Originally posted by NZkraw
Last night, after looking at the flame of a candle for about half an hour, i tried to go to sleep.
There was a buzzing in my head, and high pitch ringing in my ear. Then i started talking to myself in my head as i wanted to find out the name of my Spirit Guide, i asked what the first letter of his name started with, there was this 3 different ringing noise in my ear; each went a higher pitch then the last. I asked how many letter in the name, i heard name in a voice different then my own then i heard the number 5.
After that it got weird, the male voice was having some kind of argument with a female voice- in my head.
I was just lying there thinking whats happening, then i felt this tap on my arm, it startled me. My cat sleeps on my bed but i checked to see where he was and he was nowhere near my arm. I checked to see if anything had fallen, no answers. It wasn't my other hand because they wernt near each other.

Still dont know what it was, really confused about it.

I told you once before, you have two spirit guides each fighting for you. One is from above, one is from below.

To the OP:

I used to do the same type of meditation. Candles are great for putting you into a trance!

I believe what you heard was two guides that were very excited that you finally got through. We all have spirit guides, usually several depending on what and where we are in life.

When a person begins to be able to lift the curtain between worlds, at first things become very strange and scary. It is how we evolve spiritually if this is the road we walk.

Once these doors open, and the connections become clearer, it is not nearly as scary, and you might find it feels natural and almost like something you are meant to do when you begin to communicate with your guides.

Eventually this doorway leads to becoming a medium.

Know that opening these doors will freak you out, and possibly delay your spiritual advancement out of fear,but the doors must open, and in the end, there is nothing to fear, it will instill a sense of honor and amazement, as you work side by side with spirit....

Best of luck on your journey!

Let's put the brakes on for a minute. Let's break this down piece by piece and see what we have. I am not skeptical of the existence of the otherworldly or paranormal. I approach every situation as a skeptic in the initial phase. We want to rule out the conventional before ever progressing to the paranormal.

The ringing in your ears. Do you have high blood pressure? Did you have a headache? A migraine kick in afterwards? Epilepsy? Did you take any medication that day, sudafed, advil, asprin, tylenol or any prescription medication? I ask because any of those can explain the ringing.

The bone chewing sound in the wall... Mice. Rats. Various animals can sneak into your walls when the weather changes. Lot's of them chew wood and wires. Could it have been something outside the wall?

The voices. Any history of mental illness with yourself or immediate family? It's interesting that you were aware that the voices were in your head. I've never described a paranormal voice that I've heard as being in my head. Most of the legitimate cases I've dealt with, it's never described in that manner. It's never described that way initially. Sometimes after the fact conclusions are drawn and it's later referred to as being "in their head".

YOu mention Crael in another post. I've never dealt with Crael nor am I familliar with a demon named Crael. I even went through quite a few of my research materials and nope. Not there. THere is a demon Crael that is a video game character.

I think you are searching for a real, tangible paranormal experience. I think your fiddling around with everything you can get your hands on to find that experience. But you are as green as grass. I read your ouija post. You mention you knew for a fact someones ouija experience wasn't demonic. No offense but you don't know that. Some spirit board experiences are demonic in nature. Some aren't.

You are a satantist. In concept. You don't seem to have that intensely personal connection. Reading your post on satanism I am familiar with your brand. I find it interesting after reading your post that you slid from Christian to satanist. Kind of an extreme flip flop. I have some particular thoughts on Satanism and think it's fairly useless, but that's another story. Unfortunately I think practitioners of your brand are more misinformed than most Christians. I think your adopted a religion because you like the belief system. The belief system is attatched to Satan but the reality is it has nothing to do with Satan. It's a misnomer. That thread, why do people hate satanists, puts things in perspective. YOu also refer in another post as God being, the god of lies. The creator is the creator. YOu also make a huge point about the meaning of Satan in Sanskrit. Specifying Sanskrit is the oldest language, Chastising folks for arguing sanskrit not being the oldest language. Sumerian and Egyptian were both 1st seen over a 1000 yrs before sanskrit. Point being you've made a lot of assumptions based on uninformed and inexperienced opinions. You draw some faulty conclusions.

YOu are looking for a paranormal experience. You want it so badly it's easy to see how you could misinterpret your imagination or mundane events. We see what we want. And I apologize if it seems like I'm jumping your $hit. I'm not. But you are very analytical. And to convince you of something I imagine someone needs to put together logical related sequence to dissuade you from your current opinion. I tried to do that.

Option B. Your puttering around in the paranormal in numerous areas looking for an experience. Maybe you got one. Or maybe you didn't. Your trying to get it validated. It's intensely personal. Like your faith. Maybe you had a paranormal experiences and it wasn't as real as you wanted. With your set of circumstances I don't think it was. I think it's imagination getting a little overactive. But keep trying and maybe you'll get that tangible one that your looking for.

One thing. You are in a quest for knowledge. This means learning. This means being openminded. You don't need any religion for that. That particular brand of satan worship has it every bit as wrong as your basic catholic. Learn everything. Absorb. Question everything until only the truth remains.

Thanks for your reply.

Ive never had high-blood pressure or epilepsy, and no headaches/migranes that night or day, also no meds; just some paracetamol a week before.

I explored all options to do with the sound in the wall, and mice are the reasonable explanation of that for me. There have been mice in our house previously, so i cant see why they wouldnt be inside again.
There's no cases of mental illness in my family.

You're right i dont know that, but i believe that alot are just malevolent souls - my own opinion.
I wouldnt touch a Spirit-board until i know quite a bit about it, hence why i started that thread.

About 1/3 the belief system, 1/3 gut-feeling, 1/3 spirituality. Yes in that post i did argue with alot of people, i see the error in that mistake now, it was all in personal-opinion, but i should of studied more so i could make clear conclusions or not make a thread about it at all, and appreciate some knowledge that i found along the way while studying.