I am ELEVEN44
I have been coming here for a good while now to read the plethora of information that this site holds, but finally decided it is my turn to add to
that information myself, instead of just take it away.
My journey started about 4 (?) years ago now when I 'accidentally' watched the first Zeitgeist. I had no idea what I was even clicking on... but two
hours later my heart was pounding, my fists were shaking, I couldn't sleep the rest of the night and I had this constant explosion inside of my
Since then I haven't stopped trying to seek 'the truth.'
I got really angry for a long while, thinking that this world was doomed, blaming all the 'sheeple' for being 'sheeple', thinking that Martial Law
was going to happen tomorrow, etc, etc. And, to be honest, there is still that cynical part of me that still thinks those things...
But something else happened on my journey. My search lead me to more esoteric, occult knowledge, learning about ancient civilizations, learning about
sacred geometry. Learning about God.
Not a Religion. Not Christian. Not Jewish. Not Islam. God is not a Religion, God is a living spirit that we are all a part of, that gave us life, that
showers us with love and compassion all the time, even when our hearts are not open to receiving it. God is a vibration, an energy. God is Love.
So, with that, I still am aware of all the horrific acts being committed on a daily basis by our 'leaders' and our society as a whole. But I know
longer vent my frustration over this by spreading it to others...instead, I try my best to only spread the Light, the Love, and the Information.
I try to keep open dialogues, I try to be bold, I try not to judge, and I try to get people to understand that we are all in this thing together. That
if You and Me can't even get a long just because we happen to disagree over something, then what hope is there for a peaceful world?
Some have already given up. Some are waiting for this world to end, for the slate to be wiped clean. And, who knows, maybe that's what it will take.
But in the meantime, I LOVE YOU and I hope that appreciate this beautiful life we have been given, and what a GIFT! we have to be alive at this moment
in time, to not only witness, but help co-create our very own future as we move out of these dark times.
Naysayers will naysay, but I know that I would rather spend my entire life believing I (and we) can make this world a better place, only to find out
right before I die that I was wrong,
than I would give up hope of Humanity ever achieving something better, only to find out just before I die that I was right...
I'm looking forward to sharing and learning with you all.