reply to post by MegaCurious
This is a real and disturbingly common trend I'm seeing both on the web and even with people I know. That is, people being obsessed with the idea of
being mind-controlled and/or followed and it really manifesting in their reality. It's usually either aliens, government or occultists, since in the
different belief systems one of these groups has the capability to do such a thing, either through physical or magickal technology. It's just a
reflection of your idea on how things work. To what degree and in what way this is true I do not wish to discuss any further at this moment.
This guy I know honestly believes a girl he chatted with on Skype is a millionaire and has agents constantly following him. I told him I need
evidence. He told me that it's impossible to get any. But what strikes me is he makes these leaps in his thoughts about this. He has this idea that
cars with number plates from specific counties are the "agents" and so on. He talked to somebody who told him about his daughter being friends with a
very rich girl. This guy's conclusion was that the person's daughter was friends with the same girl that was following him, since she too was a
millionaire. => The guy that told him the story about his daughter is an angent.
Now, I haven't communicated with you enough to tell if there are logical "little" holes in your theory about what's happening to you.
For what it's worth I have been taught humbleness in opinion of what is real and how reality works. I honestly believe that what you claim is
happening to you is true. The problem is one of communication, the problem is in the process of going down the spiral of this hellish situation you
have lost touch with "shared reality".
I myself have been on the edge of psychosis. And it was, again, related to aliens. You're in, and in for, some serious struggle, guy.
But I can assure you, I can promise you with full integrity that there is a doorway out of this situation. You need to figure what's going on. See,
depending on my personal cultural programming and belief system I can take many approaches to try and communicate to you some idea about what's going
on and what's the remedy.
Maybe it's the government, maybe you're being terrorized by a demon, maybe it's some Saturnist occultists, maybe you're a schizophrenic. Maybe it
really is the aliens terrorizing you because you have somehow messed with their "business".
My point is whatever the symbol is, there is, in actual fact, some metaphysical object that requires you addressing it in a much deeper level.
To stop this terror, you must regain control of your mind and spirit. You have always been able of this, are now and always will be. The reason you
feel AS IF you can't is you're not paying attention to some deeper lesson you've been repressing one way or another, burying it in your subconscious.
I don't believe such things just happen by accident and you're somehow a victim. Either way, the victim mentality isn't getting you out of this, trust
me. You have to regain control.
In my personal belief system, as I already mentioned (rather implied) aliens are indeed real and tangible creatures. However, I view them as astral
beings and not physical ones. Thus, reading the explorers of the astral realms we learn that all malevolent spirits can be repelled and, in fact,
there was probably a pretty good reason for you being in this situation.
My practical advice is to start meditating. Learn to feel when they're "messing with you" in your meditation. Learn to control your energy, control
your aura. Pray.
Go into deep meditation. Think about your sins. Think of those things you chose to close your eyes about, the sins you hide from yourself. Understand
them and ask for forgiveness. I know this all sounds extremely ridiculous to you, but please, please, please just try. What harm can it do to try and
I know sleeping is a problem. Sleeping at night is nearly impossible.. when you have to go to work you have to get drunk until you collapse. But that
just keeps you in the cycle. Once you start getting them out of your mind through meditation and ritual you will be able to finally rest. Also, deep
meditation gets you rested in the same way sleep does.
You have to break the thought cycle and not be discouraged when they pop up in your mind after a period of being free. You have to persist with your
Read some rituals and meditation techniques to shield your aura and banish malevolent presences in Astral Projection and so forth.
I have used mind-altering substances with great success in addressing the issue (combined with the spiritual work, of course!), but I'm afraid such
discussions are not allowed on ATS.
I sincerely hope you'll consider what I've told you. Things are not necceserily what they seem.
You can make it, you can make anything, I'm sure of it
edit on 12-10-2011 by falseveils because: (no reason given)