posted on Oct, 19 2011 @ 10:22 PM
There are many great experiences. Just being alive when you are placed into a system of orders a school of thought classified and judged to the last
morsel is quite tedious. It can feel like a prison.
Failure put simply is. : When whatever you want or plan or desire. When those aren't met we feel failure. Thus a fear complex.
Thus positive interaction becomes when things go according to how you would want them. And negative interaction is everything from an inconvenience to
a outright life and death situation. This is influenced by our emotional state at the time as week as past 'experience'.
So I make death sound peachy huh?
No, just different. I will not tell you how I got there nor came back. But I can tell you what it was like while I was there. All souls are joined.
You can hear all the souls at once billions an incessant chatter that is hard to make out. Louder clearer and on top of that is a higher
self-God-consciousness that speaks to you as well as through you. It is quite hard to tell exactly what it is even when you understand what it
is/does. Just as you have invoulntary responses such as breathing so is conscious.There is plenty to be done and you are welcomed with open arms
wherever you wish to help. A minute here is about an hour or more there. Everything is empty space and light holograms.
The absence of duality is what is stunning. The more I think about it its the soul being divorced from this vehicle. There are many things that are
part of this body that we believe are part of us when they are not.
When I say us I mean the part that is eternal.
It cannot be adequately described there is no judgement attachment fear hate love forgiveness anger you name it. There is no deciphering studying
misunderstanding hierarchy worry. It is beyond the human experience and I coulld not have conceived it had I not been there.
I don't know EXACTLY how I feel about what death is because when your dead you don't have feelings they don't exist things just are. When I was back
and able to analyze the entire experience I found a few things I did like.
First, that you are connected to all souls and at the same time have direct input from God. You know you are not alone weak or unimportant. You are
truly all important. The freedom of choice also was cool.
Would it get old? I'm sure it would but I wouldn't know, then again that why we have life. And ill remain living mine as I wouldn't want to spoil
anything for us, thanks.
edit on 19-10-2011 by ISHAMAGI because: (no reason given)