There ARE people that have went to the grave saying they had seen either aliens or alien bodies. This is a FACT. Whether this means there was an
actual alien or alien body is the question. Maybe it was a hallucination? Maybe they're lying? Maybe it was a misidentification?
Who knows what their reasons are?
Putting that side...
I have a deep 'belief' in the core of my being that there is more to this reality than meets the eye. There're other beings out there, far beyond our
understanding. Just as we're to ants, they're to us. I cannot, no matter how hard I try, deny this. It's simply there. There's also an urge to connect
to the universe. A desire to know it. But I have deep reservations and fears.
In fact, I believe Fermi's Paradox proves either that aliens do not want us to know about them or we do not want to know about them. I cannot believe
we're alone here on this rock. It may be that we have made some measure of contact, but it's so meager that it's nearly forgotten.
If we're alone then I am eating my words.
Imagine what millons of years might do to a species as advanced as ourselves? Might it be that we would become supernatural, able to cross dimensions
and whole galaxies in seconds? Could we literally become a kind of god, an essence, a cloud, that fills every empty place? If it were true, what
concern would this god have for us? Are we just ants? Or is it something else?
Sometimes I wonder if the aliens are angels/demons/gods. Maybe we will see them when we die. Maybe we see them when we sleep. Or maybe we see them
through some other method. I'm not even religious anymore. But sometimes I play with the idea that aliens evolved to a supernatural state that
pervades the whole universe. We may ourselves be part of them. I cannot imagine how something so advanced would have any concern for us unless we
ourselves are them.
I am not a spiritualist. I am not religious. I was at one time a christian. But that was years ago. For much time now I have been an atheist or
agnostic. I strive to be rationale, but I am weak to impulse. These thoughts are only conjecture. I don't BELIEVE in a god. I just sometimes
Maybe the aliens are all around us? Inside us? Who knows. Maybe we ARE alone.
I will probably die before getting much further in my quest. It's very common. When you look at history, death is the most common thing that happens.
Answers are rarely if ever found.
Maybe death is our ticket to FTL travel. Lets just hope hell isn't on the other end. But deaht could also be our end, just as we always suspected.
We're just cells, bound by rules. And if ants cannot have after-life then why do we deserve it? Maybe we're the ants of this universe?
More than likely, we will fade like a star when we die, increasingly unaware of it - like a dream.
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