prove the original recording was ever in THAT system.... and for all i know, they could have *gotten rid* of it somehow. Eliminated all traces of it in the system. This can probably easily be done by federal agents... and I do believe that i have been followed by at least one federal agent because someone was sending me federally protected crime scene photos at one point to scare me in 03.

ok.... it seems like there was another question or something but i can't recall and am not looking at the reply so i will come back with anything that i forgot in the next post about another experience last night.

Talking about it does help because I know there are people who have listened.... and some of them have ties in the entertainment industry even though they are not direct friends of mine. They learn of things like this and think "don't go near that chick because something is up".... which is fine if they will just keep in mind and spread it within their own circles to stay away from people who dig down into these issues like this... these Illuminati obsessed people who not only know about it, but dabble into this issue and start pulling people's strings. People need to watch their back when dealing with these types. They LOVE using people. They are like inspiration vampires... like those people who make stories out of others people lives even if it's tragedy and twist it all around and make money off of it. It's kinda like that but way way way more creepy.

these people are MEAN.

they wear suits, smiles, pleasant demeanor, have professional attitudes, always watch what they say in public but if it helps them in their plight, they will take serious stabs at the most defenseless in society with NO thought of compensation.


On a side note, last night i was laying here about to go to sleep with my knees up. My feet start tapping like crazy on the bed (this has happened before...as if he is telling me to get up) It's not the kind of thing where you just have this nervous shaking in your foot or anything like that. my feet were, like, tapping all around uncontrollable on the bed. So i was like "WHAT? WHAT... what is this?"....it would happen again.... then again... then again. I kept asking what? and then i said "you mean RUN?"


and i heard the soft voice and it was really eerie in this instance. most of the time it is very comforting, but in a small, small SMALL voice... almost like a baby or a very old very soft spoken person i hear very innocently but very clearly go... "mmm hmmm"....ok, ok... that looks NOTHING like how it sounded. He answered yes is what i am saying. You know, like if someone asked you if you want something that you really like or really want and you clearly go mmm hmmmm.... YOU KNOW.... Oh, jeez... how can i explain this in writing?

very sweetly, very innocently but very clearly after i ask "you mean RUN"

Mmmm Hmm

you know the sound I am trying to make right... ok, assuming you got that part as a clear answer in my opinion that meant YES.

and when i heard it i thought... boy he sure does sound kinda eerie tonight.

i mean that is like having a small child look at you and you are wondering what they mean by starring at you oddly and then you finally say after being stared at "YOU WANT ME TO RUN FOR MY LIFE?" and the child says very innocently Mmmm Hmmm.

i'm not sure if anybody can really imagine what i am trying to say here but it was kinda creepy. well, things like this have happened before so i just sat there a little perplexed for a split second because i thought maybe I had confused the meaning.... i mean it IS very subtle.

i sat there for no more than a few seconds and I could feel the energy coming through, i guess that is my solar plexus. it is the part between my ribs. it is like someone just turned UP the volume on my heart and NOT SLOWLY.

i mean just like a damn volume knob.... UP UP UP UP UP

I heard my heart start beating LOUDER LOUDER LOUDER FASTER FASTER FASTER within seconds.... like someone was literally turning up the volume and i did not hear a voice, but I felt this powerful notion. This thought made me dizzy, like it spun my head around for a minute this thought was so apparant... SO REAL... Stuff went black for just a second it come over me so strongly and the thought was in the meanest tone i could possibly imagine "WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE"

I sat up so damn fast. I thought i was going to have to jump up and run outside to shake off that thought.

It felt like the thought itself could literally kill me. i mean i was rocking back and forth and moving my arms all around like it was attacking me. In that moment i was so afraid but I kept thinking "get a grip, get a grip, get a grip".... then like a stone i start calming down... like a robot, I try to just numb myself to the fear. I tell myself, if i die- i die...and i laid back and it abated.... quicker than it did even on the previous night.

and i laid there thinking "this is going to be scary... this is going to be intense... Can my heart even handle being that afraid"

..and so now, i am thinking that I have been instructed to work on my cardio vascular system because if something happens that is going to generate that much fear in people, if the world doesn't kill them, their own hearts are going to burst from fear.

That was some of the most intense fear i have felt. I mean it just feels downright evil. i don't think i was being attacked by evil. i think he just wanted me to understand that it is going to be so damn scary, that you can't even get a grasp on anything good in that mindframe. INTENSE fear.

You know what's funny. right now what i have to do is some of the most menial stuff and it gets hard to concentrate on something so tedious. I just made a set of washers for my luggage rack that i need to install out of a cut up pool flotation raft that had a leak. I am whittling down all my stuff down anyway and getting rid of everything i do not need so it's just a matter of switching from mind boggling concepts that completely freak me out to doing these small boring tedious tasks. I am so tired of using my hands. I mean it's really not that big of a deal and i do need to do it, it's just kinda funny how that is what i need to be concentrating on but I've got all this other stuff going on in my head.

i really need that rack but damn it's hard to concentrate on such things and shifting everything around again and again trying to get everything to a more manageable state because this time is so uncertain and transitional... and i know that isn't just me. A lot of people are going through transitions right now.

BlackSatinDancer I am very sorry, I was drinking the other day. I posted late I think 12:00 . I might have a persecution complex or tired ... I dont know. I was reading several other threads and they were on my mind.

You said something that he ? was a liar , a heater was overheating, and a check came to my house the begining of every month. You also talked about 911 and whether or not ... I dont know asking for someone to put jesus in front of you. You also said I tried to imposter god or claim I was him ( which I didnt do) and I think called me evil or the devil.

I was saying that I am not marilyn manson or the epitamy of all evil, I read a lot of threads and some people are grasping for straws. I saw a priest on tv giving away pamhlets saying the anti-christ is here and fits all the things of the phophecy , saying he had a new religion? Some people I think just try to fit things into something.

I thought of banning myself because of language, if I wasnt already banned. I tried reading through pages of this you know you write almost in a different language... . I dont know I am sorry you were being very derogatory but that doesnt excuse myself. I was just hiding in the backround not really posting reading and I thought you were trying to communicate something... the bandana? I dont know I am sorry.

A lot of this at the begining I remember.... THIS I don't remember.

"You also said I tried to imposter god or claim I was him ( which I didnt do) and I think called me evil or the devil"

I have no idea who you are so that can't apply to you. How many times do i have to say it? I DON'T KNOW YOU.

As for Manson... The guy who paid a lot of money... like thousands... for a purse that belonged to Ava Braun.
The thing probably wasn't even real and he was just high or something... He is too stupid and fake to be the REAL antichrist.

What kind of dumb ass nazi # did he get himself into with THAT?

Originally posted by BlackSatinDancer
sidetracked on the whole NASA thing and elite garbage.

but that night even after that UNZIP questioning session, the intimate energy was still attached to me... attached itself to me so much i lost my breath and had to push him away and I could feel a sadness... an upset, but i couldn't quite understand what it all meant. you don't have a conclusion until you have a conclusion.... I don't know why people don't get this and think i am just so ready to draw the conclusions they want me to.... that is such a stupid waste of time because i could change my mind about something hundreds of times. mind control is really a stupid idea for those who like having things backfire on them and really like looking like jackasses.

here.... i will illustrate this perfectly.

To have an entitity ask you if you want to "UNZIP" can be terrifying for the average person.

Here you are mentioning change once again.... OH GREAT.... SO YOU KNOW ALL ABOUT THIS?!

Just the person i was looking for all this time.... the one with the answers who knows what is going on here!

perhaps you will now guide me to my love or perhaps all this time you could have just been sending me emails.

wait a second... you mean to tell me that ALL THIS TIME I HAVE BEEN GOING CRAZY, you could have summed all this up for me?

WELL HOW ABOUT THAT.

It seems rather EXTRAVAGANT that someone would be going to such trouble to communicate with me in such difficult means when all anyone had to do within this conglomeration was to come on here and simply tell me in black and white as you are doing RIGHT NOW... and explain this whole UNZIP change thing.

uh... yeah....

that would be a really good reason to get pissed off.

To think that all this time I had been toyed with in such ways and have lost so much in the process and have had to SEPERATE MYSELF FROM THE LARGER PART OF SOCIETY... when you could have just been like 'oh, by the way... you will have the opportunity to experience a profound change"

Sick man.... purely sick.

ok then, i think i have illustrated something interesting for our readers to think about.

I am in no way connected to this poster in a willing fashion.... that is a promise.

Second up on the power play. it had occurred to me that demons had been created by oppression of governments. There is a story that keeps being brought to me and a man came to who was made up to look like none other than chang kai shek... who has an interesting history in the nationalists of china... who receeded to Taiwan after some founding members had been eliminated. I a now thinking tiawan has a puppet leadership that is connected to the US and the need to help the PROC control the overall population of china and ensure industry continues. in these struggles people lost their lives.people who had really been fighting for truth against the feudal lords of that time were snuffed out before their time and there is a story of a woman who had originally been a consort and then wife of what would go on to be some sort of prolific soldier whose stance became compromised as communists took over more and more control and china fell under martial law. in a fit of rage after an argument with her man who struck her across the face to remind her of her place as a woman despite being a good man.... who had fallen under intense pressure from his global bros, she threw herself into the hands of the enemy to teach him a lesson.... because she felt she had been thrown away and that all was lost and that so many would be thrown to the wolves anyway, he would see this very quickly and learn his lesson very quickly when he saw her beheaded body leaving him to deal with the frustration of reality. War effects woman and children... war effects all who do not even have a say.

It is just a story being passed around and who knows if it is true because it would be covered up if it was probably... buried, lost, forgotten... whatever. voices have actually spoke to me with chinese terms... it is very odd, but again.... no conclusion can be drawn.

after this intimate "date" i of course never stop questioning details you know. god would not want me to do that for anyone and neither would my love. I have spoken out in the open about this story and do not forget my belief that i am closely monitored despite all my running. Satellites can find anyone. i am not saying it is that extreme but if someone high up wants to find you, they will find you. This is why when i know technology is being used for control rather than finding real criminals... it really pisses me off.

anyway, in a day or two i was awoken from sleep..... by a POWERFUL... yet invisible.... SLAP TO THE FACE.

It was meant to feel like him..... all day I kept thinking the thought "I did NOT hit you.... I did NOT hit you"

emberscott.. people who toy with people through scalar are sick #s and they are positioning themselves as a God... and are in LEAGUE WITH SATAN.

It was way back on page 7 . Sorry read through it and maybe I internalized things, I dont know. They wouldnt let me write on your post I guess it was max. Look I am sorry I dont really post anymore and really what I did was inappropriate . I have been the victim of Gang Stalking if thats what the voices turn out to be , I thought you were one of them . I am sorry and I will try to avoid you , so no hard feelings?

Originally posted by BladeRunner5050
It was way back on page 7 . Sorry read through it and maybe I internalized things, I dont know. They wouldnt let me write on your post I guess it was max. Look I am sorry I dont really post anymore and really what I did was inappropriate . I have been the victim of Gang Stalking if thats what the voices turn out to be , I thought you were one of them . I am sorry and I will try to avoid you , so no hard feelings?

actually it was page 6 but anyway... that was in referrence to emberscotts post, or whatever his name is. His post went like this....
...........................
puppet pawn tool.. so so harsh.

Knows self very much so, doesn't care to understand, just knows self.
Spoke to speak such ways. So so harsh.

As the forsaken. Tis the will it is. So it will be. The promise was made, the promise will be kept. It was choice to be the hand of fate. From will.. from desire.. opportunity will forge it itself in self. The fate is the hand.

As the fallen. It must be desired more than desire. The fire will be offered, the fire will be shown, the fire will be taught, the fire as a gift. When it is chosen then the foot will be placed upon the sea and when it is chosen the other foot upon the earth. Then and only then will the heart be poured out.

As the forgotten. Tis why the fire will be offered as a gift. It is choice so it was chosen so. Not to remember but to be embraced.

As to arise. So shall. Staring at the sky to stare at the star just to stare at it.
I see the star I know.
....................................


BR.... this posts of emberscotts greatly upset me because the content has a lot of meaning to me but he is not explaining it. It appears it could be an interpretation of sorts but he gives no indication what it is an interpretation to, like what it is an answer to. it is oddly arranged in it's context and he will not own it.... if he did, he would explain it... yet he has this info. he is getting this from somewhere is what I am saying, but he is not sharing it's actual meaning. he speaks from a source and so many people have questions but he only can present things out of context???!

it is so hard to explain what i am saying here.

he knows something, but is just now telling me all of the sudden like this??

i don't even know who this guy is, but knows something YES, i believe he does. i can't tell you exactly how he got these references... maybe he is a damn mind reader or maybe he watches people, but he is on to something because it is too close to something that could be looked at contextually in accordance with things I have learned. things i have experienced.

it's hard to say that he is forthcoming because it isn't clearly matched to it's original context and he refuses to expand or give a source so that makes me angry. it makes me angry because he posts it like he just ran and got an interpretation and throws it in here, when he could have been forthcoming with it SOONER and at least say it's a bad interpretation of something.

i mean really... what's up with this riddle format??? that's not what i meant by cryptic lingo.

dammit i still wanna know who this guy is and where he is getting this from.

why doesn't he just explain things?

well, the only thing i can come up with is that he doesn't really WANT me or you or anybody else to actually understand.

It's kinda confusing, i know but it's just very annoying.

sure, i could take it one way... but i could also take it a lot of other ways. so the least he could do is let on how he generates this info so i can get a bead on what it's really supposed to mean.... if it's important at all, because he might just be one of those people who get inside of other people's heads and pinpoints things to what they COULD be thinking... making it sound eerily coincidental.

i realize that in my flow of thoughts which can get very complex when thinking of complex things like this, but to me it is streamline. I didn't mean to confuse you or anyone else.

the post of mine you quoted was directed at emberscott...mostly, I will sometimes switch to another subject that is directed at someone else in the same post... so that i am not sitting here double and triple posting.

Where are BlackSatinDancer?

Are you OK?

I am following your thread and am interested in what you have to say.

Still putting pieces of my puzzle together and will post when I hopefully understand better what has transpired in your life as well as mine.

As you well know there is very little physcial proof to be had.
So when I do post what has happened no one will believe me except those that have been victims and those that did the victimizing.

I wish the best to you.
Watch your back and stay safe.

Looking forward to hearing from you.

Hey, just kinda busy with junk... literal junk. I can tell you something I have been talking to someone about. An acquaintance of Dan Burisch. Kinda grim stuff. Just kinda been thinking on it rather than saying anything. The story changes so much you know. I don't want to be a fear monger. Maybe I'll not go into it just yet and wait to see what he represents to the public. Some of this stuff I just can't wrap my head around and i just wonder where it could possibly come from, yet the story is thick and persistent in it's growth, it's weird. people like this are coming up more and more.

In the mean time, I am just so busy getting rid of more stuff and trying to figure out if these vibrations in the ground are my imagination or what. Thanks for your concern, especially in a time when so many people have so many concerns already. I'll be sure to let you know if anything new comes across. As for things that have come your way, I do not know. I'd be glad to lend an ear if you need it and feel like going into more detail in pm if you need to run it by anyone. So many things are coming to fruition it seems... do try to keep your head above it. So many hidden things unfolding.

Take care.

Just to let you know, I may not be able to reply for a few days so if you get no answer after sending something just sit tight because I will be back. There is just something I really need to go do and there is no internet there.

This will probably be my last time approaching you. What you said about starting the flames of war or igniting them about "he positions himself as god or claims to be him and the terrorist attack" didn't sit well with me. In the country the world trade towers ( should've underlined that) the whole financial industry of the country, I mean everything. Don't you think musicians who have free will who are really rebellious children who write their songs opinions and feelings are such a small part if any of the bigger picture , I mean car dealerships or world leaders have better things on there mind then MTV which didn't exist at that time or songs in question or something no one knows about or cares that was just and ongoing experiment. Killed for fun? There are others who spew propaganda like you and I am sick and tired of it. It's not real they found the people who really did it.

And the lucifarian Freemasons how they all worship the devil or something and " put Jesus before you, cause you're starting to lose faith " trying to manipulate the masses . The religious right here or whoever. I was part of a pun or joke attempted murder and left crippled and my life's development forever altered. So I took the revelations thing pretty seriously, I have a scar on my arm for gods sake and about five other things in that resembled the prophecy happened. I know you and the whole site are up and arms about one person claiming to be god and I heard a paramore song where she says over and over again " mirror" maybe they need money for ideas or something. That was never my intention and people ran with an idea or jumped to conclusions to get off on how religious they are.

I am never going to see anybody from this site in real life, as much as people think it will make some cosmic karma balance in the world if I got attacked cause of the music or whatever... Ohhhh the horror. If you know where my house is or on the same street if you know I get a check every month and trying to fish for mercenaries, I don't care I really don't. There was this girl mabus who used to be here years ago calling me Satan and I used to battle rap with her who brought me here by harassing me and forming a conspiracy against me. If you know of her or were on the same street it doesn't matter. If you considered me personally a liar and said I was causing problems with my conspiracies on theories or theories of conspiracies and I have wronged you in some way then I am sorry. I have freedom of speech just like you and maybe we should both use it more cautiously .

Originally posted by BlackSatinDancer
I don't know what that was but that was messed up. It's like I could hear the universe roaring but from far away and it sounds like it is just melt your ears right off your head.... but somebody could be trying to make me go deaf or something. my heart started racing and I sat here woozy while it felt like someone was trying to crush my head. I mean it was racing out of control... i started getting mad it was racing so bad. i could feel the adrenaline surge. i swear the ground was shaking and when i looked at it it looked blurry from vibrations but I don't think anybody else felt it.

It felt like the world was about to be ripped in half. in the cold ass weather, i went outside to see what all was shaking...and i looked up and there was a star that does not look like a star.

I also hear the soft voice talking to me as i write this.

what the hell is going on??

that was #ing scary.

i feel sick, like I'm gonna start puking or something. my hands were just shaking like someone with parkinson's.
my neck is all tense like I've been fighting or something.

Holy crap... WHAT WAS THAT?

the noise was just this god awful noise...this screeching like an endless swarm of gigantic insects but so loud that it could literally rip your ears apart.

edit on 5-1-2012 by BlackSatinDancer because: (no reason given)

Respectfully, so far this thread has been one long stream of consiousness from you. I noticed you don't actually answer any questions and just keep producing problems that are basically unsolveable on an internet forum. The constant spinning drama should be a clue your experiences aren't what you think.

This is stated clearly at the top of every thread.

The Gray Area: The Gray Area is a discussion forum that provides a dedicated area for members to post their confessions, disclosures, and related extraordinary personal experiences. Like the highly speculative Skunk Works forum, The Gray Area will tolerate topics that may be unusually hypothetical or unproven for the purpose of vetting the stories of thread-starters by the ATS membership at large.

Your story is provided by you for the PURPOSE OF BEING VETTED by the membership. So I'm calling bunkum on this one.

Originally posted by BladeRunner5050
This will probably be my last time approaching you. What you said about starting the flames of war or igniting them about "he positions himself as god or claims to be him and the terrorist attack" didn't sit well with me. In the country the world trade towers ( should've underlined that) the whole financial industry of the country, I mean everything. Don't you think musicians who have free will who are really rebellious children who write their songs opinions and feelick and tired of it. It's not real they found the people who really did it.

And the lucifarian Freemasons how they all worship the devil or something and " put Jesus before you, cause you're starting to lose faith " trying to manipulate the masses . The religious right here or whoever. I was part of a pun or joke attempted murder and left crippled and my life's development forever altered. So I took the revelations thing pretty seriously, I have a scar on my arm for gods sake and about five other things in that resembled the prophecy happened. I know you and the whole site are up and arms about one person claiming to be god and I heard a paramore song where she says over and over again " mirror" maybe they need money for ideas or something. That was never my intention and people ran with an idea or jumped to conclusions to get off on how religious they are.

I am never going to see anybody from this site in real life, as much as people think it will make some cosmic karma balance in the world if I got attacked cause of the music or whatever... Ohhhh the horror. If you know where my house is or on the same street if you know I get a check every month and trying to fish for mercenaries, I don't care I really don't. There was this girl mabus who used to be here years ago calling me Satan and I used to battle rap with her who brought me here by harassing me and forming a conspiracy against me. If you know of her or were on the same street it doesn't matter. If you considered me personally a liar and said I was causing problems with my conspiracies on theories or theories of conspiracies and I have wronged you in some way then I am sorry. I have freedom of speech just like you and maybe we should both use it more cautiously .

first of all, I think you are confused about some things because you go from one line about the antichrist to musicians. I may mention musicians because the music industry is a huge vehicle for propaganda but this or any musician I have mentioned is not related to the line you quoted for whatever reason.

Then you go on to talk about stuff which I have no idea what you are talking about.

Let me get down to the bottom line for you since you are psychologically scattering it about.
I am no more guilty of not producing or rather processing the evidence which is there than anyone else because it's right there under anyone's nose. If you missed all that then my apologies but I don't feel like being cryptic all over again for your sake because it makes it rather obvious. In TWO threads now I have mentioned the privacy invasion issue and the feds who play with my files and how they used audio clips of mine for various reasons and THE PART THAT IS PUBLIC DOMAIN.... you understand? I can't MAKE you go watch a movie. I can't MAKE you lo0ok at a stupid video in which even the musician himself commented did not turn out the way he would have expected because it was purposefully done a certain way. the words were purposefully reversed and the line was completely out of sync and you can see that for yourself with your own two eyes but i can't MAKE you do squat. i can't MAKE you take a clip of that song and compare vocals and just like myself, i don't expect anyone to have the funds to analyze it except the wise asses who decided to do this.

Again, sorry you couldn't be one of the ones who extracted it and took the time to actually look into for themselves but there it is and you can see it for yourself and if you'd take a look around, you'd start seeing how many people are used and just fitted into a huge propaganda machine.

i didn't ask to be followed around by a bunch of jackasses in the government because some how they learned I was a contactee. This knowledge is not exclusive to me, many people know about it.

Y'all are just wasting my time. What do you want, for me to make an alien pop out of your computer screen or something? Maybe if you had some knowledge or experience with these types of people and these matters, you would have recognized what has been put right in front of you. Black and white, plain english... right on your screen no codes, no hidden meanings.

so anyway... back to what i was talking about in the earlier post before other people wanted to make the thread more about the value of their opinion... which, for the record... is exactly the same as it was before stating it.

the guy i wastalking to who said he is connected to m12 and is supposed to make an appearance on weird or what with w. shatner.

First I wanna just start by saying that according to him, 90 percent of us are goners.

...but then he also goes on to say that people who incarnate into 3rd world countries often do not have very developed souls. i just don't know about this... a soul is a soul, right?.. and everyone has one? RIGHT?

how can you say that people don't have souls just because they weren't good enough to be born into a decent country? i just don't know about this but he is adamant and claims this is all how it is supposed to be. he says there is going to be a soul harvest but that only a few people are seen as good in the eyes of "the shepherds" but i don't believe that bizz either.

then he goes on to claim that he has very little knowledge of psy-ops and low frequency scalar mind control crap, like this is all news to him... bull. in no way should any of that surprised him.

furthermore. my "experiences" with being puppetized have greatly tapered off. Something very strange. Very very strange. I thought i was going to have to go to the hospital. Not for chest pains either. Things were... not right... not right at all. Nothing like this has happened since. It's like it's just all gone. there doesn't seem to be anything left. Just kind of an empty feeling.

i don't know if i can even begin to explain what happened.
Sometimes when I am just sitting here thinking about it or it just crosses my mind, i seen lots of blood.... or like bloody organs. It makes my brain feel that way. It's a disgusting feeling and it just kind of fades into a cold emptiness. really hard to describe.

picking up from when this was last bumped... CUP O COFFEE...

Seems we have some badly confused people in the world, don't we?

Perhaps some more thorough reading would have clarified some things but anyway... Who cares? It's clearly not important.

I want to pick this antichrist issue up at a certain point... and that is what we are now seeing as potentially the synagogue of Satan and who they would feel so paranoid about the current station of things.

It's actually pretty funny if you think about it, because this is where bad communication gets you.

I want to bring a thread into this discussion about new technology and how it has fueled a certain brand of paranoia and persecution complex we see in the world today. Let me see if i can find the thread. if you see this and know what I'm talking about, could you assist me in finding it? it is about new Iranian tech and it's not nukes.

I forget how they worded the thread title and just got very slowed down all of the sudden.

I can't find it...

i am finding threads about iran having a flying saucer but that wasn't it exactly, close but not quite.

I have a THEORY.

maybe people will actually let me type it out without letting their concerns get shamefully inverted.

A lot of people on this forum agree that aliens are real, correct? We have all sorts of evidence and accounts to back this up. more and more people are screaming for disclosure and it seems it might even be putting slight pressure on tptb to resolve this in some way. what we have seen is MUCHO disinfo, correct? even though it is not likely to work, if any aliens DO come down here, some want us to even try fighting them!... for them!

I mean, seriously. They can't seriously be serious.

BUT... have we actually seen the aliens out in the open? i mean sure, we have our contacts and what not but it's not like aliens are flying around barking orders.... BUT, since the US government knows something, but won't TELL anybody what they know... who is this going to make fearful?

Well, think about it... you've got some on one hand trying to say that aliens are evil. they are really just trying to use weak psychology to cover their selves. Why would they do this? because it has been rumored that these aliens are angels and that it has something to do with Armageddon. you've still got some insisting that who is in Israel now are the chosen people and will do anything they can to try to prove this and this is why they don't like Jesus. Because basically Jesus said he was going come back and sort em all out.

Now, we have countries china, iran, russia seeing a different light... and Israel BEGGING the US for help while it's feeding our people disinfo.

Because they are really scared Jesus IS an alien and is going to come back and kick their asses!

It's really kinda funny if you think about it because Jesus really just wanted people to get their heads out of their butts and all this disinfo going on around the world is really just bad psychology from very poor communicators.



ok, I'm done. I hope somebody with some sense reads this because I'm not going to sit here and try to help people that can't be helped. I'm just not. I have no problems with Jesus, i have no problems with Muslims and I think those two sides can actually work together if we could get ignorance out of the way, but it's just too hard for some to see past.


I'm sorry... it's actually hilarious.

they are afraid of something they have spent lots of money and time on insisting doesn't exist.

just afraid I didn't make some points clear. there have been threads floating about that Iran has a saucer.

people have tried to say CHINA is in cahoots with aliens.

It has come down the wire that RUSSIA is where transfiguration tech came from.

Basically, people are just trying to figure out where the aliens are. Because they are that scared!
They see their own control of money and power and feel the mark of the beast might be apparent on them so they are freaking out. It's like the other thread said, it has nothing to do with Irans nukes! It has to do with some other stuff they MIGHT have gotten from alien tech. I think they are just not sure what it is. I think part of america gets this and don't want to be Israel saviors for a war THEY started, but the other half are buying into the disinfo that Zionists are so good at spreading. They are propaganda experts. did i say experts? i don't think i meant experts except maybe relatively speaking compared to others that can't see that disinfo and coverups only fuel this paranoia. You think these guys just sit around and talk about aliens at their meetings.

They are all freaking out over this but have way too much pride in their egos to talk frankly about "the alien situation"
If they were at a bar they would be cock blocking each other while exuberantly calling each others GOOD BUDS to their faces.





Oh, the irony.

I'm sorry... i gotta go laugh at these people a while... and some people around here too.



oh, words cannot describe.

Somebody beam me up already, not because i want my ass saved, just because I want to be away from these ... oh my, what's a childproof word I can use?



if not, i hope to buy the farm very very soon. i just can't take this ridiculousness much longer.

TOODLES!