Originally posted by MegaCurious
Yeah, I know. It's impossibly pointless to post anything with the word "aliens" on a conspiracy site and get a response other than "get your head checked". Number one, if it's a personal story you have to post it in an area called "skunk works" or "the gray area". Number two, no amount of evidence is good enough, and with none you'll find a reply that reads "pics or it didn't happen".

But, this is pretty serious guys. Folks that look just like you and me that run around causing trouble for aliens that we don't see, that's not good at all. Ok, I know, you want "evidence". Unfortunately, there's no way to get evidence. A video would just show some normal looking people walking the dog or the whatever. On top of that, they're in my head and pretty much have full control (even when I go to sleep, they "sleep walk" me around, when I'm awake its worse).

The reason that I'm posting isn't necesarily to inform anyone of anything or save anyone from something. I don't see how that would be possible when we're talking about a group that can remotely take control over anyone's brain. The details of how you would do that, there's no way I would know that.

The reason that I would dare post a personal story on what's supposed to be a conspiracy site (but somehow isn't) that contains the word "aliens" is, well, by force/desperation. Imagine that something remotely at random intervals is making a vicious stomach rumble, but so intense and vicious that you jump up and start throwing things around the room. Now, keep in mind that it obviously has control over your brain functions, so next it does a vicious sensation with the throat, like maybe violent and impossible to handle "snore" sound. Ok, well, it has full control over you so, it really just starts doing this with any of your body parts - thigh, foot, bla, bla. Ok, but the problem is that whatever it is doesn't take breaks or come out of your head. It just keeps going all day and all night, for years and years. There's no where to run to, and there's so many possible ways to torture you, that it's impossible to list them all, so you could only provide a very small subset.

Right, right, we come back to the point that you want proof that I don't have and can't get. But, I would imagine that there's other people that see the same stuff that I'm seeing. It might not be torturing them all day and all night with no end in sight, but there might be folks that are being chased around by folks that try hard to get noticed. Folks that are unable to sleep at night without sleep aids (I have to drink an absolutely insane amount of liquor every night before "it" either passes me out and sleep walks me around, or lets me lay down and "fall asleep" before it does its "sleepwalk", but basically I don't sleep) with no other explanation.

Yeah, I know, there's the "gangstalker" community, but they think that it's "the government" that uses "electronic technology" to do this stuff. If you tell them anything otherwise, then they simply ignore you.

I understand how you can have folks that look like you and me running around doing things for aliens in large numbers, but for some reason I just can't accept that no one notices anything. Especially around large gatherings of people, those aliens can't seem to resist the temptation to have some representation throughout the crowd. But that's not the point of my post.

Like I said, the point of my post isn't to alert you to anything or save you from anything. I could care less about you. The point of the post is that I've got some aliens making life extremely difficult, the torture was waaay tooo extreme, and there's nothing I can do about except post out of an extreme lack of options.

What I really want is the aliens out of my head so that I live normally like the rest of you, and there's no reason to create any threads with the word "aliens" in them. But unfortunately, my threads don't change anything and the torture continues. So obviously, that's not the way out, but then what is the way out?

ok the topic is out. I didnt dare do this topic but know you threw it out so it is open. Kewl. I do understand the voices, however it isnt really voices but it is, it is a message or information being pushed into your thoughts? I use to see unidentifiable objects occassionally, lately I have been seeing them quite often. I feel like I am being followed every where i go. And you dont know if it is a person an object, animal vegetation, ya just dont know. I do believe we can learn to control their entrance into our thoughts/minds. I have been working very deeply at keeping them out. I am not 100% successful but I do get hours and sometimes days without them know. Work on a meditation to learn to control your mind, after all it is your mind your thoughts.

Originally posted by arollingstone
Heres a thought:

If aliens/government/whoever do target people for mind control, torture etc. - what criteria do they use when choosing victims?

Criteria required are that victims visit conspiracy sites, be open minded, able to excel in dangerous situations, adapt and overcome hardships, have a strong sense of family and great work ethics. Victims have to be able to question illegal \ illogical behavior despite intense pressures not too. Note: visiting conspiracy websites is not required but will be a factor when corrective action is decided.

I welcome aliens to chase me. If they like they can chase me when I eventually join the Royal Marines.

I bet the Royal Marines would have fun with them.

In all seriousness, I'd love to have a "chat" with an alien.

I have to say meditation is very helpful.

Drinking so much is very unhelpful.

Positive thoughts and feelings to negate the negativity.

Be around people who you care about and care about you.

Try not to be so hostile, it pushes people away but attracts negative energy.

Namaste.

Originally posted by Threegirls
I have to say meditation is very helpful.

Drinking so much is very unhelpful.

Positive thoughts and feelings to negate the negativity.

Be around people who you care about and care about you.

Try not to be so hostile, it pushes people away but attracts negative energy.

Namaste.

It is like a circle, the rage that is generated by the actions committed needs to be released in a meaningful way. The rage builds up, it doesn't get better until it is released (preferably on the guilty). even trying to be "nice" while having so much rage in oneself causes problems in ones pysche. They know this and try to direct how, where and on whom you release that rage. They are extremely clever (subtle) on par with A.I.
Can you begin to see how the Psychological warfare works? Many times the people that we dislike in society for whatever the reason are victims of TPTB and their Psycho babble warfare and the allegations levied against them are not always true. It is one of the reasons why we should not judge others which makes it difficult in itself not to be taken for ride by someone who really is evil and wants nothing more than to hurt people.

Make no mistake about it, there really are bogey men and women out there that have a completely different agenda than most people. Many people are just trying to make it to the next day, then comes along some who have no morals or values except trying to make your life as miserable as they can and have all the resources they need to accomplish those goals, makes for the same # different day. Every day and night.

Yeah, I know. It's impossibly pointless to post anything with the word "Jesus" on a conspiracy site and get a response other than "get your head checked".
Its impossibly pointless to post that aliens dont exist, they are demons in disguise, and its impossibly pointless to suggest that if you want the negative spiritual activity out of your life you need to stop the sin in your life.
Of course thats impossible as well.
Go find a really good Christian church that teaches nothing but the Bible, try it for a couple of weeks at least, if it doesnt work, if it doesnt improve your situation leave and call Christianity a fraud and a dummys religion.
There is only one way out of a demonic attack or manifestation.
Jesus, he has helped me.

You said that every night you drink "an insane amount of alcohol". How long have you been drinking like that? Trust me on this, large amounts of booze on a daily basis is a bad bad idea. Yes, I know from experience. Have you seen a doctor about this? Not the drinking, the idea that you are controlled. Your first step should be talking to someone who could actually help, not a bunch of strangers on the net. Go seek professional help before "they" walk you off a bridge. I'm not saying you're crazy, I'm saying try the obvious route first.

Originally posted by MamaJ
Hmmmmmm..... ok so when did this begin? Years ago? Months ago?

I first noticed there was a problem years ago. In February of 2005.

Originally posted by MamaJ
What exactly are you experiencing? You say torture and things of that nature with no visuals as to what exactly is "happening".

When it first started, it was just folks acting incredibly strange at work. There was no reason to think it was Aliens related or anything. At first there were people that I didn't know that as I walked into work (it was a secure area, that required key card entry), would turn to me and act as if they were spitting on the ground at me. Then one of my co-workers did while I was on the job one day. The other co-worker present asked him "why did you do that?". The next shift that co-worker was doing it too, even after having asked the other guy "why did you do that?".

Eventually, I went to the boss about it. I only mentioned that folks I didn't know were doing it, since I didn't want to mess with the folks I had to work with. He said that next time I should follow them and find out what building they work in. Now, a few shifts later, now the boss that I just complained to was doing it. I had had enough and decided to leave early.

On the way out, I noticed that there was someone parked and watching me as I walked away from the factory. They were just sitting there watching me. On the way home, as I approached someone parked in front of the apartment building drove off at an odd angle. I had kinda noticed this before, but didn't really think much about it. So I walked away and turned the corner. Then I came back as if I were approaching the apartment building again, and the same car from the same parking space in front of the building drove off in the same direction. So I went inside the apartment building this time. As I walked past the front office, there is they guy standing there in a jacket that points at me as I walk by. As I return from getting the mail and take the stairs, he points at me as I walk up the stairs, and follows me with his finger, so I know that it's me he's pointing at.

I decided to grab a bite to eat (I ate out a lot in those days), so I left through the back door of the apartment building, and a parked car pulled out of a parking space across the street (not far) right then and drove off. I then decided to circle around to the front of the building through an alley, and the person that usually drives off as I approach the building is sitting there in her car, and throws her hands up, as if it matters that I caught her off guard. So I go back inside the apartment building, out the back, and the same car from the first time I went out that door pulls out of the same parking space and drives off, but this time faster.

At this point I still didn't know who it was. I thought maybe FBI or something since they were following me around, but there was no way to know.

At this point, I said "I've had it". I tried running to different cities, but to make a long story short that didn't work. Eventually, I came back to the city it all started in and moved in with family. I tried everything from the District Attorneys office, to you name it. Nothing had any positive results. I went to Canada for a year, but that didn't help either, and to keep a long story short they were there 24/7 every day and every night.

At this point, I thought it was the CIA chasing me around since that's what they were identifying themselves as at this point. They either had id cards that said "Department Of Defense" or simply "Police Dept".

From this point on, the story gets way too wild. In summary, it started with just me getting "chased around". Then after the first few months they moved on to them using some sort of "psychic" or something like that. This "psychic" just stayed there in my head all day and night. For the first two years, I just heard it in my head for the most part, no biggie. After that it started with the more physical stuff, preventing me from falling asleep, sleep walking, extreme rumbling of various body parts (it vibrates, usually makes a sound, but it's so intense that you'd lose your mind).

Eventually, I realized that it's not possible for the FBI or CIA or the US Government to chase someone around all day and all night across multiple countries for multiple years. It's simply impossible, and even if it was possible they'd run out of money. Once you add in the "psychic", there's simply no way. The only thing that would have that kind of technology would be like space aliens or something.

Sorry if that's all hard to follow, but it's really crazy stuff thats really difficult to describe. Its stuff that you'd really have to see for yourself in the first person.