reply to post by TeslaandLyne
Its been lifelong ,the experiences. Some things negative. And the search has brought me to various stepping stones, people who I recognized light in
and even family in, and each step, brought more info. The infinity part, when I took a good look inside due to a friend on here/ET_MAN, challenging
me, on infinity alot, and what the sun was, gravity, etc, and sending a video, inside brought a lot of connection to Future Self, downloads and in
the end, within a month due to growth, and in a negative situation, it could have been neutral, but I didn't know, it was medical, and instead of
blaming or feelng upset, put myself in their shoes and was kind.
When that was going on, I wasnt paralyzed, but was unable to get up and walk away, as if your will is drugged and in a altered reality, It was my
will they paralyzed, but I was still initially upset to have this occur, and was struggling to find a way to deal with it until I decided to be kind
no matter what was happening. That was the dividing line in my experiences. As if, passed that level of test.
And that ended all negative experiences. After that, what has occurred, has been odd, and quite Quantum. Ie. a family abduction scenario where I saw
the grey, a pinky with a twig like body, that was there for a second or two, and then twisted and vanished in a leap , where his limbs elongated and
flowed like liquid, extreme fluidity, and my second oldest son, who's witnessed lots of crafts with me, even being chased by choppers, and had
missing time on several occasions, thought he was dropped off during my dream of abduction.
That one was as if a cover story was given to remember, and the question of time came up. She shrugged as if she did not do time, then she said, But
I will tell you this, this day took 9 days to complete. Groundhog Day, and being in a private room came to mind.
Not one experience, many. Not one group either. Kindess works too, very much about awareness and soul work, kindness. Growth. Sometimes they can
be like Mirrors.
That couple, they looked human but my trust went out the window when they identified by a name I cannot remember of a race/faction/group of reptilians
that was serving Father and Goodness still. And it wasn't sentences, it never is actually, more concepts/ideas/direct communcation but still with a
kind of frequency of voice timber, an impression of this.
So, what I've found is, information on a certain level is given a bit more, when you reach a different level of understanding. They can't give you
the answers on the test, we have to put our feet on the platform so to speak.
By the way, that took 3 years of research and trusting energy recognition and instinct within to what stirred my soul to contemplate. To grow and
learn, and the thread in my signature came out of that month of downloads after the video where I reached to the infinity inside, we're playing this
dvd you know and the infinite universe is inside as well as outside. Cause we're in something too, its just altered. My son and I were discussing
infinity, and I was mulling over why anything existed at all really, and he was just saying, well becuse it does. I didn't like that answer. And we
both at that moment experienced a vison of an old man Guide stepping out of the sky and laughing with delight over the students mulling over a very
unconventional question I gathered for earth.
And, he bolted up in surprise. Looked shocked. And I suspected he'd shared it, so I led him with these world, "He laughed!" and he nodded strongly
over and over in shock.
So I wrote that thread. It was out of this time period. I kept waking up with more and more answers coming, metaphors, even that we had to come here
to make it real, to Become our infinite selves when we stop being primitive and allow/OK a planet of war and starvation/inequality, then infinite
This is the test of film clip that holds the whole infinite roll of film in and makes it real.
Also, my uncle was a physicist, and though we don't communicate alot, and though I aced math with straight A's until grade 12, and then it got too
strange for me, and so wasn't a candidate for physics I still have the abstract in me.
I finally tackled to the best my logic can do right now, as to why anything exists at all:
and the next post.
and even took a look at God as One Consciousness, Many In One, Animate and Inanimate energy and every range between all because like the double slit
experiment where all possibilities existed until one was chosen, so would all possibilities have to be on the table infinitely. That is the best my
brain can do with the existence of anything and All.
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